It was going to be the first Christmas without my mother. Dad and I had watched cancer eat away at her body for three years and she finally passed away in February. It had been a rough year for both of us. I had desperately wanted mom to see me graduate from high school. Dad took it rough, too.
The experience brought my Dad and I closer together. I'm an only child and while other kids rebelled against their parents, I clung to mine. Dad and I spent so many hours together crying and hugging. We were more like friends than father and daughter, but at the same time I felt like we were closer than friends. It's strange, I know. It's hard to explain.
Right before mom died, we were alone together in her hospital room. It was one of the last times I remember her being lucid and conversational. She knew that the end was near. We were crying together and talking about all of the events in life that she'd be missing.
She looked at me through her tears and held my hand. "Sweetheart? I want you to take good care of your Daddy."
"I will mom." I answered, trying to hold back from sobbing.
"He's a good man. The best. And you're the best, too. I'm counting on you to take good care of him since I won't be around. Promise me."
"I promise, mom." I wept.
I never forgot that promise. After the funeral, Dad and I spent a lot of time together. I took care of the household things and tried my best to keep my word. As I said, Dad and I became even closer as the year went on. I know he was trying to be both a mother and father to me. He gave me anything I asked for and was at every game I cheered at and every one of my tennis matches during the summer. On my eighteenth birthday in November he gave me a new car. We drove around all night and talked about memories of mom as well as dreams of the future.
We were doing as well as could be expected. Just the same, I know that Dad was lonely. When I would surf the net, I could tell that he'd be surfing the porn sites (to be honest, I found some of them extremely arousing). I encouraged Dad once or twice to have dinner with one of the women from the neighborhood or church, but he said he wasn't ready. Doing the laundry, I knew that he was jacking off all the time in his bed. The telltale stains were evidence.
At this point, I must be honest that there were two things going through my head. The thought of my Dad jacking off and surfing porn sites made me horny. There, I said it. It got me hot thinking of him in a sexual way. Some time during the summer I had begun masturbating while I thought of my Dad fisting his cock. I would climax as I pictured his cum exploding from his stiff cock.
I was also thinking about the promise I made to my mother. I told her I would take good care of Dad. She wasn't there to take care of him. I was keeping my word in almost every area of life. There was one area that he still needed someone. I decided that I would take care of him in that area, too. I loved him too much to watch him waste away in his loneliness. That's not what Mom would have wanted. So I decided to give Dad the best Christmas I could.
The plan came together over several weeks. I told Dad that I wanted to spend Christmas Eve together ā just the two of us. He said that sounded wonderful. It was a date ā a Daddy/Daughter date.
I knew that he would get home from work about five o'clock on Christmas Eve. I showered and groomed myself meticulously all day. I put on a lacy thong and matching bra before donning a beautiful evening gown I'd bought just for this occasion. It was a beautiful black dress that showed off plenty of leg, shoulder and cleavage without looking tacky. I had Christmas music softly playing on the stereo and poured Dad a generous glass of his best single-malt Scotch.
When he got home he stood with me in the kitchen and drank his Scotch while I bustled about getting the food on the table. I had learned a thing or two about cooking in the previous three years and was proud of my culinary abilities. In fact, food had become quite erotic to me.
After a couple of drinks, Dad was relaxed and we sat down at the dining room table to eat by candlelight. I had bought a bottle of his favorite wine. He poured himself a glass.
"Would you like some, sweetheart?" he asked.
"I'm not 21, Dad." I answered.
"You're 18," he said, "and if you can vote, you can have a glass of wine on Christmas Eve."
We had several glasses of wine with our dinner that, if I must say so, was very good. We laughed and shed a few tears. We talked a little about mom, but also about many other things. We could always talk. Dad is great at conversation. As we finished desert, Dad slid a long, black box across the dinner table.
"Merry Christmas, sweetheart," he said.
I opened the lid. It was the most beautiful diamond necklace I'd ever seen. I couldn't breathe. I just looked up at him in shock.
"Thanks for taking such good care of me. I wanted to give you something special," he said.
"Daddy. You shouldn't have. It'sā¦"
"It's the perfect gift for the perfect girl," he said, finishing my sentence.
Tears ran down my cheeks as he got up and put it around my neck. He kissed me on the forehead and chills ran down my spine at the touch of his lips. I stood up and took him by the hand, leading him to the living room.
"Where are we going?" he asked.
My mind was spinning from the mixture of wine and emotion. My heart was beating so fast I thought I would die. But I had planned this out. I followed my plan.
"It's time for your Christmas present, Daddy." I said.
I sat Dad down on the living room couch. Then I knelt between his legs and reached for his zipper.
"What are you doing?" he asked incredulously.
I looked up at him and tried to give him a smile that was both loving and seductive.
"I'm giving you what you want, Daddy. I know you're lonely. I am, too. I know you jack off in bed. I know that you surf the porn sites on the net. I know, Daddy. He just looked at me. We were both just a little tipsy. I think that was good because it allowed both of us to throw off our inhibitions and follow our instincts. I stood up and reached back to unzip my gown.
"Merry Christmas, Daddy," I said. "This year you get me."