The summer before college is always a moment of serious transition. No longer a kid but not quite an independent adult, it is a time filled with great anticipation and a little fear. For me, however, that summer transformed from a laconic waiting game to a flat-out sprint into adulthood. Like every other year since I was 8, we were spending the summer with my uncle and his family at their lake house. This tradition had started when my dad passed away as a chance for the family to heal in the comfort of a secluded space. Over the years, however, it has transformed into the highlight of our year and something everyone looked forward to...especially me.
My uncle only had one child, Carmen, who was the same age as me and also going off to college. His wife, Jackie, was Puerto Rican and constantly reminded us that she had brought some flavor into our bland "white rice" family. Even though she had just turned 40, she was a total looker. Her mocha skin, jet black hair and amazingly full lips stood in stark contrast to the Scandinavian paleness of my uncle, but it was her round ass, full breast, and rock solid athletic body that made every man, me included, take notice. At 5'4" she wasn't going to be mistaken for a model, but she packed a lot of sexy into a little frame.
Carmen was a younger, more elegant version of her siren mother. Standing 5'7" with a slightly lighter skin tone, her dark brown, wavy hair was flecked with streaks of gold and framed her face in a way that made it hard to turn away from. Her mouth was almost a carbon copy of her mother's but her eyes, instead of Jackie's rich brown, were a light hazel that betrayed an intensity the rest of her laid-back demeanor masked. Years of dance had left her body toned and supple, with her ass and legs rivaling, if not exceeding, the perfection of her mother's. We had always been very close, closer than I was to my own sister if I'm being honest, but these last few years had been tough for me. It was hard not to notice her transformation into womanhood, but the sexual feelings this transformation aroused left me sick to my stomach. Could I be some sort of inbred pervert that wanted to fuck my own cousin? Was I so hard up that I'd attack her just to get my rocks off? This last thought was the one that really freaked me out.
I had grown four inches and filled out since the previous summer and thought I looked pretty good. My year-round sports schedule kept me in shape and, at 6'2", I was one of the taller guys in my school, which brought me some attention. But inside I was still the scrawny, awkward, super shy kid I had been freshman year and had made no progress on the female front. Being a total virgin who had never even made out with a girl didn't do much for my confidence and prevented me from doing more than shyly smiling at girls I knew for sure liked me and then getting away from them as fast as I could. So when I saw Carmen again and witnessed the latest chapter of her transformation, I pulled back and tried to avoid ever being alone with her least I gave into my lustful feelings and did something unspeakable.
We had been at the lake a couple weeks when my summer turned into something completely unexpected. It was early in the morning (8 am being early in vacation time) and I had gotten up to use the bathroom while the rest of the house slept. A large window next to the toilet looked down on the lawn behind the house that abutted the lake, framing the perfection of flat glass water shimmering in the morning sun. As I admired the view while I relieved myself, movement just along the lower edge of the window caught my eye. Leaning closer to get a better view I saw my cousin Carmen doing her morning yoga routine on the grass.
Dressed only in tight, white spandex booty shorts and an orange racer back bra, she was bent over in downward dog position with her ass pointed straight at me. Her ass rocked back and forth as she deepened the stretch, a slight sheen of sweat glistening off her skin in the morning sun. The angle of the sun and the position of her body conspired to highlight the dark crevice cleaving between the two orbs of her perfect ass as well as to outline the puffy lips of her pussy. I sucked in a quick breath and leaned in closer, my hand now gently stroking my quickly hardening cock. After a moment she dipped low to the ground and pushed into upward facing dog, her back arching in a seductive curve that drove me to stroke with more purpose. Her ass seemed to be calling out to me, challenging me to look away as it tightened beneath the thin material of her shorts. I could feel my balls responding to what I was seeing, a churning of cum beginning deep inside but picking up speed. My hand moved faster, my swollen member throbbing in my grip. When she moved into child's pose and her shorts stretched so tight as to become almost transparent, I shifted into finish mode and waited for my release. And then I heard the bathroom door close.
