After watching the sun set over the lake Michael and I went inside to eat. He had noticed that I had gotten quiet but I just didn't know what to say. I had so many thoughts running through my mind. Everything in my heart told me that I loved my brother, that I just wanted him to make love to me so I could give him children but deep in my mind I couldn't stop thinking about what my mother would think of all this. If she was here would she disown me? Would she force Michael and I to never be together again? Would she have hated me and simply pushed me away like she did her own siblings?
Dinner went by rather quickly. My grandfather and brother talking about the truck and how much more work it needed. My grandmother trying to take me out of my own thoughts by telling me about a fair next week in town. Every now and then I would glance over at my brother thinking about our future.
After dinner I helped Grams gather the dishes and clean up. While I was wiping down the table my brother wrapped his arms around me and kissed the side of my neck.
"Baby, are you ok? You've seemed alittle lost in thought since I got home from the auto shop? Is everything ok?"
I sighed heavily, dropping the washcloth on the table I turned in his arms, "I think we should talk. Do you want to come for a walk with me on the lake?"
Pushing a piece of hair behind my ear and holding me closely he nodded with a look of confusion and worry. I took Michael's hand and led him to the lake. It was dark now with only the light of the moon above us and the sounds of nature all around us. I sat by the shore of the lake and looked up at the stars while my brother still stood behind me.
"I talked to Grams today... She told me about Aunt Beth and Uncle William." I took a deep breath and looked up at Michael. "Do you think mom hates us? Do you think she's looking at us right now and hating what we have done? Who we've become to one another? Because honestly I can't stop thinking about it. I feel like when I touch you or hold you I'm disappointing her but every time I'm not in your arms I feel empty and incomplete. I mean where do you see us Michael?" I was crying by now because I just couldn't hold it back.
Michael took me in his arms and stroked my hair gently lifting my chin to kiss away my tears. He stroked my cheek with one hand as his other still wrapped tightly around me. "Rachel, I don't know what mom would think of us. I can't answer that for you but what I can tell you is that I love you. I can tell you that I want to hold you in my arms and never let go. I can tell you that I want to give you everything on this earth. I can tell you that my heart belongs to you and no one else. I honestly don't care what mom would think. You want to know why? Because I have you and that's all that matters to me." Michael looked at me with pure love and leaned down to kiss me with all the passion he could give. I felt my toes curl and I threw my arms around his neck.
I jumped up into his arms and threw my legs around his waist. He caught me and held me up kissing me passionately.
Walking us back to the house he pushed me up against it swinging the door open not even bothering to close it and carried me to his room. I buried my head in his neck and whispered in his ear "I love you so much. Make love to me Michael please I need you."
Michael placed me on his bed slowly stripping me of all my clothes and throwing his in the same pile on the floor. Michael slid up my body and kisse and sucked on my neck. I ran my nails down his back and he groaned loudly. He lifted himself up off me and grabbed my wrists above my head.
"Do you trust me Rachel?" Looking in his I eyes I nodded my head. "Say it Rachel. Tell me you trust me." I had never seen him so possessive. It was as if he wanted to show me that nothing else mattered other than our love.
"I trust you.." I moaned and he leaned down and kissed me passionately still holding my wrist above my head with one hand as the other squeezed my breast. He replaced his hand with his mouth and sucked hard on my nipple. I groaned and arched my back pushing more of my breasts into his mouth.
"Oh Michael please.. Put your dick in me now.." I was bucking trying to get him to put his dick deep inside of me. My need for him grew more and more. My juices were dripping out of my pussy making me ready to be claimed and that's what I needed.
"Be patient lil sis. I'll take good care of you I promise. Just relax, now keep your hands above your head or I'll stop touching you." he released my wrists and rubbed his hand up and down my body. He slowly licked down to my dripping pussy and then suddenly sucked my clit into his hot mouth.
