Author's Note: All participants are over 18.
I've really enjoyed writing this. A reader sent me an email suggusting this story. His niece was breastfeeding a young child and he had a very hard erection ... enjoy!
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"You have to come over. I really need your support right now!"
It was a frantic call from my sister-in-law. Clearly, she was upset but she didn't tell me why. We didn't always get along as we are both strong willed and sometimes aggressive people. There was a thaw after my brother/her husband died of a blood clot. I fully expected that I would happily drift away from her life and she from mine. Instead, my feelings and commitment toward my brother made me be in her life because of my niece and nephew.
So, I drove over to her house and knocked on the door. Sarah stood there as a petite woman, barely 5 feet tall. I was reminded how funny it was to see her and my brother together. Like me, he was a tall man of 6 feet 6 inches. It struck me how much I missed him. She let me in and I followed her long thick mane of light red, and wavy hair. Today, it flowed down her back well beyond her shoulder blades but usually it was neatly piled upon her head.
She smiled at me and it was disarming. Full pink lips and white teeth with high cheekbones and freckles dotted her cheeks and nose. As a distance runner, even at the age of 41, she was in shape with muscled legs and arms. I guess you would say that she had a "tight" body but she hardly ever showed it off. I do remember Sarah and my brother Frank celebrating their 10th wedding anniversary and she wore a little black dress. It fit her perfectly and showed me that she didn't always live in a jogging outfit. My first wife left me after 3 years and I left my second wife after only 5 months. No kids for me and I guess that it is just karma that I feel like my niece and nephew are somewhat my responsibility now.
My niece Shaye sat on the couch with tears in her eyes. Her older brother Ryan was away at Clemson. Shaye in tears is not an unusual sight. At 18, she was a very emotional young woman. Her hair, long and colored just like her mothers was tousled around her shoulders and her pouting lips told me that they had been fighting again. Not unusual for a mother and daughter their ages to fight but this did look different. Shaye did not look like she was fighting with Sarah. She looked like she was angry with someone or something else.
"What's up?" I asked lightly.
"I'm pregnant."
That would be Shaye's style. Right in your face and bold. Then again, she could be kidding me but this time, she wasn't. I knew those words would change my life but I didn't yet know how.
We sat for hours and discussed the options. There was marriage to the boy who turned out to be an already married man of 40 ... ok, that wasn't going to work. There was abortion but they were Catholic and did not think that an option. There was also giving the baby up for adoption or keeping the baby. I was not in favor of keeping the baby. I know Sarah and I know Shaye and didn't think either could handle a baby in their lives. Sometimes, I'm an idiot. Sarah thought about it and weighed the pros and cons while Shaye thought adoption was a better bet. We decided pretty quickly that we didn't need to decide right away but that we could wait a few months and decide then.
Tears seemed to have disappeared and I was actually proud of Sarah for not giving Shaye too hard a time about being stupid enough to mess with a married man and then especially without protection!
The months passed by and I visited the house regularly and watched my niece blossom. Her body was never like her mother's. It was much like my mother's. Shaye was 5 foot 8 inches tall. She stood with broad shoulders and full and round breasts that pressed together on her small rib cage. Her hips were narrow and her legs and arms slim. With the onslaught of pregnancy, she began carrying up front and her breasts grew bigger to DD size. She seemed to enjoy them swinging about on her chest as she often went about the house bra-less.
"That'll end when her milk comes in" chuckled Sarah as I tried not to look.
The question of adoption disappeared at 8 months. Shaye was going to keep the baby. She really began to feel the pain of the extra weight. She had put on more than 40 pounds and said she felt like a cow. I only chuckled as I got her a pillow. She was 8 1/2 months pregnant when she went into labor. Honestly, we weren't ready. The three of us had done the Lamaze classes but we just weren't mentally ready. But, the baby said she was ready and I watched my pretty niece give birth at our local hospital and there I sat with a warm baby girl in my arms, Mary.
It was 5 weeks later that my phone rang at 1am and shook me out of a dream of me fucking my boss' wife.
"Uncle Ray, I'm sorry to wake you. Can you come over tonight?"
"Be right there!" I answered as cheerily as possible when you are ripped from the image of gliding in and out of a sexy woman.
Barely dressed, I stumbled out of my condo and drove over. I quietly opened the door and Shaye was holding little Mary in her arms. The babe was screaming bloody murder. "I can't get her to stop crying!" she panicked. "Mom is very tired and cranky and I haven't slept in days."
I looked at Mary and took her in my arms and checked her temperature. She stopped crying and I thought I had some sort of magic. Unfortunately, she only stopped to look at me and then started screaming again.
"Has she eaten?"
"Sometimes"
"When was the last time?"
"About 3 hours ago. She just doesn't like the formula. The doctor said that I should feed her every 3 to 4 hours and that eventually she'd like it."
"I thought you were breast feeding."
"I am but I was trying to wean her off me."
"Maybe you shouldn't"
"But I feel like a cow, Uncle Ray! They're huge and though, initially I liked the looks I was getting, I think they are too big now. I'm trying to get my life back, you know?"
"Sweetie, your life is now this baby. If you really had wanted your life back, you should have given her up for adoption."
"I know, I know. I love her but I'm just tired and this is really tough."
"Can I suggest something?"
"Sure, that's why I asked you here."
"Try feeding your baby and stop worrying about your breast size. You are a beautiful woman and your breasts are beautiful too, not just big."
She pouted as she didn't like the answer I gave her. After a minute, "Thanks, Uncle Ray. I guess I should stop the formula and see if that is the problem. My breasts are so full anyway."
I watched as my sweet niece opened her gown in front of me. She hefted an engorged breast as I handed Mary to her. I was shocked to see her naked breast with the blue veins and the teat trimmed with milk just leaking out. I felt the lump in my pants. Mary clamped on and began draining. I tried to look away but watched her in the mirror and felt like a pervert.
Soon both Mary and Shaye were asleep on the couch. Mary fell off Shaye's breast and I was fascinated. Drops of milk glistened there and I wanted some. I wanted to taste it and feel it slip down my throat.
There was a creek on the floor behind me. "Good to see they finally are getting some sleep."
I turned to see my sister-in-law standing in the hallway. For someone who was tired and attempting sleep, she looked great in a deep green satin teddy and her long hair wrapped up in a loose braid. Her nipples pressed against the fabric and she gave me a hug before covering her daughter and granddaughter up with a blanket.
"Thanks for coming over. I see she is feeding Mary again. I think that's good."
"I agree." I responded. "It looks like no one is sleeping while Mary is awake."
"Yeah," she paused. "She certainly has a pair of lungs. Can I talk to you in the bedroom so we don't wake them up?"
I followed her petite ass down the hall and she closed the door behind me and then sat on the bed.
"Sit with me, please."
I sat.
She took my hand. "I'm having trouble sleeping."
"I'm sorry, it seems to be common problem in this house," I paused. "What can I do to help?"
"Well, I miss your brother. I mean, I miss him every hour of the day."
Though we were of similar builds he and I were very different personalities. There was no way to replace him, nor would I ever want to. "I miss him, too. He was a great guy but you know that we must move on."