One
I was lying in bed, eyes closed in ecstasy, trying my best to masturbate without moaning in pleasure, when I heard the screech of tires being braked hard and a loud bang. Two cars must have collided on the lane that ran behind the school and I was torn between wanting desperately to climax and wanting to get up, sneak outside the dormitory without waking the boys around me and find a way outside to gawp at mangled metal and, possibly, bleeding bodies. 18-year-old boys are ghoulish like that.
It was only the second week at my new school. My father was in the British Army, serving in Germany, so he sent me to an all-male boarding school with around 450 pupils aged from 12 to 18, from all backgrounds and many, like me, with parents who worked abroad. St Kitt's was a converted country house in spacious grounds with a good scholastic record and an emphasis on rugby, hockey and gymnastics, all contact sports which suited me just fine.
The only problem I had, if you could call it that, was a case of early development. My cock was long and thick when erect, something I did my best to conceal in every situation but in the showers after games. There it was almost impossible because I was surrounded by the one thing guaranteed to make me hard: other boys' shapely bare butts, cocks of every size and shape, and balls that, I knew, were as constantly full of sperm as mine.
Of course I had to take great care to ensure no-one at school knew I was attracted to men rather than women. I simply realized as soon as I discovered masturbation that I wanted to do it as often as possible and imagining I was being fucked while thrusting the bulbous handle of a hairbrush into my asshole at the same time as I was stroking my cock intensified the pleasurable sensations.
I guess the turning point was seeing the box fronts of DVDs in a sex shop while I was on vacation with my father in Germany. I remember standing in front of the shelves horrified by the sight of women with everything from a fist to more than one cock in every orifice: none of them looking like they enjoyed what was being done to them. But the incredibly good-looking, muscular guys with thick cocks fucking their butts had eyes smoky with desire and I thought about them as soon as I returned home, stretching out naked on my bed so I could stroke myself to joyous release, warm sperm pouring from my prick onto my chest and splashing into my face so intense was my sexual arousal.
And now here I was, sharing a dormitory with 20 other boys in my final year at school, my mind filled with visions of the men on those DVD box fronts fucking each other, the thought making me horny as hell but with no outlet for my sexuality other than to lie in bed at night, my fingers curled round my cock, doing my best to stifle my pleasure as I pumped out my load into my palm then licked off the creamy blobs and swallowed them to avoid staining the sheets.
Except the sound of the crash had broken my concentration and I decided my orgasm could wait. I wanted to see what had happened.
Carefully and quietly I slipped out of bed. My bathrobe was hanging in my bedside closet and I reached in and grabbed it, needing to cover the erection jutting from the fly of my pajamas. With great care I opened the door of the dorm and closed it behind me, waiting a moment to see if anyone else had heard the crash and followed me. No one had.
I made my way down the staircase, past the dining room and through the hallway to the back door. There was no key in the lock. Of course not: Mr. Brady, the gym master whose bedroom was in an annex to the top floor dorm, would have locked the door last thing. So I made my way through the dining room, lit by the moon streaming in through the windows, then through to the changing rooms and shower block where I knew there was a window I could open.
Outside, I winced as I trod on gravel but my excitement mounted. Would there be smashed vehicles, leaking petrol in danger of exploding, trapped drivers struggling to escape? I could become a hero, wrenching open a car door to save someone, my picture in the local newspaper the next day with the caption, 'Schoolboy Scorns Danger to Save Family of Five'.
But when I reached the fence all I could see was two cars, one with the rear end smashed in, the other the front, a bored-looking policeman taking details of the accident, the lights on his patrol car flashing to warn approaching traffic. No bodies, no reward, no excitement.
And then I heard an angry voice behind me say, "Stevens? What the hell are you doing out of bed?"
It was Mr. Brady and I was in
very
big trouble.
St Kitt's has a printed rulebook with 75 entries, breaking any one of which was punishable in various ways. In fact almost all of them could be broken provided you weren't caught, but being caught outside, just after midnight, meant I could be expelled.
"Come inside," Mr. Brady said and I followed, head bowed, feeling sick.
He led the way to his bedroom and told me to sit in a chair opposite him. He was wearing a white t-shirt and a pair of tight shorts and in any other circumstances I'd have enjoyed the view. But not now.
"How long have you been at St Kitt's?" he asked, keeping his voice low.
"Two weeks, sir," I said.
"And already you've broken a rule for which you could be in serious trouble."
"Yes, sir," I said. "But I only wanted to help - " I blurted out, trying desperately to save myself.
"What?"
"In case anyone was hurt, sir."
Mr. Brady snorted in disbelief. "What the hell could
you
have done?"
"My mother's a nurse, sir. She taught me first aid. What to do if someone's choking, how to stop bleeding. I wanted to help if I could."
His eyes met mine. "God, Stevens, what a ridiculous story," he said. "But a plausible one, I suppose."
"Thank you, sir," I said, keeping my expression neutral.
"All right. We'll make your punishment quick and say no more. Take your bathrobe off, turn around, push your pajama pants round your ankles and bend forward."
My heart leapt into my mouth. "Sir?" I said, in disbelief.
"Three whacks on your bare bottom with my slipper. Painful but quick justice and you can get off back to bed. Or I'll report you to the Headmaster in the morning and you can take your chances." He paused and then said, "Your choice."
"Yes, Mr. Brady," I said, my fingers trembling as I did as I was told. A moment later and I was standing with my pajama pants round my ankles, my upturned ass bared, bracing myself with outstretched hands holding the arms of the chair. I closed my eyes and waited.
There was a moment's pause and then tears filled my eyes when the first blow landed. All the force of Mr. Brady's muscular arms and chest were in the blow, and I struggled not to scream.