"What do you mean? It's a vibrator. Is the plastic toxic or something?"
"Well, I don't know about the plastic, but it's definitely toxic, for lack of a better word. Do you realize how much you've been using it?"
"Only a few times," Sarah said, her voice turning defensive. "That's none of your business, actually!"
"Thirty-four hours," James shot back. "The toy was active for 34 hours in one week, that's almost five hours a day! Every day! Are you insane? You know how people say TikTok's algorithm hooks you and metaphorically fries your brain with constant stimulation? This thing fries your brain LI-TE-RAL-LY" James emphasized his concerns. "Hell, can you even get off without it anymore?"
She knew she couldn't. After finding the toy dead, she'd spent nearly half an hour trying to masturbate in the shower and couldn't reach an orgasm.
"James, what do I do? I need it. You know I don't have a boyfriend. It was the only thing I had."
"You don't need it, sis," James replied. "Maybe try the real thing, you know? There's always one available nearby."
"Fine! I'll find a real thing!" Defeated, Sarah stormed off to her room, slamming the door behind her.
James picked up the vibrator from the counter and tossed it into a box of electronic devices he kept in the corner. Might be something worth hacking in there, he thought to himself.
For the next few days, Sarah experimented with masturbation, using her fingers, the showerhead, and even the corner of the bedframe, but nothing matched the addictive buzz of the toy she had lost. Over time, though, her craving for constant stimulation began to fade, and after a few days, she managed to bring herself to orgasm with simple, albeit lengthy, clit stimulation. James was right, she thought. That thing really did fry my brain.
But it was her brother's last words that kept echoing in her mind: "Maybe try the real thing, you know? There's always one available nearby." What did he mean by that? What "real thing" was always available nearby? Was he referring to himself? Was he actually suggesting his own penis?
The idea didn't disgust her as much as she expected. She found it rather intriguing and a bit exciting, but she had no idea how to approach him about it. What if she had misunderstood completely? What if he had misspoken, and she had gotten it all wrong? How could she bring it up without risking rejection or, worse, damaging their sibling bond and their living situation?
The late spring was warmer than usual, and Sarah discovered that the apartment complex pool had a swimming lane, a shallow and narrow 25-meter strip of water that no one seemed to use. It quickly became her new addiction. Swimming few kilometers every day after work helped her switch off her mind, tire herself out, and fall asleep much more easily. It also melted away quite a bit of the winter weight she had gained since Christmas. She had hoped to meet someone attractive at the pool, but it was mostly older people and children, leaving little opportunity to "find the real thing," as James had suggested. His words still lingered in her mind, impossible to shake.
Unsure how to safely navigate her predicament, Sarah turned to Google and discovered a whole new world of online pornography she was not aware of: incest. She focused mostly on brother-sister, or step-sister as it was often labeled, content, but it wasn't much help. According to the videos, all it took to sleep with your brother was to drop to your knees and start sucking him off, with no further effort required, never a rejection, never any consequences. "That would not likely work in a real life" she thought to herself fast-forwarding through seemingly endless supply of porn available online for free, making her wonder why incest-themed videos were dominating porn sites. "Maybe it not as uncommon as society makes us believe".
Frustrated, she created a throwaway Reddit account and posted a question on a pro-incest forum, only to be flooded with hundreds of private messages filled with crude fantasies and requests for "bobs and vagena" pics.
Amid the noise, one meaningful response stood out, a very well crafted message from a user Ilosa_98 who seemed to be female. The advice was to proceed cautiously and avoid any overt moves. Poster recommended to become what you want to be before actually becoming one, if you want to become a girlfriend, behave like a girlfriend, so he does not see you as a sister when the time comes to push it further. She used terms like "plausible deniability" and "boiling the frog," suggesting Sarah take it slow with subtle, gradual steps to show off her femininity and gauge her brother's reaction, get him accustomed to seeing her as object of desire, rather than a sister. If he didn't reciprocate, she could always claim her intentions were misread, that's was the "plausible deniability" part of the plan.
The "boil the frog" approach was straightforward enough. Sarah began exposing herself to James in subtle ways. Countless times she left the bedroom door ajar while she was changing, pretending she had forgotten to close it. Getting a morning coffee in a tight crop top and lace thong panties became a new normal. Sometimes, she stepped out of the shower wrapped in a towel a bit too small for her body with nothing underneath and lounged on the sofa next to James like that for a couple of hours.
As the weather grew warmer, her oversized pajama shorts and crop top became her go-to home outfit. Typically, she wore no panties or bra underneath, showing off her long, toned legs and occasionally giving James a fleeting glimpse of her pubic hair through the opening of the shorts. His only reactions were a handful of confused looks, nothing more.
Sarah caught a few glances from James. Some seemed concerned, while others possibly intrigued, though she couldn't tell for sure. Nothing definitive came of it and she did not really know what could come out of it. It's not like her brother will lose his mind from desire one evening, rip her towel off and take her on the couch. That was how it is depicted in porn, it's not how it's happening in a real life.
She did not really know how to proceed, she could continue doing it for years and it would not be any different. Sarah tried message Ilosa_98 to ask for advice but account was already deleted, so she had to figure it out herself.
Worried she might be "undercooking the frog" and need to add a bit of heat, Sarah decided to take things a step further, and the perfect chance came up soon enough. All that daily swimming had done wonders for her figure, shaping her body into a classic hourglass form, but it had also changed her clothing size. One day, as she grabbed a drink in the kitchen before heading to the pool, James commented casually, "That swimsuit's looking a bit saggy. I bet it's dragging a lot of water when you swim." She tugged at the fabric around her waist, and sure enough, it was too loose. That was her signal to make her next move.
The next day at work, Sarah browsed a well-reputed swimsuit brand online, looking for something sexy yet not too revealing. One style caught her attention: an open-back, high-cut swimsuit with thin spaghetti straps over the shoulders. It was modest enough from the front but left her entire back exposed. She added the bright yellow version to her cart, but then she noticed the reviews for the white option.
Unlike the other colors, which earned glowing reviews and 4.5-star ratings, the white one had a 1-star rating. All comments repeated the same warning: it wasn't made for swimming. "Gorgeous when dry, completely transparent when wet. No padding anywhere. Accidentally flashed my extended family at a pool party. Do NOT recommend if you plan to go in the pool," one reviewer wrote. Another added, "It's basically lingerie masquerading as a swimsuit and there's no warning anywhere on the site. Wore it to a cruise pool and couldn't figure out why everyone was snapping pictures. Planning to sue the manufacturer." Perfect, Sarah thought with a sly smile, swapping the yellow for white in her cart. After a brief pause, she also changed the size from S to XS. Just in case I lose more weight, she told herself, though that wasn't the real reason.