I came home early from college hoping that no one would be home and I could do what I wanted for a bit. I needed some peace and quiet for what I intended to do. I slung my bag down and shouted that I was back and heard nothing. Since I turned 18 and started college, I'd started to have loads more free time and could do things without Mom and Daddy knowing, but more often than not it was just nice to have time to myself without being nagged about my chores. I was especially glad for some time alone now for what I had been thinking about all day.
I wandered over to Daddy's drink cabinet and looked inside. His best whisky was there and looked so inviting. I poured a small glass and wandered upstairs. They weren't due back for hours, so I kicked off my shoes and went and climbed into Daddy's side of the bed. I took a sip of the whisky and pulled a face, not understanding what Daddy found so appealing about it. Putting the glass down I lay down on the bed and buried my face in his pillow, smelling his scent the moment I did. I closed my eyes and inhaled the smell of him deeply.
I'd been obsessing over him for months now. I knew it was silly, but when I was anywhere near him, I felt myself start to get shy and giddy. I blushed if he came near me and had started to avoid being near him on my own because I didn't trust myself.
We'd always had a close relationship, closer than I had with Mom I suppose, but it had always felt so normal. I was his Princess Katie and he was my Daddy who always looked after me and made things better. I always went to him with my problems because he made it all better and then made me laugh.
But recently things had changed. I'd started to have these times when I was shy when I was with him on my own, and he made me feel a little nervous.
Then one day I was home from college, and he didn't know anyone was home. He jumped in the shower without shutting the door and Id watched him strip off. He was tall and good looking, all the moms at school said they were jealous of Mom for having such a catch.
I watched open mouthed as I saw him start to wash, his soapy hands starting to stroke his chest and then down between his strong thighs. I instantly wanted to be in the shower with him, feeling the firmness of his body under my fingers, feeling his cock twitch against me as my fingers explored up and down his shaft, just the way he was doing now.
As I lifted my skirt and parted my panties, I imagined what it would feel like to have his mesmerising blue green eyes on me as I ran my fingers over him. I began rubbing my fingers along my slit, surprised that I already felt so wet and how easily my fingers slid against my clit. I leant myself against the door frame to support myself as I started touching myself harder now. It felt so good to touch like this. I'd never done it watching anyone before, I'd usually done it in bed when everyone else had gone to sleep, thinking about boys from school that I'd had crushes on.
Just then I heard the front door go and knew that mom was home. I stopped immediately and moved from my vantage point, hiding away so that no one would know what I'd been doing. My fingers were covered in my juices and I'd ached from having been disturbed before I could release.
I'd gone downstairs feeling ashamed of myself for having touched myself like that watching him and wondered if anyone could tell the dirty thoughts I'd been having; if anyone could tell that I'd just fingered myself watching my Daddy. I'd tried to forget about it, but my thoughts and feelings about him had just got stronger as the days went by.
Last night him Mom and Daddy had rowed. She was so horrible to him; she always is these days. She stormed off to bed early and Daddy came and sat next to me in the lounge.
"Come and snuggle up to Daddy like you used to my little Princess" he said as he pulled me into him. He must have felt my hesitance as he hooked his arms round me and brought me up till I was on his lap. I buried my head into his neck and felt him stroke my hair. "Cuddles from my Princess Katie always makes Daddy happy"
I found myself feeling wriggly, something about the way he stroked my long red hair and the back of my neck. I couldn't help but relax into him and forgot I was shy and the reason why. "I'm not Princess Katie anymore silly Daddy. I'm too big to be a Princess."
I wanted to tell him that I was getting a funny feeling with him stroking me, but I couldn't find the words to say it. Feeling shy once again I slid from his lap and went to get a drink, my legs feeling shaky and I had knots in my tummy. As I came back and stood by the door, I was almost sure that I could see his hand slowly stroking his cock through his jeans, but I couldn't be sure.
As I lay in his bed now I closed my eyes and imagined that I'd told him how much I fancied him there and then, telling him about how I'd watched him all those weeks ago and how I knew that all those other crushes I'd had were stupid and childish and that I now knew that it was only him I wanted.
How he would have pulled me back into his lap and kissed me, telling me how he felt the same. I wondered what his jeans would have felt like against my panties if I'd started moving my pussy against his lap. I looked around and found the pair he had been wearing last night on the floor. I pulled them into bed with me and pushed them between my already damp legs. They felt cool and hard against me, the seams giving me goosebumps when they slid over my pussy. I could feel how his hips would have pushed up towards me and how I would have been able to feel his cock straining against the fabric beneath me.
I imagined him unbuttoning my blouse, letting loose my breasts which were already bigger than Moms were and kissing my breasts as I ......
I opened my eyes to find him standing above me. I froze. He pulled back the covers to reveal the jeans still clutched in my hands, but now unmoving against my panties. Embarrassed by the situation I grabbed the covers back and hid.
"What on earth were you just doing Katie, actually no. Don't answer that, I can quite clearly see what you were doing. Why were you doing it in my bed and with my jeans Katie?"
I stayed silent. I couldn't tell him the reason. I was so ashamed of having been caught that I hoped the world would swallow me up.
"I mean it Katie. I want an explanation and I want it now." He pulled the duvet from the bed, so I was left with nowhere to hide. "You're not too old for spanks Katie. If you're old enough to be doing that you're old enough to use your words to explain."
Daddy hadn't spanked me in years, there was no way he was going to now. I sat myself up and smoothed down my skirt. "I'm sorry Daddy, I just want to go to my room now. I'm so sorry. "I felt sick and could feel tears starting to well up inside me. The confident Katie left me, and I just felt stupid and childish now.
As I tried to stand up, he flipped me round and dropped me against the bed. He lifted my skirt and pulled down my wet panties before I could react. The shock of his hand meeting my bare flesh was breath-taking and I yelped in surprise.
"Right, let's start this conversation again shall we. What were you doing when I just came in Katie?"
He spanked me hard once on each side of my ass. The spanks made my skin burn and I knew they were probably the same colour as the burn of my shamefaced cheeks. As the welling tears started to pool in my eyes, I knew I had to start talking.
"I was playing with myself Daddy. I'm sorry Daddy. I didn't mean for you to find me Daddy. I thought you'd be out for ages."
"That's a better answer Katie," he said as he ran his fingers gently over my burning skin, "so now tell me who you were thinking about"
In my fantasies I had imagined telling him how much I wanted him and how much I had been thinking of him, but now, facing the reality I found that I couldn't.