Preamble:
This is a teasing, titillating story. The action is light. It is not altogether clear if there is sex in this story.
But, if you are looking for bruising, howling, torrenting action by rippling triathletes, this is not for you.
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I am Literotica author, Saula88.
My husband, Julian, and I are a mature couple. We are in our early sixties.
Our only child, David, is in his twenties. He works and lives in a town ten miles away from our coastal home.
I have a younger widowed brother, Jude, in his late fifties. My only sibling. He works and lives in another part of England. His Chilean wife passed away some ten years ago. Tragic. He did not remarry.
Jude and I were close in our growing up years. Although I am the big sis, I cannot remember a time when I did not look up to him as my big bro. And he was big. For his age then.
Julian and Jude are blood mates from way back. Ju and Ju, partners in crime and more. It was Jude who introduced me to my husband. In a word, a cabal.
Julian, David and Jude. My three 'boys'. A trinity. The father, the son, and a kindred spirit. They follow my Literotica stories. Given the recurring theme of my stories, they often josh me on the outrageous goings-on in my latest stories. They tease me mercilessly on the wellsprings of my inspirations. I reckon they let their imaginations run away too far and wide. They enjoy my stories more than they should. But, is it not what fertile imaginations are supposed to do? Move soul and body? I am complicit in all this. And I too enjoy my stories more than I should, and often in ways that maybe I should not. Does Art follow life? Or life, Art?
But, stories are just confected abstractions. They play out harmlessly in our minds to an exclusive private audience of one.
But, the event described below animated my stories to a level I could not have envisaged. When fantasy mingles with a sort of reality, the giddy ambivalence can be quite dissonating. And enthralling.
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Tis the season!
It is Christmas Day. David and Jude are with us. It has been quite some time since all four of us are together. A cosmic alignment. Usually, one or two of us are away somewhere for some reason.
Gift exchange.
My boys each gifts me an intimate wear present. This cannot be sheer coincidence, can it? I whiff a male conspiracy in the festive air.
They intimate that they are inspired by one of my recent Literotica stories, "Changing Room Conversations". The story is about an upmarket lingerie boutique owner who eavesdrops on her clients.
My husband surprises me with a white, fine-laced boudoir-styled bustier. This was the garment of interest, of the main character in my story.
My brother, an ensemble of sheer black embroidered peek-a-boo top, a matching crotchless high-cut panty, garter belt and stockings. This was the garment of interest, of the Olivia character, of sis Olivia and bro Oliver pair, in my story.
My son, a spartan Wicked Weasel thong bikini. This was the garment of interest, of the Briony character, of mum Briony and son Sebastian pair, in my story.
I was earlier searching online for a swimsuit for my husband. His suit was surf shorts styled. We were planning a Nice holiday in the coming year. He should be wearing something more amendable to continental shores. Be more sensitive to local cultural nuances.
I checked out the latest fad male swimwear. Euro-bikinis were all the rage. Effectively penis sheaths or cock socks masquerading devilishly as male thong bottoms. As I was concluding the purchase, there was a pop-up screen for a buy-3-for-2 promotion. Long story brief, I got thong swimsuits for my three boys. A tricolor parade. Blue. White. Red. Vive la France! I can picture the flagstaffs a-fluttering, standing upright and proud.
So, by curious dint of cosmic design, all our presents are intimate wear! Maybe it is not so coincidental. I could have been subconsciously self-inspired by my Sebastian character in my story, whose garment of choice was a thong swimming trunk.
Alcohol is a great democratising leveler. My son suggests that I try out their presents to ascertain their fit-for-purpose, as he calls it. Whose purpose, I wonder?
Now before I traipse further down this rabbit hole, just so you know, no male has seen me in my natural glory other than my husband. And he had to marry me to earn that privilege.
Conversely, my only male experience has been with my husband. I have never seen another adult male genital.
The straight and narrow. The gifts from my boys are quite racy. I decide that I will upkeep this modesty standard. I reason that if I stay faithful to this standard, it will put a lid on our rising euphoria, and hopefully keep things on an even keel.
But, on this particularly joyous night, our festive spirit would inject a shot of moral complexity to test this resolve to its last holding fibre.
I beetle to my bedroom to put on my husband's bustier gift. It is a suffocating number that brings me to the fore and more. A cruel and unusual punishment for a hubby to force-fit his wife into such a contraption. I make my accommodations. Oooh, sweet agony!
I am feeling wicked and mildly decadent. I slip on my impossibly high stilettos.
My pubes are exposed. I place my right palm coyly over my bottom to conceal my private charms. I make a mental note that from this moment, my palm is glued to my crotch. My fig leaf.
My buttocks, I decide to let them out, to be themselves. I reason that it will not be so different from wearing a string thong. This is in the modeling plan anyway, featuring my son's Wicked Weasel later in this evening's order of business.
