Warning: This is a very long chapter. This is the twelfth chapter in a long, sometimes slow, edgy and very kinky incest tale. Each chapter builds on previous chapters. This story contains topics such as small breast fetish, female and male domination/submission, cuckoldry, spanking, voyeurism, exhibitionism, cross-dressing, feminization, panty fetish, sissification, embarrassment/humiliation, masturbation, father/daughter, mother/son, and bi-sexuality. It is not intended to be a "Quick Read", but rather a shocking and detailed look at the way two kinky people find each other, the way their relationship blossoms and the experiences they enjoy and endure.
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I breathed a sigh of relief as Patty's father left the room, having undergone perhaps the most incredibly painful event of my life -- the spanking Patty's father had just given me. I was able to keep my eyes open by sheer will alone. I was completely exhausted and still in pain; my buttocks burning and stinging as I lie there strapped securely to the table.
My crying had tapered off. I wasn't bawling anymore, but, I was still sniffling and tearing. I was ashamed at myself for breaking down as I did, howling and screaming like a little kid as each swat came down on me, sending that blistering, searing pain through my body. I tried to be brave and suck up the pain, but the sting was way too intense, and it overpowered my ability to bear it. So, when the tears started, I couldn't hold them back. I cried and cried as Patty's father punished my ass for Patty's misbehavior.
I don't think I was completely lucid when I noticed the lights in Patty's bedroom dim. In my broken state, all I wanted was to be left alone. I was too embarrassed with myself after the way I completely lost control during the punishment to care about anything. The punishment was unbelievably humiliating and painful. I prayed that if I closed my eyes, I could withdraw from the reality of the situation and somehow, all of it would just go away and I could pretend it never happened. I was a completely broken man with no pride and no dignity. And the last thing I wanted was to have Patty look at me in my pitiful state. I just wanted to melt away into nothingness.
Then the anger started -- the seething anger I felt for both of them...... Patty for completely abandoning me, my feelings and her love for me, and, for her father, who....... well, for what he did to me. Mostly though, the seed of all my anger was the way her father so quickly and so easily called me "a little cock sucker" and told me how I was going to be Patty's "sissy husband" and suck him off every day of our marriage.
My anger rose again as I was filled with shame over the way I cried uncontrollably in front of my fiancΓ© as PJ spanked me. And with each vivid memory of the humiliation and pain, my anger grew and grew - I gritted my teeth and clenched my jaw. Mad and dishonored, I was angry enough to get up and walk out of there as soon as I was free, but the truth was, right now, I just wanted to hide.
The face fucking PJ gave me wasn't so bad. Ironically, I was hoping he'd settle down and just let me suck his dick. I would have been happy to do that. In fact, in some strange way, before the punishment began, I almost hoped he'd make me - or let me suck him off. I'd have done it willingly. There wasn't any reason to force my head the way he did and fuck my face like a common two dollar whore while he called me a cock sucker and a sissy husband.
But, no -- it couldn't be that easy. He had to grab my head and face fuck me. There was no kindness in what he did at all; it was forceful and demeaning. If he'd only have slowed down I could have given him a damn good blow job he would have enjoyed, something I know Patty would have been thrilled to see.
All the while, as he was holding my head and fucking my mouth, he was calling me that name -- 'Cock Sucker'. Emotionally, it was a new low for me -- something I'd never experienced. In my wildest dreams, I couldn't have pictured PJ Wentworth, the famous business tycoon, forcefully shoving his cock down my throat and calling me a cock sucker. I was in total shock as he used my mouth as a cock receptacle and verbally sliced away at my dignity and character.
Over and over again -- all these thoughts roared through my head -- time after time, and I could still his words...... 'you little cock sucker'...... and my anger raised each time I thought about it.
Still strapped to the table, I wrenched my head to where I could look around the room. I saw Patty in her bathroom. She was leaning against the vanity counter, running water in her sink. She was still naked and from what I could tell, she was crying, hanging her head over her sink as the tears fell from her face. But, quite honestly, I was so angry with her, I didn't care. Remembering the way she betrayed me when her father was calling me names, and the way she rooted him on while he fucked my ass -- well, somehow Patty's tears didn't mean that much to me. For that matter, nothing meant that much to me anymore. I just wanted to get out of there.
Closing my eyes again, I thought about the butt fucking her father had given me at the end of the punishment and thankfully, it wasn't so bad. I hardly even felt it -- probably because Patty had squeezed so much of that desensitizing lube up my ass before the punishment began. Okay, so she did one thing to help me out. Big fucking deal.
The butt fucking really wasn't that eventful. It didn't hurt...... I felt him in me, but, he didn't hurt me. Actually, the butt fucking was probably the most pleasurable -- I mean, putting it all into perspective. In all the times Patty and I had played with the strap-on, all my butt fuckings had been slow and loving, and I always thought that my first real butt fucking would be that way, too. Man, was I ever wrong.
But, that fucking spanking!!!
Suddenly, lying there on the table, I felt the clenching pressure which held my cock fade away. My eyes flew open and I saw Patty at the side of the table having just shut off the switch that controlled whatever it was that was gripped my cock so tightly while I was being punished. Patty's eyes were red and she was sniffling. She looked down at me and placed her hand on my cheek. I clenched my teeth and struggled against the straps still holding me tightly to the table, and felt my face turn beet red. Patty began to sob again as she looked down at me.
"Oh, Baby..." She said, with tears in her eyes. "I'm so, so sorry this happened to you."
I couldn't look at Patty. Between the shame I felt and the way she betrayed me and helped her father debase me, I couldn't look at her. I turned my head away from her, laid it on the other side of the pillow and closed my eyes. Remembering what her father said before he left the room, I knew she'd soon be loosening the straps that held me to the table, and that might give me the opportunity to get myself free. If not, then I knew they'd eventually undo the straps, and then I'd get the fuck out of here.
I heard Patty start to cry harder when I turned my head away from her. I didn't care. All I wanted was to get loose and get home to the safety and solitude of my own house -- back to my own simple existence. But, shortly after I turned away from her, I felt Patty wiping my butt crack with something warm and wet. I assumed she was cleaning me off as her father had instructed.
My anger began to rise again as she touched my butt cheeks, forcing a wince of pain from my mouth due to the tenderness of my recently spanked ass. As a result, I started to sob again into the pillow, and as I lie there, it didn't take much to remember the incredible suffering I endured during the spanking. My God, did the man have no mercy at all? I wouldn't have beaten a mad dog the way he beat me! This couldn't be the way he punished Patty, I was sure of it. There's no way a little, petite thing like her could ever take that kind of beating.
And so, my anger grew more.
Patty finished wiping me off and I felt her rub some lubrication around my butt hole and slip her finger in. She must be giving me the suppository her father spoke of. I guessed it was something related to the butt fucking he'd given me, but, I didn't care at this point. All I knew was it was getting close to when she was supposed to loosen the velcro straps holding me to the table.
I opened my eyes for a second when I felt her touch leave my body. Patty's face appeared before me -- she was kneeling on the floor beside the table and tears were streaming down her face. "Please don't be mad at me, Sweetheart." She mumbled in between sobs. "I know you're in pain and you're probably angry. I understand those feelings. But, you'll feel better soon, I promise."