"If you don't want to take your panties off, just slide them to the side," Lee whispered as he pointed his new camera between my trembling spread thighs.
"Only if you promise not to show anyone," I giggled. I was tipsy, high and horny.
"I promise, babe, but how are you going to be a porno model if no one looks at your gash? You're gorgeous, you're like a glamour model, I told you, now pull this pussy wide open," Lee said as he reached out and pulled my panties to the side.
I heard the camera click, and I giggled as I pushed Lee's hand away and held my panties to the side myself. Sitting on Lee's bed with my tits out and my legs spread, I felt so glamorous. I felt just like a real model. I had dreams of making it big modelling.
My fingers trembled as I pulled my neat slit apart with two fingers. I shook my blonde hair over my shoulders, Lee pulled my top down so my big 34DD breasts sprang out of my bra.
"That's better, bit wider if you can, good girl," Lee said, clicking his camera over and over again. I giggled as my clit tingled over, feeling like a real glamour model.
It was three weeks after my nineteenth birthday.
Lee was working at the photography development factory in town. He was making good money and kept buying me lingerie to pose in. On his overtime, he'd sneak in and develop my pictures. He kept a couple of copies and gave the rest to me.
I put all the pics in a shoe box and hid them under my bed. I started to worry about Lee showing them to other guys. He had promised he wouldn't and he swore he only kept a few and he gave me the rest for my portfolio.
I was happy to take my top and panties off on camera. I had told l Lee I wanted some portfolio pictures, and he said he'd help me, but he was pushing for more. Like pulling my pussy apart. He showed me a girly mag and asked me to pose like the girls did in them. I felt so pressurised to go further that I'd started avoiding him and spending a bit more time at my mum's house.
~XXX~
I was in between my mum and stepdad's house and my Nans flat. I had just turned nineteen. I'd lived with my Nan since I was a baby and only had weekends with my mum. She was a stripper and didn't want a kid around her back then.
My Nan went to live in an old people's bungalow from the council, and my Nan said I had to go back to my mum's for a few months till my room in her place got sorted. I didn't get on with my mum, and she wasn't speaking to me while I stayed there.
Ronnie, my stepdad, was a different matter. He was a few years younger than my mum. My mum worshipped him even though he cheated on her all the time. He was a tattooed thug, but all my friends said how hot he was when he dropped me off at a party. He had flexed his muscles and tried to flirt with one of my close friends. My mum and stepdad had been together since I was six. He got her out of stripping. She said he saved her.
My stepdad's son, Robert, was a few years older than me. He stayed with them, on and off, when he came back from his shop fitting job. My mum's house was closer to the airport than his mum's house. Robert and I got along. We hadn't grown up together and only had a few sleep-over weekends together at my mum's house.
~XXX~
It was a hot summer evening, everyone was out, and I decided to smoke a joint outside. I had my little white bikini on, and I was trying to get the last few rays of sun for my golden tan. I pulled my long blonde curls over the back of the sun lounger and moved my bikini top around. I didn't want any tan lines. Lee said the white bits didn't look good on photos.
I had my eyes closed, and I was feeling high. I threw the roach in my mum's fig tree pot. I knew she'd moan about it, but I didn't care what she said. I wanted to go back to my Nans anyway.
My mind started to wander, and I started daydreaming.
I had just started having sex with my boyfriend Lee two months ago. He wasn't my first. I had a reputation around town already for being a slut. That's a story for another day.
Lee was older than me, in his late twenties. He said I looked like a glamour model and a lot older than nineteen. My boobs were big, 34DD, my waist was slim, and my hips were wide. I knew I looked good, and I was so determined to do modelling, especially since Lee had shown me some magazines with naughty naked ladies.
I wanted to be in the magazines. I wanted to be like those ladies. Lee said I looked better than all those bitches because they were dirty old slags, and I was young, firm and fresh.
I thought about taking my panties off for Lee to photograph my pussy, and I rubbed my boobs under my bikini. I couldn't stop thinking about how much our photo sessions turned me on, and I pulled my bikini top entirely off, dripping it on the floor. My nipples felt good when I touched them like Lee did. I was home alone, and no one could see in the garden.
I imagined Lee taking pictures of me.
I slipped my hand down between my legs and found my wet slit. I rubbed my clit for a second and then slipped a finger inside gently. I was moist and gooey. I enjoyed exploring inside myself with my fingers and lifted my knees up higher, spreading my legs. I knew the tingles I'd started to feel when I had sex could be harder and better. I was looking for the trigger to pleasure inside my sweet, wet hole.
The small rippling pulses began, and I started to moan. There was a massive crash as the mop fell over and crashed into the dog's bowel. I had my eyes shut, and I didn't see my stepbrother clearly, but I knew it was Robert.
I jumped off the Sunlounger in panic. I saw Robert with his cock out in the doorway, but as I scrambled for my bikini top, he must have run away.
I know I saw him.
Robert pretended to come back from work about half an hour later, loudly slamming the door and throwing his bag down. I suspected he'd waited to see my stepdad get back first.
I was grateful Robert didn't mention seeing me with my finger in my gash.
~XXX~
Since Robert had caught me in the garden pleasuring myself, he acted differently, which confirmed he had seen. He kept brushing past me too close and saying weird little flirty things. He was also being super friendly, and my stepdad commented how good it was we were getting on.
In response, I noticed his muscles and his dark black hair. He wasn't an annoying older step-sibling visiting anymore. I hadn't noticed him turn into a man until now because I'd been living with my Nan and getting in trouble with local lads.
Robert had broken his foot and was off sick from his shop fitting job. He was fine and milking the sick pay. We were both at my mum's house more.