redapple: I hate my life right now :(
SxGrrl: Why??
redapple: Nothing is going like I thought it would. I graduated from high school and now all my friends are gone. I’m in a public college that has like a million people. I know no one. redapple: I’m lonely redapple: I got no money
SxGrrl: You have me!? **Hug**
redapple: Yeah. You’re my life saver right now. But its like, my whole social life is an online chat redapple: Your in Boston
SxGrrl: Come visit SxGrrl: I know its hard right now. You got your dad?
redapple: So? He doesn’t care. He’s too busy with his own life. Thinks I gotta pay my dues. Wants me to move out
SxGrrl: I live with my dad too
redapple: You do??
SxGrrl: Yeah. We get along great. He gives me a really great allowance and clothes too
redapple: No way! It would never be that way for me
SxGrrl: Don’t be so sure
redapple: What do you do?
SxGrrl: I’m extra nice to him
redapple: I’m nice
SxGrrl: Not what I mean exactly. SxGrrl: When I want some money I sit in his lap and whisper in his ear. Give him sweet little kisses on his cheek. ScGrrl: Shit like that
redapple: No way!
SxGrrl: It’s harmless. He’s lonely. You never talk about your mom. I bet your dad is single isn’t he?
redapple: Yeah
SxGrrl: I bet he never dates
redapple: Wow! Nope
SxGrrl: That’s why he’s mean. He’s lonely. You light up his life. He lights up yours. My dad even takes me shopping
redapple: My dad hates shopping
SxGrrl: Yeah, well I model my outfits for him. Then he buys the ones he likes, and then I wear them for him - special. He gets me anything I want. Oh, and a huge secret
redapple: What??
SxGrrl: Pout
SxGrrl: He’ll love it I promise, lets him comfort you
redapple: I don’t know
SxGrrl: Think about it. At least get your home life in order. Get yourself some money. At least you’ll have money
redapple: I gotta go. redapple: Lots to do. See ya
SxGrrl: See ya.
redapple: I feel better. Thanks.
I sat there blinking at the screen. Sxgrrl was my chat friend. Right now my only friend. My best friend. I shared everything with her for like a month now. But this was a total first, right out of the blue. I would never be able to. At least, I guess I could try being ‘nice.’ Dad was at work and our routine was pretty typical. We sat in the evening and watched tv. We would wander to the fridge and eat when we were hungry. I asked for money, he said ‘No, get a job.’ There was like no contact, no evening meal. I was just occupying this house the same as him. Lonely??
I decided to try a little something, just see. I couldn’t get it out of my head. I decided to fix a nice meal and went into the kitchen and began cooking. By the time he walked in the door, you could smell a cooked meal and he commented, “what’s going on?”
He stepped into the kitchen, I turned and smiled at him. I was facing the sink rinsing some vegetables. I turned, wiping my hands, and greeted him (something I never did).
“Hi daddy. I’m fixing us a nice sit down meal tonight.”
He just looked over his glasses at me as he set his briefcase down. “Whaa..?”
“I just thought it would be fun. You’re . . . not going anywhere tonight are you.”
I was frowning a little (pouting??)
“No no. Ok. Great.” He was looking around, almost a little confused. “Let me put my stuff away.”
“No hurry, dinner will be ready in about a half hour,” I chirrupped.
I felt better actually, just ‘acting’ nice.
Dinner turned out perfect and we sat down together, I set out some nice dishes, not the nicest, but we weren’t eating out of the pans like we usually did.
“How was work today daddy?”
He looked at me. Paused. “The usual really. I closed a deal that I had been working on for quite some time. So a good day. Yeah. You must have had a great day.”
“Why?”
“All of this.”
I looked around and smiling, staring at my hands, “Oh, no I just thought we never spend any time - together. We never talk. We end up watching tv or in our rooms. Even though we live in the same house.”
I reached out my hand and touched the back of his. Damn. I’m good at this.
He smiled. “Yeah, we have lost track a little,” and I could see his face, his shoulders softening. Sadness??
He had a dark mane of hair and very thick hands. He was a big man, muscular, like twice as big as me. I looked down and realized my hand was still laying on the back of his. “We don’t have to change all of a sudden . . .I guess. We can still watch our shows, whatever. But . . . maybe we can have a nice meal together in the evenings.”
He rose from his chair, and stood behind me, looking down at me from behind and set his hands on my shoulders. “A nice idea honey. I like that. Yeah.”
I reached up and also put my hands on his.
The rest of the evening went really nice. He was definitely nicer than his usual surly self, and I made a point of sitting right next to him on the sofa, leaning against his shoulder, sort of resting while we watched our shows.
******
redapple: Hey SxGrrl!
SxGrrl: Hey
redapple: What’s up?
SxGrrl: Nothing. I found this great boy in class and I took him home!
redapple: No way!! I wish
SxGrrl: Yes way. He’s here now!!
redapple: How come your chatting with me then
SxGrrl: I saw you on the screen and needed a break :) SxGrrl: He’s great. What I needed
redapple: You doing what I think
SxGrrl: Pretty much. What do you think I’m doing?
redapple: You know
SxGrrl: Say it
redapple: Fucking
SxGrrl: Lots more than that
redapple: LOL. redapple: You lucky shit
SxGrrl: He’s asleep now
redapple: Must have been good
SxGrrl: Naw, boys fall asleep
redapple: I’m totally ~hot and bothered~ now redapple: Picturing you
SxGrrl: That’s cool
redapple: Yeah. Well I don’t have a boy in my room do I?
SxGrrl: No. But you got what every grrl really needs don’t ya :) SxGrrl: >>>>>> O
redapple: Ha Ha Ha. Your making me squirm in my seat
SxGrrl: What ya wearing?
redapple: my shorts
SxGrrl: take them off!!
redapple: oh my god! Your perverted!! redapple wait
redapple: I did it!!!
SxGrrl: So what are you wearing now??
redapple: My top and my underwear
SxGrrl: Take them off ;)
redapple: Ha Ha Ha. I did it. How about you
SxGrrl: I’ve been naked the whole time SxGrrl: Lets do it
redapple: Do it??
SxGrrl: Both of us. Lets masturbate SxGrrl: You said your hot and bothered
redapple: Wait. I got to close my door
SxGrrl: Ok
redapple: we have to type wth one hnd.
SxGrrl: you doing it
redapple: yeah
SxGrrl: what do you do