Camping Ch. 05: Death and Rebirth
I woke slowly to the feel of another body against mine. Warm and soft, skin rubbed against skin sparking an electrical tingle all over my body. This warm feeling did not last long as my body now aware that I was awake forced me into the bathroom and the morning ritual of prayer to the porcelain goddess. I emerged from the bathroom a half an hour later to find my bed partner still sleeping. I lay back down next to her and took her warm body into my arms, nestling the bulge of my belly in the curve of her back and cupping her full breasts in my hands. Resting my head against her shoulder I drifted back to sleep. Lianaβs soft breathing and the warmth of her body comforting me in ways that my mother could not.
Liana and I had become unexpected lovers shortly after I passed into my third month of pregnancy. Mom and I had begun arguing shortly before that and it was no surprise that I turned to the only other female in the house for comfort. Our arguments were petty, driven mostly by hormones and based entirely on those little things that crop up in everyoneβs lives. One in particular that I felt was totally unfair was her constant harping on the fact that I, and not her, was having twins. She apparently seriously resented what I had felt was nothing and was beginning to feel was a totally overrated pain in the back, literally.
Another was my feeling of being used. Shortly after my first doctors appointment they, my parents, had revealed their full plan and where I fit into it.
My mother had thought that she could not have any more children after my brother. She had been trying for years to conceive again. All their attempts had failed and so they had decided that if they could not have children that their existing children would have to produce children for them. I found this idea totally revolting and I told them so. I had been uncomfortable but ok with the fact that they had allowed my brother and I to stay in the same tent and then connected rooms. Knowing that we would be unable to control our hormones and mating drives. I had, however, enjoyed myself and had also enjoyed the one time I shared a three some with my parents. I had at the time simply assumed that it was all in fun, even after they had told me that they had known what would happen by letting my brother and I stay in the same tent. But the full scope of their plan disgusted me and horrified me. They would get the children they wanted but only this one time and never again, I vowed.
I turned to liana to escape, I turned to her for the comfort that my parents would no longer give and that my brother could never give in the first place. She responded in ways I found hard to believe. We became friends, confidants, and finally lovers. She showed me what true love was.