After Ricky left the room I sat and thought about what had happened and what I had found out. I had never given much thought to being recognized by Ricky or by any of his friends. I did not know how to deal with this new situation.
I realized my shock at hearing this news was tempered by the excitement I had felt when Ricky was caressing my legs and especially when he had his orgasm. I knew my panties were damp from my own excitement. As I sat there thinking, my fingers absent-mindedly rubbed the still wet spot on my pantyhose where my son's cum had fallen. I spread it around and moved my fingertips to my mouth to taste him again as much as I could.
I went upstairs to my room. As I walked up the stairs, I realized how I must look. My skirt was wrinkled and much of it still was bunched near my waist where Ricky's hands had pushed it as he caressed my thighs. A some point, the last button on my blouse had opened so my lacy white bra was on view and my exposed cleavage was very apparent. Straightening myself up as much as I could, I walked towards my bedroom. As I passed Ricky's room, I could hear him mumbling in a low voice. I could not understand what he was saying, but he did not sound happy.
"Ricky," I said, knocking lightly on his door. "Are you okay?"
"I'm okay, Mom," he said. He did not sound convincing.
"Are you sure?," I asked, expecting him to say something. But all of a sudden the door opened and Ricky was standing right in front of me. He had changed from the shorts he had been wearing into a similar pair of the polyester athletic shorts he seemed to wear all of the time. He was not wearing a shirt.
I realized that my blouse was still wide open and then realized that Ricky was taking in the view. His eyes had started looking to my face, but he was having a difficult time keeping his eyes from drifting downward. I pulled my blouse closed.
"What's the matter, Ricky," I asked. "You left so quickly."
"I'm sorry, Mom," he said. "You know what happened....it was pretty embarrassing."
"You have nothing to be embarrassed about, Hon," I said. "I thought it was wonderful." I smiled, although I could not believe I admitted that to my son.
"Really?," he asked. His voice sounded strained. "I thought you'd be mad at me for what I did."
"Well, to be honest, I had a lot to think about," I said, "especially after you told me that you recognized me. I was pretty embarrassed myself at hearing that -- and I was pretty scared, to be honest."
"Oh, Mom," he said, "I would never do anything to hurt you or get you in trouble. I just felt bad watching you and not telling you."
"Oh," I said, "you didn't feel guilty then?" I was trying to keep from smiling. I just had to give him some trouble.
"Well," he said, "I did feel guilty when I realized it was you, but I had been watching you for a while and I enjoyed seeing this hot woman -- all the guys did."
"I knew they did," I said. "Remember, they were letting me watch them too." Then I smiled. "I seem to recall seeing some interesting things on your part, now that I think about it. If I remember correctly, you were wearing my panties and pantyhose and masturbating for your friends."
"Oh my God!," he said. "I forgot about that, it was before I recognized you." He started crying.
"Baby," I said, pulling him close, "don't cry. It's okay."
"Are you sure," he asked. "You don't think I'm weird or something? I mean I was letting the guys see me wearing your things and jacking off. How can you say it's not weird?"
"Well, Ricky," I said, " you forget how I happened to see you. I was putting on shows for your friends and watching them respond to me. I knew you were going to watch at some point. I hoped I'd get to watch you too. If anyone is weird, I'd say it was me."
"Mom," he said, "you are not weird. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. I think you are the sexiest, too."
"Well," I said, "based on your reaction earlier this afternoon, I guess you think I am at least a little attractive." I started laughing. "What a pair we are."
"I think we are lucky," he said, "to be able to get this out in the open. I know I feel much better."