Kendra was delicate with me for a few days. I didn't need her to be, but I also didn't mind her decision either.
Spacing out more intense sessions was important, but I was also living in a more bounteous world of sexual arousal than usual. Between my near-constant flashes of memory and wild daydreaming, and the way my body reacted at the mere presence of my brother in the same room, I was as happy and horny as a girl could ever want.
Maybe that was why Kendra limited us to more gentle love making. Maybe she sensed that extra efforts would be wasted until I'd calmed down some. Or perhaps she was still a little worried about me.
It was really quite amazing the way she could switch from domme mode to doting, adoring girlfriend practically in an instant, not to mention the vast differences between her personas at times.
I was different. For me, girlfriend mode and subby slut mode were intertwined and couldn't always be neatly separated. I instinctively tried to trick Kendra into domming me a few times, but she rebuffed me as easily and casually as anything. I had to make do with loving sex and cuddles, tender touches and whispered words.
I loved those things. Was insanely happy. It was only my constant horniness that was the problem. My newfound knowledge of what messing around with my brother could do. Yet another new thing Kendra had led me to that turned out to be perfect for me.
"How can you just keep wanting to cum more?" Kendra murmured one evening as we lazed our time away in bed.
"Is that a serious question?" I brought her hand to my mouth and kissed her palm softly before making big, fluttery eyes at her. "You know what you can do with me with your fingers, your tongue, your... everything."
"No, I know. I'm proud of it."
"Hehe."
"Just... usually I can make you beg me to stop after a while."
"I thought you weren't in a mood for making me beg."
Kendra laughed softly. "Different kind of beg. Not the subby kind. Just, you know, when you've had enough."
I bit my lip, silently searching Kendra's eyes. "You know why, don't you?"
"I have a guess."
I nodded. "It's probably right."
"Tell me anyway. Please?"
I squirmed a little, but Kendra was holding me and I didn't want to go anywhere. That being said, rubbing myself nakedly against her was quite a delightful feeling.
"It's 'cause of what you did to me. You and Dak."
"Ah. I thought it might be. Even this long afterward?"
"Seriously? I don't know if I'll ever get over it. I certainly won't forget it."
Kendra smiled and tickled my side. "I know you won't forget it. I just assumed you'd calm down some. You always calm down eventually, even from the craziest stuff. Then you want more."
"Well... I do want more."
"Not like usual," Kendra said slowly. "Not in that cute, desperate way of yours. I managed to fill your horny little battery, and you haven't worn down the charge."
I giggled. "Well it keeps getting filled again. I have to keep walking around, seeing my brother, remembering... what we did."
"He does that to you, huh?"
I hesitated, knowing I was approaching dangerous territory now. Something I didn't want to think about even as a possibility, but I had to at some point.
"He does," I admitted. "But... is that ok?"
"Hm?"
"You haven't really told me how you feel about it."
"Oh."
I pushed Kendra's hair back and caressed her cheek. "This doesn't change anything, does it?"
"Of course not, silly. I'm not jealous of Dak."
"Good."
"Did you think I was?"
"No. But... you've been different."
Kendra chuckled softly. "I'm all domme-y and shit, remember? You don't have to worry about me."
"That's fucking bullshit."
"Excuse me?"
"You're my girlfriend, Kendra. I love you. I don't care if you tie me up and spank me, and leave me locked in a dog cage all day while you're gone, I-"
"Is that a suggestion?"
"Hush. I'm being serious. The point was, yeah, we have our special relationship. But you should know better than I do that doesn't mean I can't be the one to worry about you and want to protect you sometimes."
Kendra smiled wide, unable to hold it back. "Fuck I love you."
"As well you should." I played with her hair some more. It wasn't often that it was me playing with hers rather than vice versa. "Now for real, is Dak a problem?"
"I pushed you guys into that whole thing, you know."
"I remember. Stop dodging the question."
"Dak isn't a problem."
"You promise?"
"Yes." Kendra caressed my cheek right back. "I know you love him, but it's not in the same way."
"That's right."
"Maybe... maybe it's been bothering me just a little how easy he gets you off."
"He gets me stupid horny," I said. "Not quite the same. You're still the one getting me off. Or in control of it, anyway."
"I have to work so hard to get you that stupid horny," Kendra said quietly.
"... so Dak is a problem?"
"No. Maybe. No, I don't think so." Kendra sighed. "I am being a little jealous I guess."
