June 12th, 2004
Night covered the windows of Candledim. Jamie Winter ignored the temptation of the light downstairs and crept silently into Rose's bedroom. Candlelight, which had always seemed less bright in this place than in any other, gave the room even more shadows among the frills and lace. Rose waited for him here, always waited, and he could never keep away -- not as a gawky virgin teen, and not now, as a full-grown man. The things she did to him... He should be disgusted with himself.
Rose's black silk gown covered her from the lace neckline at her throat to the soft folds over her toes. Beneath it, she wore nothing. He knew that from previous experience. Shining black locks of hair tumbled over her shoulders. Her eyes, dark as demon shadow, gleamed. A soft blush of dusty rose over her cheeks made her appear alive, precious, and utterly beautiful in spite of her morbid color scheme.
"Jamison," she said. "I knew you could not stay away."
He couldn't speak. He could barely breathe.
Rose drifted closer. "You hate me," she whispered, and touched an exquisite finger to his chest. "And yet you cannot stay away. You amuse me."
"You ruined my life."
"Because of Robert?" A soft, gentle laugh echoed through the room. "He made love to you, poppet. He did not hurt you."
"I was a child."
"You enjoyed it until your brother told you it was wrong."
"Robert's dying." The admission made him smile, thinking it would hurt her.
"He's an old man." She looked, if possible, even more amused. "We all die sooner or later, but he still pleasures himself to the thought of what you did together."
"You made him that way."
"Yes," she said. "I did." Closer, she moved, and the top of her raven head came to Jamie's shoulder. She looked up and ran her tongue, a pink animal bent on murdering his sanity, along the fullest portion of her bottom lip. "And I have made you."
The gentlest touch of her fingers took away the breath he had left, forcing him to draw air deeply into his lungs before he could speak again. The fingers caressed, soothed and encouraged his arousal. Jamie hadn't the will to pull away. He never had the strength to leave, and had stood here innumerable times in the same situation. She slid to her knees and kept her eyes on his face, smiling her secretive, Mona Lisa smile. The zipper on his jeans rasped. Cool air greeted his cock. The tip of her tongue grazed it. Fleeting warmth turned cold. Jamie moaned.
Rose's lips surrounded the head, smooth, slick, and heated with triumph. Jamie's fingers tangled in her hair. Her tongue lapped at him like waves licking the shoreline of some deserted island. Liquid pictures, quicksilver and fleeting, passed through his mind. Her body, naked and glorious, spread out before him on the lacy bedspread. A close-up of her cunt -- black curling hairs outlined the shining red interior -- transposed to the image of Robert's cock, long, thin, and dangerous in the darkness of a private room.
Rose purred and suckled like a nursing child. Sharp fingernails raked against his skin as she tugged on the waistband of Jamie's jeans. He shuddered and pushed his hips forward. His balls snuggled up against his body; hard nuggets ready to explode. He pulled back and she grazed her teeth along the length of his cock until they met the ridge of the head. He shoved forward again. Her nails dug into his butt.
Jamie clenched her hair in fists so taut the knuckles turned white. "Bitch."
Rocking back on her knees, Rose touched his come on her cheeks -- and laughed.
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Jamie strode down the main street of Blackwood, lost in dismal thought. Beside him, Aria moved with the grace of a dancer. Her gaudy, flowing skirts drifted around her legs in time with her steps. Jamie ignored her, although her presence warmed him. Across the street, the town's rose gardens bloomed peacefully.
"It happened again," Aria said after they'd covered more than a block.
"Yes."
She took his arm in one small hand and turned him to face her in the light of a street lamp. "You have to stop going there."
"I can't."
"Every time you go, you give her more power over you."
Jamie agreed, but he couldn't stop. Aria knew that, and it angered him she had no other advice to give. "Let's go inside." He turned toward the small apartment building in which she lived.
"No. I know what will happen in there and you'll never deal with this. Stay here." She tugged at him.
Jamie turned and waited.
"What is it you need from her you can't get from me?"
Good question. Rose provided danger, fear and lust all rolled into one dark package. Aria gave him sweetness, soft and forgiving. He'd never come in her face, or pull her hair until it came out at the roots. He couldn't, wouldn't hurt Aria, but he wanted to hurt Rose, and through Rose, Robert. "I can't explain it," he answered softly.
"She isn't real, Jamie."
"Let's go inside."
"No, I want you to promise me you'll come to me next time."
Jamie put an arm over her shoulders and pulled her close. "I can't promise that." Lips touched lips. Aria's arms circled his waist, and she stretched her body to fit in a curved arch against him. The seductive lechery of Rose's kisses couldn't compare to Aria's innocent desire to please him. Jamie ran his hand over her back and curved it down to push her hips against his. "Inside," he whispered against her lips. "And we can talk afterward."