I loved the way Ricky's hard cock felt rubbing against me as I lay on top of him. I knew it was wrong, but the feeling of his hardness and the wetness from both of us having cum was intoxicating.
"Oh my God, Ricky," I said, "I don't know if I ever was this excited. I can't believe how you made me feel."
Ricky didn't say anything. His hands began moving along my back as I lay on top of him and before I knew I he was rubbing my pantyhose and panty covered bottom. I could feel him growing underneath me.
"Ricky," I said, "you are going to wear me out. I didn't expect this to happen."
"I know, Mom," he said, "but this is like a dream come true. I have been so turned on by you for so long and I thought I'd just have to live on my fantasies."
"I got so carried away today, kiddo," I said, "I am not sure how much more of this we can do. I enjoyed it, but it isn't right."
I could feel him getting hard again. I knew things could get out of hand in a hurry. "Ricky," I said, "we had better get it together. I have to finish getting changed – your Dad will be home soon, and I am a mess." I couldn't help smiling as I thought of exactly how I had become so messy as I stood up.
Ricky sighed loudly and stood up himself. His cock was peeking out of his shorts and he caught me looking at it. I wasn't sure if his facial expression was one of embarrassment a having me see him that way or one of elation at having caught me looking.
"You'd better put him away before he gets caught on something," I said, trying to lighten the mood.
"Okay, Mom," he said. As he tucked himself back in he said: "You know, we still haven't figured out what our deal will be."
I didn't respond as he left my bedroom. After he left, I took off my panties and pantyhose and took a quick shower. It wouldn't do for my husband to come home and find me all messy.
* * *
I was downstairs in the kitchen when my husband got home. I had changed into a t-shirt and my own gym shorts. I decided not to wear a bra or panties, although I knew I should be more careful. I was still feeling the excitement, though.
My husband paid no more attention to me than he usually did. A quick kiss on the cheek and he was off to the living room with a cold beer and the newspaper.
Ricky was another matter altogether. When he finally came downstairs, he couldn't stay away.
"Hi Dad," he yelled from the kitchen to the living room. He sat at the kitchen table and watched me closely.
"Ricky," I said, "don't you have anything else to do?"
"Mom," he said, blushing again, "there's nothing I would rather do. You can't believe how much I enjoy just watching you."
"Apparently," I said, "you enjoy more than just watching." As soon as I said it I regretted saying it. The look on Ricky's face told me he thought I was mad at him. "I'm just kidding, you know," I said. As I said it I walked over to him and placed my hand on his shoulder.
As I stood there, Ricky reached out and hugged me around the waist. As he reached around me, I believe he noticed that I was not wearing panties, because he began to slowly move his had up and down on my bottom. Then, he lowered his hand to my thigh and began to slide up my thigh under my shorts.
"Ricky," I said, trying to sound firm, "stop that. Your father's in the living room. He could walk in at any second." I realized I hadn't told him to stop because it was wrong.
"It's okay, Mom," he said. "Dad will be reading his paper for a while and when he starts to fold it up I'll stop."
I was squeezing his shoulder as he slid his hand along my thigh. The higher he got, he harder I squeezed. I knew I should stop him, but his touch was electric. I felt myself getting wet again.
"Please be careful, Ricky," was all I could say. I wasn't sure what I meant by that.
"I will, Mom," he said. "I just love touching you."
As he spoke, his hand slid higher. I felt myself tensing as I wondered exactly how far he would go. His fingers drew closer and closer to my lips and I felt myself getting wet again. Before I knew it, his fingers were touching my bare skin where only a little while ago he had been touching me through my panties and pantyhose. I'm not sure if Ricky knew what to do, or if he was just hesitant. He was rubbing me but did not slide his fingers inside. That was probably just as well, though. If he had entered me I might have screamed.
I didn't know what I was doing! "Ricky," I said as forcefully as I could while still whispering, "Stop! Please stop! You can't do that!"
It took a tremendous effort to get the words out. I was enjoying the sensations, but I knew it was wrong.
Ricky looked scared. Maybe I had been too forceful, even though I was trying to keep my voice low.
"Mom," he said, "I'm sorry. I couldn't help myself. I've been wanting to touch you for so long and after what happened before Dad go home, I thought you'd like it." He looked like he was going to cry.
"It's okay, Ricky," I said, "don't get upset. I was worried about your father hearing something. But we shouldn't be doing these things. It's not right."
"I'm sorry," Ricky said. "I couldn't help myself – you looked so sexy like that and when you didn't stop me I thought it was okay to keep going."
"I did like it," I said. "You make me feel so wonderful. But that doesn't make it right." I felt guilty knowing how much I had enjoyed his touch – and what did I expect, dressed the way I was?
"We have to let things cool down, I think," I told him. You try to control yourself and I'll try to control myself."
"I'll try, Mom,"he said, "but I can't promise anything. I can't get over how great it feels when I'm touching you." He walked out of the kitchen, just as his father walked in.
* * *
The next few days were more than a little tense. I was wrestling with my feelings and Ricky obviously was upset. I did my best not to act upset with him. I decided that he and I had to talk about what had happened. I would talk with him when he returned from school that afternoon.
I left work early so I would be home when Ricky got there. I did not want to start things up again, so I changed into a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt. I was waiting when he came in.
"Hi hon," I said, hoping my voice sounded like a smile. "How was school?"
"Hi Mom," he said, "how come you're home so early?"
"I thought we should talk, and it would be better if we were here alone," I said. Ricky looked like he was going to cry. He seemed to look that way a lot lately.
"You aren't going to yell at me, are you?," he said.
"Ricky, I would never yell at you," I said, "there's nothing to yell about. I am not mad at you, not at all."
"I was afraid you would be mad and think I'm a real pervert or something," he said.
"Ricky!," I almost shouted, "you are not the least bit a pervert! I think we go a little carried away – well, maybe more than a little, but you are not perverted. You are curious about women and I am the closest one."
"Mom," he said, "it's not that I'm curious about women, exactly. I am so attracted to you that I can't stop thinking about you. I always thought about you before, but now it's pretty much a constant thing."