-- 1 --
My life sucks.
Mom died two years ago.
Dad remarried last year.
Surprise! I didn't even know he was dating.
Guess he was done mourning.
I barely talk to my step-mom but she doesn't seem very old.
My half-brother was born three months ago. I had no idea babies screamed this much!
The cops came to the house five weeks ago.
They found dad's truck wrapped around a tree.
I'm not even sure what the last thing I said to him was. Probably something pretty hateful, if I had to guess.
Several people from his office came to the funeral.
So did both sets of my grandparents.
Along with lots of other people -- most of whom I don't even know.
Hailey -- my step-mom -- and I got a lot of hugs and, "Let us know if you need anything" comments.
Bubba J -- my pet-name for my little brother -- stayed with Hailey's sister during the visitation and the funeral.
Hailey didn't want everybody touching him and she said it would just make everything easier.
Honestly, I don't remember much of anything about those two days.
.. and then everybody disappeared.
A couple weeks later, we went to see some lawyer.
He told me dad had an account for me for college.
Until I graduate, Hailey takes care of everything else.
After that, we split dad's money or something -- I really don't really remember -- or care.
I barely leave my room.
We buried dad next to mom.
There's a spot on the other side for Hailey.
She cried when they talked about that.
-- 2 --
I need to get out of this room.
"Can I take the car?"
"Sure, where you headed?"
"Why?"
"We need a couple things -- if you're going by Walmart. Could I get you to pick some stuff up?"
"Yeah. I could do that. I was gonna go talk to mom for a little bit and see if they got dad's info on the headstone."
"Oh. You don't have to stop, then, if you don't want."
"Nah. I'll just stop there on the way -- so I'm not walking around Walmart looking like I just got done crying my eyes out."
"Jacob?"
"Yeah?"
"Skip Walmart. I'll go later. Go see your mom."
I felt arms -- or rather one arm -- around me. The other arm was still holding Bubba J.
It was awkward -- for about two seconds -- and then I wrapped my arms around her and held on for dear life.
When I released her, she dropped her arm.
"Jacob?" she sniffled.
"Yeah?"
"While you're there, tell your dad he's a worthless piece of shit for getting himself killed and leaving us alone."
I nervous-laughed. It got halfway out before catching in my throat and turning into a hiccup-sob. I cleared my throat like nothing happened and said, "I will."
Hailey gave me a little smile and headed for the kitchen.
I grabbed the car keys and headed out the door.
-- 3 --
Mom didn't have much to say today.
Our conversations are usually pretty one-sided -- but I still feel like she listens.
I really didn't have much to say. She doesn't want to hear me talk about feeling sorry for myself.
Dad's dates were filled in. I wiped away a tear -- like that was some kind of closure.
I thought of Hailey's request, smirked, and headed back to the car.
-- 4 --
I walked into the house to find Hailey sitting on the couch -- topless -- with Bubba J making some serious sucking noises as he attacked her right breast.
I glanced down at the top she'd be wearing, laying on the floor at her feet, and back up at her very nice rack.
I heard a "Wow!" come out of my mouth -- and felt the front of my pants start to tent.
"Oh! Sorry." Hailey said. "Jason spit up all over my blouse and I didn't think you'd be back so fast so I just took it off and.. Wow."
I looked from her breasts to her eyes -- which were focused on my growing hard-on.
"Sorry!" I yelped, trying to figure out how to cover myself.
"Jacob."
"I'm really sorry!"
"Jacob!"
"Yeah?"
"It's my fault -- not yours."
".. but I shouldn't have stared.."
She looked into my eyes.
"Do you like them?"
"Your ti-? Your breasts? They're beautiful. I didn't realize you were that hot. Sorry. That doesn't sound right. Sorry!"
"Jacob!"
"Yeah?"
"Thank you."
"Thank you?"
"You're making me feel very sexy -- which is a hell of a lot better than all this crying that you and I have been doing -- it's a nice change."
"You don't care if I stare at your.. tits?"
"You're 18 right?"
"Yeah.."
"So we're both adults."
"Yeah.."
"If I want to be naked in front of you, nobody can say anything."
"Okay..?"
".. and -- if you wanted to try what your brother is doing -- I wouldn't say anything."
"You..? You wouldn't?"
"No. In fact, your little brother sucks my tits like a little piggy and it makes my pussy itch."
I gulped. "It does?"
".. and I think if both my tits were being sucked at the same time, I would probably just cum in my pants."
"Really?"
"Really. Wanna help me find out?"
"Like an experiment?"
She bit her lip. "Yeah. Something like that."
"Okay."
Without even thinking, I peeled my shirt off and threw it on the floor.
She made a little sound like they were just bringing out the entrees at Olive Garden and my dick twitched in my pants.
I walked over to the couch, stood in front of her, and tried to figure out how this was going to work.
She nodded at one of the cushions on her right -- so I laid it next to her.