Bonnie did her best to suppress the excitement in her loins as she stared ahead at the busy highway.
The big V8 engine in the convertible hummed with power as the miles of interstate clicked by. She knew the thoughts she was having ā had been having for over a year ā were wrong, but she couldnāt help herself. She knew in her heart that before this trip was over, she would fuck her son, her only child, who sat next to her on the passenger seat. She felt herself becoming aroused as she looked over at her beautiful, sensual son, who possessed the same good looks, the same athletic build, the same piercing blue eyes, the same thick, wavy hair, and the same long, fat cock as his father.
She smiled wistfully at the memories. Her relationship with Garth had been like a line out of āMe and Bobby McGee,ā the Janis Joplin version. They had had a brief, but intense romance that summer of 1980 as they followed the Grateful Dead on their summer tour. They had been rock-and-roll gypsies among the Deadheads as they wandered through the Midwest and East Coast. When the tour ended in July, she had been tempted to follow Garth back to California, but she was approaching her senior year in high school, so she reluctantly returned to her home in North Carolina.
Maybe it had been fate, since that period was the only time in her life that she had gotten lax with birth control, because by the time October rolled around, Bonnie found herself pregnant. She had considered an abortion, but decided she couldnāt go through with it, so she resolved to, not only have, but to keep her baby. It was a decision she had questioned just about every day for the next seven months, because she was so sick she had to quit school. Fortunately, her widowed mother, who had strongly disapproved of her daughterās lifestyle, but had been powerless to stop her, stepped up and was there for her right up to the very end.
Jasonās arrival the next spring had radically changed her life, not at first for the better. She had been a regular party girl from the time she was 13, not long after her beloved father had died suddenly of a heart attack. Having a baby at age 18 had ended that phase of her life, but the one she entered proved just as dangerous. She had desperately tried to find a father for her son, but looked in all the wrong places. She had married twice; her first husband simply walked out on her after just six months; the second had been an abusive alcoholic who had nearly killed her one night in a fit of rage.
Only the timely intervention of her mother ā a steel magnolia if there ever was one ā prevented Bonnie and her son from becoming murder statistics. That incident had served to straighten Bonnieās life out. She had quit drinking and drugs, moved to Atlanta to make a fresh start, got her GED, then had gone on to college at Georgia State while working two jobs. She had always been smart in school, especially with numbers, and with the help of a young woman who had been her roommate (and occasional lover), she had finished in three years with honors.
She had gone to work as a CPA for a large accounting firm downtown, then had started her own company, which specialized in tax preparation. She had proven to be a successful businesswoman, but the cost had been her social life. Between Jason and her business, she hadnāt had time for dating. Also, she had been afraid that her checkered past would catch up with her, and after her married experiences, she was a little soured on men.
It wasnāt that she was unattractive; on the contrary, Bonnie at age 38 was a fine specimen of femininity. She was about 5-7 and slender, the result of a strict diet and a vigorous exercise regimen. She had long legs, a flat stomach and a splendid ass that had just the right amount of curve to it. She carried a nice pair of 34C-size breasts that had just hung just about perfectly on her chest. Bonnie wore her bright red hair down to the middle of her back; her skin was a deep ivory with a light dusting of freckles. She had a pretty, open face, with a small, narrow nose, and her eyes were a deep hazel.
At first, she had had plenty of offers for dates, but she consistently turned them down, and finally the offers had petered out. That suited her. She had been burned and abused by men so much in her earlier life that she trusted no man. No man, that is, except her son. Jason had never failed to measure up to his motherās expectations. She had devoted herself to making sure he didnāt make the same mistakes she had, and, for the most part, he hadnāt. Heād been an honor student in high school and had gone on to the University of Georgia, where he was an honor student in accounting, like his mom. He had completed three years and was anticipating his senior year, after which he would have his pick of jobs.
Bonnie had thought she was ready for Jason to leave the house when he went off to college, but she had found that she missed him being around all the time. Her big, rambling house in the older section of Marietta had been lonely without Jason and his buddies hanging around. Thank heaven, she thought, he was less than an hour away. She had visited him frequently, or he had come home, most weekends and holidays. And she had looked forward to their reunions with an unseemly eagerness.
Along the way, she began to realize that she missed sex. Seven years had passed since sheād last had a man ā or a woman, for that matter ā and while masturbation was OK, she missed the intimate touch of another person. Yet she had so effectively boxed in her life that the only person she was close to was Jason, and he was off at college most of the time, and was, after all, her son.
It had been about 18 months ago that the dynamics of their relationship had changed. Jason had been home for Christmas break, and one night she had seen him slip out the back door into the back yard. Puzzled, she had followed him to a little wooded area at the back of the yard. She had smelled what he was doing before she actually saw him. He was smoking a joint, and the familiar aroma brought the memories flooding back. She knew she should be upset that he had taken up the evil weed, but then realized that it had been such a long time since she had gotten high and that she missed it. So she had cleared her throat loudly to let him know she was there.
She still chuckled over the look on his face when he had realized first that heād been busted, then when she casually asked him to pass her the still-lengthy joint. They had gotten good and stoned that night, and had talked long into the night. She had revealed a great deal about her past that Jason had never known, or that he had known deep inside, but had never understood, and it had brought them even closer. It turned out that Jason wasnāt a heavy toker; it was just something he did occasionally for relaxation after heād finished his school work, at parties and rock shows, or, significantly, for sexual arousal.
That night had been a revelation for both of them. Until then, it had never really sunk into Bonnieās consciousness that her boy was now a man; and it had never really hit Jason that his mother was a woman, and a damn good-looking one at that. But after that, they looked at each other in a new light.
She wasnāt sure when her erotic dreams about Jason started, but one night she definitely realized that she was fantasizing about having sex with her son. At first, she couldnāt see his face, but she could see his body well enough. They had always been pretty casual about dress around the house, and she had put in a hot tub on her back patio that they had often used, so each of them had a pretty fair idea of what the other might look like with no clothes on. Soon, Bonnie was dreaming, then actively fantasizing about Jason fucking her. She would picture his handsome face contorting in orgiastic pleasure as he pounded his hard cock in her wet, red-trimmed pussy as she masturbated herself to shattering orgasms.
For his part, Jason had always adored his mom. Sure, they had had their arguments, but they always made it a point to resolve any differences that may have come up, and he had always appreciated the sacrifices she had made for him. Still, he had never consciously thought of Bonnie as a sex object, but after they started occasionally getting high together, he began to think a lot differently about her. He had always gotten angry when his friends at school had made suggestive comments about his mom, but now it made him proud that his lovely mother could have such an effect on young men.
The following summer had been torture for both of them. They were each beginning to obsess with each other sexually, but they had been too afraid of the social taboos to act, or even speak, of their shared obsession. That had been a year ago. Now, as Jason approached his senior year of college, each sensed that the moment of truth was at hand. Bonnie had thought about little else over the previous few months, and so had Jason.
Bonnie thought that maybe strange beds would work strange magic, so she had decided that what they needed was a long vacation together. Theyād close up the office ā it was the slow time of the year, anyway ā and drive out West at their leisure, tramping around with no set itinerary, going wherever they wanted whenever they wanted. They had rented a vintage 1968 GTO convertible, stocked up with a sizable quantity of weed and off they went.