Once again, my heartfelt thanks to Mused for all of his time and patience. No one can work a sentence like you. Thank you.
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It was well past eight in the evening when Dave and Alicia finally left the hospital. Margaret, the nurse who had seen them through Elizabeth's horrifying labor with baby Samantha, ended up letting them stay as long as they wanted. With Brett, they took Samantha to the nursery, then went down to the café and grabbed dinner so Elizabeth could rest awhile.
When the trio returned to the room, Elizabeth was still fast asleep. Dave and Alicia bid Brett goodnight, saw the baby, whom they had already dubbed little Sammi, and left for home.
It was a warm June evening. The sun was low in the sky, bright streaks of pink and orange pierced the clouds. It was a beautiful ending to what had been a near-tragic day.
Hand in hand, they crossed the river via the pedestrian bridge. Alicia was unusually quiet and for once Dave broke the silence.
"Quite the day, huh, Alli?"
Alicia groaned. "One I never want to relive, that's for sure. God, David, I can't believe they almost died." Alicia let go of Dave's hand and wandered over to the ornate cement and iron guard rail. She leaned over and watched the muddy water rush under the bridge.
Dave followed Alicia to the railing and leaned a hip against it. "Try not to think about it, OK? They made it, that's all that matters now." He reached out and touched her hand.
She turned her head and smiled up at her brother. "I know."
"So what do you think's up with those two?" Dave asked, his curiosity getting the better of him.
Alicia noticed his frown and didn't like it. "They love each other, genius. Can't you tell? Don't tell me you haven't been noticing the way they act around each other." Alicia loved her big brother, but sometimes she thought he could be so dense.
Dave snorted. "Well, I love you, but I don't get all goofy around you."
Alicia took a swipe at him and he threw up his arms in mock defense. Though she was only a few inches shorter than he was, he outweighed her by more than seventy pounds. His sister was hardly a threat.
"I think they've fallen in love, David. It's different with them now. Somewhere along the way it all changed for them. I'm not sure exactly when I started to notice, early spring, maybe."
"Well, where the hell was I? I didn't get the memo."
"I don't think it's something they're sending out announcements for. Seriously, though, don't make such a big deal out of it, OK? They're probably having a hard enough time as it is." Alicia turned away from the rail. She took Dave's hand and they started walking. "Can I stay with you tonight? I don't want to go home and face the inquisition."
Alicia had called their parents from the hospital earlier in the day to let them know about Elizabeth. She'd mentioned there had been some trouble, but Elizabeth and Samantha had pulled through and would be OK. Alicia would tell their mom everything that had happened. There was nothing in Alicia's life that her mom didn't know, but she just wasn't up to the task that evening.
"Sure, though I have to warn you that the place is a mess. I think I can find room for you," Dave teased.
"Gee, thanks."
After Dave and Alicia left, Brett went down to the nursery to retrieve Samantha. She'd been allowed out of neonatal almost immediately after being checked over and deemed fit and healthy as a little horse. She was already starting to eat like one.
Elizabeth was awake when he returned and happy to see him and Sammi. "I'd like to hold her, Brett." She still felt very weak, and had yet to hold the baby. Her arms were almost aching to.
Gently, Brett placed Samantha in his sister's arms. "Got her?" He sat down on the bed, in case Elizabeth needed help.
"Oh, Brett..." Elizabeth started to cry.
"I know, sweetie. I know." He put his arm around Elizabeth and pulled her close. He still couldn't believe he'd almost lost them both.
Alicia had helped Brett tell Elizabeth that Samantha would be the only child she'd ever have. Elizabeth had taken the news well enough, but now it seemed to be sinking in that, indeed, this would be her only child.
The night nurse walked in and smiled at the scene that greeted her. She'd heard what happened earlier. "Will you be staying all night?" she asked Brett gently, sincerely hoping he'd say yes. She thought it would be good for Elizabeth to have him there.
"I'd like to, if I can," Brett replied, pulling his eyes away from his sister and Samantha just long enough to answer.
"Certainly. Elizabeth, are you doing alright? How's the pain?"
"Fine, I'm fine," she whispered, unable to look up.
"Well, this room is large enough for another bed." The nurse gazed about the room. "Let me see what I can do about getting another one in here. If not, the chair reclines down. Not very comfortable, though. I'll be back."
Elizabeth had somehow lucked out and gotten the family suite. The room was huge, and with just the bed and three chairs, there was a lot of unused space. True to her word, the nurse returned shortly with two orderlies and another hospital bed. They wheeled it up alongside Elizabeth's.
