My daughter stormed from the house, slamming the door as she went. The past few months had involved a series of arguments between her and I. I was at my wits end, as she was proving to be a difficult child. At nineteen years of age, she had naively latched on to some unsavoury male acquaintances. I only sought to advise her for her own good, but like most teens, she was determined to forge her own path and do what she believed to be the 'cool thing'. The truth is, like any mother would, I was worried for her safety and wellbeing and she was wearing me down with her behaviour.
It didn't help that my husband hadn't been overly supportive on the matter and was always otherwise engaged, working late, or out of town visiting some industry event, or as he had done so this morning, leave for the office early. Here was I, left alone in my kitchen on a beautiful sunny morning, dressed in nothing but my drab housecoat and slippers, feeling miserable and alone. Tears welled in my eyes just as the sound of my son, Aaron's footsteps approached from down the hall. As he entered the kitchen I turned away to face the dirty dishes piled in the kitchen sink in a bid to hide my upset from him.
I knew Aaron must have overheard the set-to between his sister Kay and I, ending with the door slam only moments ago, but I didn't want him to see me cry. Catching his reflection in the window, he approached me from behind, wearing nothing but his T-shirt and boxer shorts. Being the good boy he was, he hugged me tightly around the waist, leaned in and gave me a little morning peck on the cheek, adding a sweet, 'Morning mum.'
Aaron was such a contrast to his unruly sister, always, polite and considerate and well behaved. He was dark and handsome, and quite the hunk. It made me proud when I received compliments in regards to my son's behaviour for his thoughtfulness toward others. He had a pleasing way and an ability for making me feel better, especially after I had to deal with his sister. This morning was no different, as his strong arms held me tightly, I felt a stronger need for his embrace than ever before.
Aaron asked softly, 'What's wrong mum?' He sensed my sadness. I shook my head and forced a smile. As he moved to withdraw his arms, I quickly clasped them, holding his hug. He squeezed me and cuddled his face into my neck. His closeness caused a prickling sensation all over.
'Hold me baby.' I sighed, feeling wanted.
It felt good to have arms around me. I lifted his hands upward and kissed his fingers lightly before hugging them to my breasts. Aaron rocked from side to side, a comforting sway. He lowered his arms around my midriff aware of his touch being dangerously close to taboo and as he did so my housecoat fell open slightly, revealing one of my breasts. Not wishing to bring attention to it, I continued to sway with him.
Our kitchen window being situated to the rear of the house, only my neighbours were likely to be able to see us. I scanned the gardens to make sure none of them were around, out enjoying the morning sunshine, who, if looking, may catch a glimpse of my bared boob. I especially didn't want this whilst I'm in in the arms of my son. Thankfully the gardens were clear.
A bizarre thrill tickled my body, heightened with the knowledge that my boob was revealed whilst my son held me. A perverse notion made me carefully adjust the housecoat without disturbing Aaron just to free my other boob. His eyes were closed as he nestled into my neck, unaware of my strange behaviour. Knowing that this was so wrong excited me in an unusual but desired sexual way.
'Do you love me?' I asked softly. Aaron moaned a long 'mmmmm', before whispering, 'of course I do mum.'
Clasping his hands, I slowly lifted them, sliding them up my rib cage to tenderly place them on my naked breasts. My nipples began to swell as Aaron delicately palmed my mounds. He made no attempt to withdraw, nor did he say a word. There was an unspoken acceptance of the moment. Silently, his fingers began to massage my tit flesh and then with finger and thumb from both hands, he began tweaking my nipples, causing them to grow. I welcomed the attention.
'Oh, sweetheart, that feels so nice. But it's so naughty.' I whispered, adding, 'We shouldn't.' Aaron froze, halting his play. I didn't want it to stop. I had been deprived of such intimacy for too long, and the fact that this was happening with my son made it feel safe and exciting. 'Don't stop darling, be gentle with mummy.' I encouraged.
I unfastened the cotton tie belt around the waist of the housecoat and let the robe fall open. Spreading my legs slightly, I braced myself against the kitchen unit for support. I was staring dreamily out into the garden, loving my sons caresses. He continued to mould my breasts with one hand and slowly began smoothing his other down my body, over my tummy until the hand found my pubic mound. I flinched. I was all over hot with anticipation. My son's fingers were close to touching my slit as he delicately fluffed my pussy fuzz.
I tensed, then shivered. I had a new feeling of guilt. Thoughts raced through my mind. My conscience was screaming opposition to this taboo behaviour whilst crazy questions and my own fabricated answers offered encouragement. How many mothers had submitted to carnal passions and enjoyed the sexual delights of their son? History books are filled with just such relationships, I wasn't alone I'm sure. My son participating in this moment was as willing as I.
My affection for him had progressed to a ravenous desire to have him. I wanted him in a new way and his loving touch indicated he wanted me. His hand moved from exploring my curls to cupping my mound and gripping tight. With a circling, palming motion he caused my pussy lips to puff and part. I was wet. It had been a long time since I had become so moist, so quickly.