I totter out of my bedroom. It is hard to explain the lift and sensation of strutting down a staircase in the full minimalist complement of lingerie and stilettos, toward the family way.
A sort of philosopher Kierkegaard's fear of falling. When a person looks over the edge, she experiences the intense fear of falling. But at the same time, she feels a terrifying impulse to throw herself intentionally off the edge. Kierkegaard defines this experience as anxiety, caused by our freedom to choose. To either throw oneself off, or to stay put. I decide not to throw myself off for now. I continue my strut to the landing.
The reception is suitably enthusiastic. The under simmering frisson, palpable.
I sense a rising excitement in my son's demeanour. He has never seen his mum in anything less encompassing than a sensible one-piece bathing suit. No inadvertent bathroom ooops flashes. No bathroom to bedroom five metre sprints. No spectacular wardrobe malfunctions.
I discern a glint of primal hunger in my brother's eyes. To my knowledge, he has been off the grid since he was widowed. My husband used to tease me that my brother's wife looks much like me. Perturbing allusions only made light by my husband and my brother being thick as thieves.
I gaze deep into my brother's eyes. Yes, I see a secret.
Secrets. They grow. Never fade. Now I know. I will always see his secret in his eyes. A secret is a secret unto itself. But, when privy to two, it is big. When privy to three or more, it is no longer one. That is its curious math.
I look at my husband. He is looking at my son and my brother looking at me. This man has a different sensuality calculus. Hmmm... a circle game.
They cajole me to pose this way and that. I am a jolly good sport.
My husband, the venerable elder of the coterie, persuades me to drop my fig leaf metaphor, saying that it is alright. Just this once, he negotiates. He is a liberal, and so progressive. With my body. But, I resist. Secretly, I think this adds to the allure. Less is more. Like fine cuisine. You get itsy bits of heaven on palate, and the charge is high.
My brother, the artistic being, asks me to execute one more pose before I change to the next gift set.
I crouch on my stilettos. My torso erect. I thrust my chest loud and proud. My thighs flare out. Precariously perched. A gust of wind will tip me over. I place both hands over my bare bottom coquettishly. I gaze away coyly at the far corner of the ceiling, imagining what a fly on the wall there might see.
Next up is my brother's ensemble. I sashay back to my bedroom until my buttocks tire.
I switch thematically from white to black. Sheer black embroidered peek-a-boo top. Matching crotchless high-cut panty. Garter belt. Stockings. Again, I conceal my mound with my right palm. I am undecided on whether to cover my peek-a-boo top by draping my left arm across to obscure my points of detail. I check them out. My chocolate smear of areolas appear to blend with the peek-a-boo edge lace.
The festive spirit gets the better of me. I decide to give my boys a treat. Draping my arm across the ornate lacy floral top will not do justice to my brother's expensive gift.
Again, I pose this way and that, resisting the respectful but impassioned calls to reveal my private charms. My husband surprises me. He is particularly enthusiastic. A subterranean side of him I do not know. Or, maybe it is the alcohol?
The boys are hoping to fluster me so that I inadvertently drop my guard. I do not waver. But, I find myself minimising my palm to a slender fig leaf, to obscure myself only just so. A few wayward wisps. Never mind. I am enjoying myself more than I should. My palm is moist. It is not sweat.
Last and least, my son's Wicked Weasel thong bikini. It leaves precious nothing to even the dullest imagination. I wonder aloud why I am wearing it at all. I look at the mirror. Hmmm... apparel, they undress as much as they dress.
I am conflicted. My luxuriance is peeking out at the edges. It will take me a good fifteen minutes to tame this wilderness. Thirty minutes if I mow the lawn. It will break the momentum of the moment. I look critically at the mirror again. The bikini bottom is black and lacy. The boys have been drinking. Perhaps their bleary eyes may see my rawness as ornate lace trimming. Leave a little of the edges wild is how we should live every now and again. I take one last look at myself. There is a glisten of dew on my peeking lawn. I wipe. And then wipe again. I will just go with the flow.
My boys are getting a little boisterous. Alcohol and time have emboldened them. They are piqued by my bottom. Lace, thicket or pencil shading shadow? That is the Big Question. Ambivalence breeds mystique. Mystique, sensuality.
Although the Wicked Weasel is minuscule, unlike the earlier two garment sets, it covers all my pertinent parts. With both my hands free now, I pose with greater latitude.
My brother, never one to pass an aesthetic opportunity, suggests a particular pose.
I sit on the coffee table. My torso erect, turned slightly toward them. He asks me to slide my buttocks to a corner of the table. My buttocks are balanced and pivoted on the corner. My orbs rest partly on the corner, and partly hanging on air. He asks me to raise my legs a little so that I am supported on the foretips of my stilettos. This has the effect of parting myself a bit. I incline my head romantically and sigh to add effect.