"This should do it for you. Elizabeth, you need your rest. Would you like me to take Samantha down to the nursery, after her feeding?"
"No! I mean no thank you. I want to keep her in here with us." She felt a sudden sense of panic at the thought of the nurse taking Samantha.
"As long as you get some sleep, then." The nurse turned to Brett. "Don't hesitate to bring her down to the nursery if you need to."
They took turns feeding Samantha, who fell promptly back to sleep once she had a full belly. Brett placed her into the little Plexiglas bassinet and helped Elizabeth get settled in to sleep.
Brett sat back down on the edge of her bed and took her hand. It had been such an awful day, and he just wanted to be close to Elizabeth, but it was impossible for now. He wanted to lift her up and hold her to him, but he couldn't. He could talk to her, though.
"I thought I was going to lose you today, Elizabeth," he whispered. His voice caught in his throat.
"You didn't. I'm here, Brett. You're not getting rid of me that easily." She gave him a wide smile that squeezed his heart. "When can I go home?"
"Um, you just about died four hours ago, I really don't think you're going anywhere for a few days. You're going to have to take it easy for a little while."
"I know I just wish I could go home is all."
"Soon enough, Elizabeth." He smoothed her hair back. "I have to work tomorrow, sweetie, so Alli's coming up in the morning, OK? She wants to stay here with you for the day. Is that fine with you?"
"I'm sure we'll find something to occupy our time," Elizabeth gave Brett a mischievious smile.
"Knowing Alli, she'll be running you up and down the halls in a wheelchair. You better take it easy," Brett warned, chucking her under the chin. "And stay away from the orderlies."
Alicia showed up at eight the following morning, with Dave in tow. Brett left after having breakfast with Elizabeth, who grumbled about the liquid diet she had to put up with, at least for that day. She tried unsuccessfully to talk him out a piece of bacon. Brett was secretly pleased to see his sister become irate.
Alicia carried a huge bouquet of balloons and Dave hauled in a teddy bear that was half the size of him. Alicia had raided the gift shop on their way in. She'd also bought several books, a few magazines, and a manicure kit she'd found in there.
"Oh, you guys!" Elizabeth started to laugh, and then had to stop. It kind of hurt to laugh, though the pain medication she was on helped a lot.
"Alli bought out the gift shop. Where do you want this thing?" Dave didn't wait for an answer, he just plopped the bear down on the nearest chair. Taking note of the extra bed, he commented, "Have company last night, Elizabeth?"
"Brett stayed all night. Why?"
"Oh, no reason," he smiled and went over to kiss her cheek. "I wish I could stay, but I can't. You doing OK? Do you need anything before I leave?"
"I'm good, thanks. And thanks for bringing Alli back."
"Sure." He made goo goo noises at Samantha, who was having her breakfast in her mother's arms. He went to Alicia and kissed her cheek as well. "See you later, Alligator."
The day flew by for the girls. Elizabeth's day nurse was Margaret again, and she and Alicia got Elizabeth up and into the shower, which felt like heaven to Elizabeth. Alicia helped her brush out her long auburn curls and tied it back in a ponytail, then busied herself feeding and changing Sammi while Elizabeth slept for an hour after lunch.
The only low point of the day came when one of the aides came in with the paperwork for the birth certificate. Elizabeth wanted in the worst way to write Brett Michael McCarty next to "Father," but instead slowly wrote Unknown.
"Sure you want to do that? If you put fu--Jim's name on it the state will make him help you out, you know, if you want." Alicia had almost called him fucking Jimbo, but caught herself just in time. She'd always thought Elizabeth would find it funny, but Brett and Dave cautioned her not to say it.
"I don't want anything more to do with him Alli, you know that. I'd prefer to not have to deal with him for the next eighteen years, and Brett doesn't want to, either. Besides, Jim made his decision seven months ago."
"I know. I know. You're right." She peeked over at the baby, who was sleeping soundly next to Elizabeth in the bed. "Hey, let's give you a manicure, and I think I've got some mascara in my purse." She grabbed it and started digging through the oversized bag. Without thinking, she continued, "Brett will be here soon and you want to look your best."
"What?" Elizabeth asked sharply. "Why would I care? He's my brother." Her heart started pounding a wild beat.
Alicia looked up at her and smiled the sweetest smile Elizabeth had ever seen. In that instant, she knew. Alicia had figured it out.