"We can stop messing around with him. Full stop. He'd understand."
"We could. It's fucking hot though, that's the problem."
I nodded, casually playing with Kendra's tits now. "It really is."
"Like... I don't know if I've ever been as stupid horny as you were when you passed out. But I've been pretty fucking worked up. Way more than usual."
"'Cause you like seeing me and my bro-ther."
"Yes. Exactly." Kendra shrugged. "But it's complicated."
"It is. If it helps any, it's only 'cause of the way you play with us both that things are so wicked hot."
"Because I started it, you mean?"
"Partly that. Partly... you know how to make it hot. Like, sure, I could have been caught naked by Dak all on my own. But tied naked to a table? Or licking your pussy while you just chat casually like it ain't no thing? Or just, like, any kind of domming me right in front of him." I propped myself up on one arm, partly to make my point, and partly for better access to Kendra's boobies. "You know that's what makes it hot as all fuck," I said seriously. "You've never dommed me in front of anyone. And you go and pick my brother as a first test case. Zero to fuckin' sixty why don't ya."
Kendra smiled slyly, a return to her confident, impish self. The wicked way she looked at me, I knew I was in for something special. Probably in the near future.
"Didn't pick him so much as he was just... here," she said.
"True, but-"
"Well, and he did get you all hot and bothered just by being around."
"Not entirely true," I mumbled. "But sure."
"But you are very correct," Kendra said, sliding her hand down my tummy. "You lived with him a while and never were into him that way. It's the humiliation of it, isn't it? The crazy naughtiness? Getting all wet in front of your baby bro. While your girlfriend does whatever she so pleases with you. And you happily go along with it all."
"... maybe."
Kendra kissed me forcefully, a pleasant return to form. Soft, loving kisses were nice and all, but every now and then I really just wanted to be kissed in a way that asserted her claim over me beyond any reasonable doubt.
"You like having an audience for your own wantonness," Kendra said. "And you like that it's your brother, who you definitely love, even if not romantically necessarily. And it all feeds back on itself. All the emotions at play there. God. I was missing a step or two there for a hot minute."
"Don't beat yourself up," I said. "That's what I'm for."
"... for helping with complicated mental tangles? Or for beating up?"
"... yes."
"Pff, you little shit. You're not that kind of sub."
Kendra rolled me on my back. I let myself be positioned, keeping my hands well clear. She was asserting control, and I fell easily into my role as her loving plaything.
She slid down my body to bury her face in my pussy. It wasn't a terrible surprise when she ate me to several orgasms in a row, to the point where I had to beg and plead for her to stop. Just as she'd been pouting that she couldn't get me that point lately. Really, all it took was her heart being in it, I thought.
****
Even though Kendra and I got back to some BDSM play, there still wasn't really anything intense at first. Which was fine. I still wasn't in any desperate need of extra thrills.
There was more low-key stuff though. Making sure I wore my collar more. Having me on a leash. Extra spankings for dubious and playful transgressions. That kind of thing. Plus Kendra's usual obsession with seeing how hard she could make me cum, how much she could make me squirt, or how long I could go before pleading with her to let me rest.
Things were more or less normal with Dak this whole time. He kept an eye on me more than he used to, but that made sense. He was probably getting the same horny vibes off me that I did off of him. I fed off his interest, in the excitement and shame it brought. Not so intense in everyday life, but remembering his cum all over my face and getting off on it gave me all the warm, embarrassed tingles I needed.
We were just watching a movie one night. All three of us. Dak was curled up by himself in a comfy chair. Kendra was stretched out along the couch. I sat in front of the couch, on the floor.
I was fully clothed, nothing improper there. But I had my collar on, and a leash held loosely by Kendra. She'd pull it snug every now and then just to remind it was there, and occasionally to remind me to sit up straighter. Very low level. She'd idly pet me at times like I was her good puppy just waiting for scritchies.
It was all very comfy and nice, except for having to remember not to relax too much.
Eventually Kendra sat up, stretched, and stood. She started walking and I got a tug from my leash before I clued in that I needed to follow.
Even once I realized, I was still too slow to start moving and got a bit of a yank from my leash before I could catch up. The collar digging into my neck for an instant went right to my clit, making it throb in response. A good yank, not so hard as to be painful, could do that. And this one was well judged.
I crawled on hands and knees, heeling as quick as I could. Kendra started walking again while I crawled after her, hotly aware of Dak watching the whole thing.