I fell out with my family when I was 18, give or take. Dropped out of college to go work to support a girlfriend. Not a great decision in retrospect, but in the intervening years before I finally went back to school, I learned a lot about myself.
First and foremost, that I was pretty much addicted to masturbating.
I was just good-looking enough to get laid occasionally, especially my first year back at school, but even when I was bagging girls on the reg, I'd still have to get myself off two or three times a day. Either with Internet porn or girlfriend nudes, or plain old movie nude scenes, I always needed at least a little time to myself every day. It kept the stress off my back.
I was 21 when I finally gave up and went back to school, and my parents would talk to me again. They were so pleased I'd gotten back on the education wagon and were hoping to reconnect in a big way, so as means of a grand gesture to bring the family back together, they arranged to pick me up right after my last exam to take the whole family out to a cabin we used to rent when we were all much younger.
It was actually really nice to see them after so long. My Dad had gotten a little greyer and grown out a bit of a beard (probably especially for the camping trip), and my Mom's eyes sagged a little but her tits were still lithe and perky. Not that I was especially into her or anything, but a red-blooded male notices. We're a very photogenic family.
But the biggest change was definitely Sam, my little sister. She was just 15 when I left, and now freshly 18 was suddenly stacked out of nowhere. Even bigger than Mom. Mom was a full C-Cup and pushing a D on a good day, but Sam (whom I last saw looking petite and kind of boyish) was still short and thin but now also sporting very full double Ds pushed up in a nice dark underwire bra and stretching the fabric of her yellow tank top. She was third in line to hug me, but first in my heart, and I definitely appreciated the feel of her breasts on my chest.
"Hey brother," she said. She looked right at me and I saw how blue her eyes were, with their pretty little yellow suns around her pupils. "I missed you. It's good to see you."
"Yeah," I said, "Likewise."
Pleasantries aside, we didn't spend much time catching up before hitting the road. I was studying pretty far south of my old family home, and that meant the road to the cabin was a 19-hour straight shot north past rock and tree and water damn near to the tip of James Bay. We planned to drive in shifts, and my Dad being tired from work, and my Mom having handled the 7-hour drive to pick me up, I was first at the wheel for a long overnight haul.
My Mom squeezed in the seat behind me, my dad was in the passenger seat because he had the longest damn legs, and my five-foot nothing little sister tugged snugly in behind him. My Mom fell asleep pretty soon after I hit the highway, and my dad and I made small talk trying to catch up while I drove. I could tell he was stressed from work, and really needed the vacation. It made me happy to think I was helping to relieve him. Even he didn't make it too long in the car before passing out.
I'd driven a while in silence before I heard Sam speak up behind me. I'd figured she'd fallen asleep with Mom. The two of them were always close, and while she and I got along when we lived together, it was mostly a friendship of proximity. We'd play video games together when neither of our friends were around.
"I really missed you brother," she said. "How's school? You know, now that you're actually going again."
"It's good," I said. "Fun. Worthwhile. How's school for you?"
She sighed.
"It's high school, so pretty much none of those things."
"Yeah," I laughed, "It's a zoo in there."
"I know," she said, "I got to see the cruel side." When I didn't say anything, she continued, "It probably would have been nice to have a big brother around to stand up for me."
"I didn't mean anything by leaving, Sam. I wish I could have helped you."
"Yeah, well, I guess I just missed you is all."
"It gets better. You'll have a better time when you get to college."
"Will you tell me about it?" she asked, "I applied to your school, actually. As my safety school, though."
"Haha," I laughed sarcastically. "Yeah, I'll tell you about it."
"Good," she said, "Later though. I'm beat. I'll see you in the morning."
I watched her through the rearview mirror. By the glow of the dashboard lights, I saw her reach in under her shirt and unclasp her bra from behind. I watched as her huge boobs fell free into their natural hang under the stretched-thin fabric of her tank. I don't think she saw me watching her in the mirror, and she drifted off pretty quickly after, leaving her soft-looking little face breathing moisture against her window.
I drove on alone in the night with titties on my mind.
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My dad took over at a rest-stop breakfast pretty early in the morning, and I spent the day making up what restless sleep I could stuffed tightly in the passenger seat in front of Sam. I drifted in and out of sleep watching the monotony of Northern Canada slip by me mostly unremarked, and when Mom took her turn at the wheel I had to crawl into the seat behind her because my Dad was too tall to even try and fit in back. I guess I was a little more comfortable, because I dozed off pretty heavily there and when I was finally shaken awake I had to peel my head off my sister's hard shoulder.
"You two look so cute," Mom gushed, "Just like old times. Like a family again."
It was very late in the evening for an arrival, so we cooked a small meal on the woodstove before we split to our rooms for the night.
The cabin we rented was just small and remote enough to be affordable: one tiny bathroom with a stand-up tin shower, two little bedrooms, and a kitchen with a wood stove and dining table. Without much thought, we defaulted to our old sleeping arrangements, even though that meant Sam and I would be sharing the same little room we hadn't shared in ten or so years, before Sam had even hit puberty. Needless to say, we were both accustomed to a little more privacy since then. I was comfortable just knocking off in my boxers, but having slept most of the day, I wasn't quite ready to fall asleep just yet. I stayed under my bedside lamp with a book while Sam changed in the bathroom.
I couldn't help but look up when I heard her come into the room. Cue the jaw drop. She stepped in wearing only a thin little camisole that hung just a few inches below her waist. It was pinkish, or kind of closer to off-white, and it clung tightly to her large breasts, outlining their shape nicely. I was sure in better lighting and with an unabashed stare I'd be able to make out the shapes of her nipples. I watched her like she moved in slow motion, and as she leaned forward to pull back her bed sheets I saw just the hint of her black panties outlining her taut little bottom. I felt a stirring in my boxers and had to adjust my position lying on my stomach so as not to hurt my hardening cock.
"You don't still snore, do you?" she asked, crawling into her bed sheets.
"I don't know. I never have anyone around long enough to tell me. Why?"
"I'm just a really light sleeper is all," she said, "And I'd really like to get a good night's rest."
She pulled her blankets up over her, and I watched as her breasts pressed together as her arms closed up in front of her.
Now cue the tension. Two whole days, give or take, and without even one moment to myself to relieve my stress. And now here I am, lying with my own boner making itself known and the object of its degraded lust a mere few feet from its pronounced tower, and me forbidden to make any noise at all. I couldn't concentrate on the novel anymore. All I could think about was how her breasts had felt pressed against my chest, the memory of them falling comfortably from her bra in the backseat, the little peak of her behind in her modest panties. The staggering cleavage just presented, deep and tan and begging for my cock to be rubbed between. I tried in vain to rub myself silently, but that only frustrated me further as I longed for the deep release of an uninhibited jerk session. All in vain. I fell asleep to my unfulfilled fantasies, hoping to live them out in my dreams.
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