This is a sequel to "Reach For The Star". As previously, the story is told by both characters, as well as narration.
As ever, please vote and make comments. Thanks, once again, to my editor LadyCibelle.
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What have I done? I have been weak, very weak. It was beautiful when we made love. But she is my daughter and men aren't supposed to fuck their little girls. Okay, I
know
there are all those internet sites where it does happen, but they are made up aren't they? Just fantasy...and I crossed a line. I made it reality. We actually made love; Fucked. No...it was love.
Is
love. But it was still wrong. I should have been stronger. If only I hadn't gone upstairs with her.
I haven't been to work for a few days, taking some overdue time off. I needed time to think. Think about what to do. But I keep thinking back to that day. She was modelling her new panties for me, including that flimsy thing I had chosen for her. I should have known she'd want me to see what it looked like. But how was I to know she'd shaved herself? Shaved her sweet little pussy for her daddy. How was I to know I'd be tempted by the way the thong moulded its way over her plump little mound?
When she made me feel the material, I should have left it at that. I could have left it that when the interruption came. I could have stopped things before she slid her hand into my pants and held my cock, but how many men would stop a girl at that point? It felt so good and seemed so natural that Chantal wanted to please her daddy. Just like I wanted to please her when I pleasured her orally moments later. We were lovers, then, not father and daughter. The mistake was going upstairs. Okay, we'd still done plenty by then. But I hadn't been inside her. I hadn't, as yet, taken her precious virginity.
She wanted me to be her first. I felt honoured...still do. But that's no excuse and in the time that elapsed before getting up those stairs, I could have called a halt, should have stopped things from going further than was already too far. I should turn myself in. But Chantal won't allow me to take the blame, so what would that do? Expose her as the girl who seduced her father and then she'd be on her own, that's what.
She is behaving as if nothing happened. Well...that's not strictly true. I should say she is carrying on as if it's the most natural thing in the world for fathers to screw their daughters. She even crept into my bed, every morning since...until today. Three mornings ago, I woke to find her snuggled up behind me. It was just like old times, when she was much younger. But then I realised her arm was over my hip; her hand wrapped lightly around my cock as she was softly stroking me.
I was lost in the pleasure of it all as I began fucking my erection between her smooth fingers. Then she said, "Yes daddy...come on...you know you want to. Does my hand feel good there?"
Her voice brought me to my senses and I threw the bedclothes back. I looked down to see she hadn't let go of me; my hard shaft dwarfing her small hand, her forefinger wet from the pre-cum glistening on the tip of my cock.
I eased her hand from my penis, slowly. She was reluctant to release me and, as guilty as I was feeling, I didn't need more pain. I told her it wasn't right.
Huffily she retorted, "So why were you hard then, daddy? You were soft when I got into your bed." Then, more calmly, she continued. "I was stroking your for a couple of minutes and you became so stiff and smooth. You must have been enjoying it. I thought you were going to ejaculate when you started to thrust into my hand. Look, daddy, look at the head."
I had already seen, but I looked again. I felt self-conscious, naked and in bed with my daughter, with my cock curving along my belly. I slid to the edge of the bed and stood up. I hoped my erection would subside, but looking down at her made it throb helplessly as I took in her breasts and that smooth area between her thighs that I had licked just days ago.
She smiled up at me. "How can you argue with that?" she laughed pointing at it. "You want me, don't you...and I want you. How can it be wrong?"
"You know it's not right," I began as I was reaching for my boxers. "We shouldn't be doing this."
I made it to the bathroom without having to answer more impossible questions.
It was much the same the following mornings and it was driving me mad with frustration. I was so close to orgasm from my daughter's talented fingers. I tried to finish myself off, but no sooner had I begun, images of Chantal filled my head and I stopped, reasoning the last thing I should do was to cum while picturing my sweet girl.
I retreated to my office downstairs. It had been days since I used my computer as I hadn't wanted to be reminded of what started this. But now I needed to be away from temptation and I needed release. Better to come from my stories and images there than with my daughter. Or so I thought...but the moment I found something to 'assist' me and I began to feel a more innocent pleasure, was the moment my mind began downloading images of Chantal; images with a soundtrack on which she begged me to fuck her. I turned off the computer. If only I could delete the last few days, everything would be okay.
This morning I dreamed we had sex again; made love; fucked. Call it what you will. She pleaded with me and I gave her what she wanted. What we both wanted. Her silky pussy split apart by my thrusting cock as I moved inside her.
I awoke, feeling a kind of relief, but not release. I have no idea why she didn't come to me like the previous mornings.
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Dear Diary
It's been nearly a week since daddy and I made love. I want to do it again with him. I have lots to learn, but he doesn't seem interested anymore. No...scratch that. I think he
is
interested. He's just fighting against it; telling me it's wrong and we shouldn't do it. If he thinks it's so wrong, why has he been reading stories about it on the net? I don't understand and he won't explain more; just says we mustn't.
He hasn't even been on the net since. He hasn't read the latest instalment of Michelle and her daddy. He doesn't know that Michelle felt her daddy's finger in her bum while she sat astride him, easing back and forth on his cock. It sounded so delicious and naughty. I had felt my daddy's finger back there, but not with his cock too. I wanted to feel that. I am kind of jealous of Michelle, but in a strange way I can learn something from her.
A few mornings ago I slipped into daddy's bed while he was asleep and snuggled up against him with my arm draped over his side. I stroked his chest and my hand slid down lower, fingers trailing over his stomach. His breathing never changed; not even when a finger had found its way into his pubic hair and I tentatively reached further until I felt it.
Ever so lightly, I felt for his penis and slid my fingers around it. It felt thrilling...exciting. I was holding it and he didn't know. I didn't want to wake him up. Well...I would have loved for him to wake and take me in his arms. But I don't think he is ready for that again yet. I just enjoyed the feel of my daddy's penis in my hand. It wasn't hard or anything. It just felt nice.
I did it again the next morning and this time I gently held his balls in the palm of my hand as well. He made a funny little sound but didn't wake as I moved my hand back to his penis. It had grown a little. I know this because I had to stretch my fingers a little more around it. He was still asleep and yet I had made his cock bigger. I so wanted to stroke it and get him even harder, but I didn't want to wake him
The next morning I couldn't resist. I made sure he was still asleep before I curled my fingers around him and I held it making sure his breathing was even. Satisfied he was well under, I began to stroke him and his cock began to grow in my hand. I felt so wicked! My daddy was asleep but I was slowly wanking him to an erection. His cock was so smooth between my fingers.
A murmur escaped from him; a kind of 'mmmm' sound, but he didn't wake. It was as if he was enjoying it; his stiff cock being teased to hardness. Perhaps he was dreaming. Whatever it was, the movement was no longer just me as he began moving his hips, causing his cock to slide through my fingers. He was fucking my hand! My daddy's cock was now hard and he was pushing it against my palm and fingers.
In my excitement, I got carried away and spoke. He woke and moved away from me. I was disappointed, but I saw he was still hard when he stood up. He was saying no but his cock was yelling YES!!!
I tried again each morning since, hoping not to wake him; just enjoying the feel of his penis, growing in my hand. But he kept waking and I was so disappointed. Until this morning.