I'm not sure how I hadn't heard the door open in the first place or noticed the gasp my aunt had made upon entering. I suppose I was so lost in beating one out while I watched my cousin that all other senses were muted. Or there simply wasn't enough blood left anywhere but my cock to allow anything to work properly. Whatever the case may be, they came back online when the door clicked shut and I spun around to see my aunt glaring at me.
"What the fuck are you doing, Charlie?" she said in a harsh whisper.
"I...I..." There wasn't much I could say standing there with my dick in my hands. I began sweating profusely and my erection disappeared, but a copious amount of precum still leaked out. I quickly tucked my dick back into my boxer briefs and wiped my fingers on them.
"Who are you jerking off to?"
Before I could say anything she crossed the short distance to the window and looked down. I knew I'd had it when another gasp escaped her lips.
"I'm sorry Aunt Jackie," I stammered. "I didn't mean too...I wasn't spying...I just looked out and..." I collapsed down onto the toilet and buried my face in my hands. I was blubbering now.
"I'm so sorry. I'm a disgusting human being. There's something wrong with me, I know. I know I'm sick. Please don't tell mom or Uncle Ted. Please!" Tears were now streaming down my cheeks. I continued crying until I recognized Jackie hadn't said anything. Looking up, I found her staring at me with her arms crossed but with less anger in her eyes. We held each other's gaze for a few beats before she broke the silence.
"Is this why you've been so standoffish this summer? With Carmen I mean?" she asked.
I nodded, not trusting myself to speak.
"Why do you think something is wrong with you? That you're sick?"
"Because she's my cousin," I said sincerely. "And because she trusts me and thinks I'm a decent guy and I'm obviously not because I've been fa...fan..."
"Fantasizing about her?"
"Yes," I said looking down again. "And it scares me. I've been afraid of what I might do if we're alone, so I've tried to make sure we never are."
Jackie knelt down in front of me and raised my chin up so I would look at her.
"Have you ever had a girlfriend, Charlie?" she asked.
"No ma'am," I said.
"Are you a virgin?"
"Um...yeah," I said, turning away. She grabbed my chin and turned me back to her.
"It's nothing to be embarrassed about, Charlie. Carmen is still a virgin too, you know."
I had suspected that to be the case, but I was still surprised when I heard her say it.
"So you don't have any intentions of seducing my daughter this summer?"
"God no," I blurted, shocked by her question. She gazed at me a little longer. Her eyes flickered and she seemed to settle on something. The hint of a smile appeared on her face.
"Ok," she said. She put her hands on the top of my thighs and pushed herself up, her thumbs caressing my skin before breaking contact. She was wearing a pink button-up sleep shirt with many of the buttons undone. As she rose past my face I got a clear shot down the front of her shirt and saw she was completely nude beneath it. My cock pulsed and then began to grow in earnest when the globes of her breast filled my vision. I couldn't be sure, but it felt like she lingered in that position a little longer than necessary before standing up completely.
"Go stand by the door," she instructed. "I came in here to go pee and I can't hold it any longer."
I looked at her bewildered. She gave me a face like I was an idiot and then shooed me away.
"I can go outside," I said feebly as I walked to the door. She shook her head no and signaled for me to face away from her.
"We have more to discuss and I don't think it's such a good idea for you to open that door with me sitting on the toilet. Do you see how that might be hard to explain? As a matter of fact, lock it so we don't get any unexpected surprises."
I did so and waited. I heard the rush of her pee hitting the toilet before noticing her reflection in the mirror over the counter. She had bunched up her shirt and was holding it just beneath her breast. Seeing so much skin unbroken by any covering had an immediate effect on my steadily growing cock. I hardened quickly as my gaze slid down her thighs to her flexed calves and petite feet, the turquoise anklet she wore jumping out in brilliant blue against her dark skin. I imagined what it would be like to have her squatting over me like that, slowly lowering herself down onto my awaiting cock. I closed my eyes and shook my head, admonishing myself for fantasizing about fucking my aunt as well as her daughter; I was really a sick fuck. When I opened my eyes again I found myself looking directly into her eyes through the mirror.