Note to reader: This chapter has sexual references, but no sex scene. If that's all you want, skip to the next chapter.
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It must have been near lunchtime when I finally woke up. I could hear the smell of cooking from downstairs, and the chatter of girls having fun. I realized that the sound that must have woken me up was my sister opening and peeking in through the door.
Seeing that I was awake, she came in through the door, wearing a turquoise string bikini. The triangles of fabric that covered her nipples were tiny, and I could see nearly her entire tiny breasts. Her nipples were rock hard and tenting the thin fabric of the bikini top. My mind flashed back to when I'd last seen her masturbate and was reminded of how hard her nipples had gotten and how perfect they looked when they did. The bikini bottoms that she had on were so small and low that I couldn't imagine how they could cover the thin trail of pubic hair that I knew she sported, unless she had cleanly shaven her mound recently.
My mind cleared as I realized she was carrying a tray of food. I was starving.
"We figured you could use some food, sleepy head, seeing as how you slept through breakfast."
I was still groggy, and the events of the previous night sifted back into my mind. I must have fallen asleep in the early morning, tossing and turning with such conflicted emotions. The bliss and guilt came crashing back to me as I remembered the weight of what had happened to me. She must have been able to sense my emotions because a look of sincere sympathy crossed her face.
Ivana sat next to me on the bed Indian-style, and placed the tray on my lap. It was just as well, because the sight of her shaved pussy lips half-visible along the edges of her bikini bottoms had my cock already starting to harden, against my will. I was such a sicko.
The silenced lengthened and I started shoveling the chips and sandwich into my mouth. She continued as I worked on my lunch.
"Ben, we have to talk about what happened last night."
"So, they already told you what happened?" I sighed, realizing that it was too late to prevent my worst fear of being found out. Maybe if I was lucky I could somehow keep the story from spreading to too many of the girls. The whole school would find out for sure, and it would be a miracle if word didn't somehow reach my parents or the people from church.
"Well... about that." She said hesitantly. "I already knew what happened. It was partially my idea."
"WHAT!" I screamed, jumping from the bed, what little was left of the tray of food flying to the floor. I didn't even care that she could probably see my half-rigid boner if she bothered to look. "How in the hell could you let this happen, Ivana? You knew how hard I've tried to stay chaste my whole life. I've sacrificed so much pleasure, and worked so hard to fight temptation, and you are going to tell me that you helped your friends to plan to steal that from me!? Against my will? To steal the one gift that I had saved for marriage?"
I realized that I was shouting loud enough for girls downstairs to hear, but I didn't care. I just ranted on. "Why would you do such a thing? How could you ruin my life like this? What is wrong with your brain that you could possibly conceive such an idea, and let this happen!? What is wrong with you, YOU STUPID BITCH!?" I hadn't sworn out loud since I was a kid, and had certainly never screamed like that at my sister. I braced myself for the kind of reaction that my dad would get when my sister and he would fight. But she just calmly just looked up at me. Those sweet eyes and soft caring smile just drowned my anger, and after a moment of tense silence I slumped back down to sit on the bed, my rage deflated by my own horrible behavior.
She crawled over, and sat next to me, our backs against the wrought iron of the headboard. She grabbed my hand, and took a few deep breaths, preparing for what had to be a pretty miraculous explanation.