"Just because I haven't been here in three years doesn't mean, I don't love it here."
"I'm not saying you don't. I'm saying you'll find other places."
"Not like this place. I grew up here and now it feels like my childhood is being taken away. This is where I had my first kiss. My first real heart break. My family spent every summer here until my parents separated. When they were fighting me and my brother would escape to here until they were done fighting."
"I know this place will never be replaceable but someday you'll find your own place like this."
But he didn't know. He would never know. He wouldn't understand the truth. The first time my parents really argued, my brother Paul and I drove here. We didn't have anywhere else to stay. It was too painful to stay at home and listen to our parents screaming. But there was another reason we went here that night. We both knew it but didn't say anything.
We broke into our parent's liquor cabinet and attempted to finish a bottle of vodka. It was the first time I ever drunk anything more than a few beers and the only thing I was able to finish off, was myself. I fell onto my parent's bed with the room spinning. Paul helped me into the bed. He leaned his face close enough that I could smell liquor on his breath, I closed my eyes and hoped he would kiss me but instead he tucked me into the bed.
I woke up the next morning with a headache but I smiled when I rolled over to find Paul sleeping in his clothes on the other side of the bed. My jeans and t-shirt were still on. I half wished I had woken up naked but was glad we hadn't done anything when I was too drunk.
I quietly slipped out of bed, but after I poured a large glass of water and found the aspirin I climbed back under the covers. I planned on falling back to sleep but I couldn't help myself. I couldn't resist the attraction to Paul. I felt like it was my one and only chance. I slid to his side of the bed, watching him sleep for a few minutes. He looked so peaceful, the only movement was air flowing in and out of his lips. I moved closer until I could feel his warm breath on me. Without thinking of the consequences I kissed his lips.
His lips responded to mine, lightly pushing back. Then he stopped his eyes opened and he jumped away from me. It didn't stop me, I crawled on top of him. I kissed him again. He kissed me back this time. His arms wrapped around me, pulling me closer to his warm body.
I realized what we were doing but we had gone too far to stop now. His kiss warmed my body. Everything felt so right and so good but at the same time everything felt wrong. I knew I shouldn't but I couldn't stop myself.
I wanted more than just kisses. I felt myself become excited. I felt his erection grow solid against my waist. I grinded against, wanting more than what we could do with clothes on.
I took my t-shirt off and expected him to attack my breasts like my previous lovers had done. Instead he kept his arms on my waist and with his eyes admired my breasts. I unhooked my bra and let it fall on to his stomach. I took his hands in mine and brought them to my chest. Lightly, he cupped them and gently squeezed. He sat up to kiss my breasts. His lips on my nipples felt amazing. He alternated between breasts, kissing, licking, sucking and a little nibbling.
He released his mouth from my chest, only when I started to unzip my jeans. As I took off my jeans, then panties he quickly removed his clothes.
Naked, I sat on top of him again. His hard cock pressing against my naked skin, inches away from my cunt. I looked down at him, admiring his body. He worked out regularly but wasn't bound by muscles. He was thin, with small but well defined muscles. He didn't have a six pack but his stomach was flat and hairless. He trimmed his pubic hair, that surprised me.
He held on to my waist as I raised my body over his cock. I had been anticipating this for months. As our parents had grown apart, we had grown closer. Spending more and more time together. I didn't realize my feelings for him until one evening when our parents were fighting, we locked ourselves into my room trying ignore everything. We almost kissed that night but didn't. I had tried to forget about that night but I couldn't.
His hands guided his cock between my legs. I felt the tip on my pussy's lips and I almost lost control right there. I lowered myself slowly on to him. His head entered me. Slowly the rest, until he was entirely inside of me. He filled me completely.
For a moment, we were motionless. His cock deep inside of me. I gripped his shoulders and started to rise my body slowly. Slowly, I fell back on to him. I closed my eyes and moaned.
I wanted to savor every moment. I took my time riding his cock. Sex had never felt like this before.
After several minutes and without thinking, my pace naturally started to increase. I was no longer riding him slowly. I was now starting to fuck him quicker and quicker. The only sound was our breathing and the noises of two bodies together as one. The sound became louder and louder.
"I'm going to cum," he warned.
I almost stopped but continued at a slow pace, cautiously moving up and down him. I didn't want him to cum yet.
With him deep inside of me, I came to a complete stop and leaned down to kiss him. My tits pressed against chest.
I sat back up on my knees and smiled. I was ready. Each thrust my pace increased until the bed started to shake.
Inside of me, his cock made something stir, I started to feel my orgasm coming on. I was pleasantly shocked. I've had several orgasms before from oral sex but never from just sex. I started to moan loudly. I squeezed tightly on his arms. I started to sweat. I couldn't control my breathing. I went up and down his cock as quick as my body could.
"I want you to cum," I looked down at him.
He looked deep into my eyes, I stared into his blue ones. I saw something I had never seen before from him. A few more thrusts, I crossed the edge. My orgasm shock me from the inside.
I felt his cock throbbing inside of me. Matching my own orgasm, his cock exploded cum deep inside me.
With his cock still inside, I collapsed onto him. My head, rested next to his. My mouth next to his ear. I nibbled on it, I couldn't move any other part of my body.
Paul had succeeded in making me hot again and I hadn't even talked to him in three years. I lightly brushed the crotch of my bikini and felt the dampness. Colin didn't notice, he was still looking across the lake.
I sat up and wrapped my arms around Colin. I pressed my tits against him. I nibbled on his ear. "I'm sorry for the way I've acted recently."
A few moments he said, "I understand."