"I love you Tommy! I love you so damn much! And I want you, I want to make love to you..."
I was stunned for a moment. Did I hear that right? "Are you sure about this Mom?"
"Yes baby, I want this so much! I need you. But Tommy, I'm scared. I haven't been this scared in a long fucking time..." She kissed me over and over again.
Oh wow! She really means it... Boy this is weird and still so fucking amazing! I had only just come to accept my Mom as a sexy woman a little less than twenty four hours ago.
I stood and poured us two more drinks. Mom downed her drink quickly and held out her goblet. I poured her another. This one she sipped as she strolled by the pool.
"Okay," she said. "I'm gonna do this. I want to do this. Hell I need to do this... Oh how the fuck am I going to do this?" She turned back to me. "Tommy, I really haven't had a reason to tell you this before, but I have to now." She sipped her drink and tried to organize her thoughts. "I told you that I was not a virgin when your father date-raped me..."
"Mom,' I interrupted, "There is no such thing as date-rape. It is rape, pure and simple."
She quickly kissed me and then continued. "Well you're right, of course. It was very difficult for me to see that because it was not my first as I said. You see Tommy when I was young, before I met 'Slick', well, for a very long time I was being abused by a male relative."
"Mom, you don't have to..."
"No, Tommy, I won't say who, he is long dead. But you need to know that I was injured, damaged. I had some scarring in my vagina. The Doctors didn't even let me try to deliver you, so I had to have a C-section."
This was news to me, hell I hadn't even noticed a scar. Of course it was eighteen years ago, but still...
"That is why I am afraid... All four of the men I have had sex with since then have been small to medium and I am ashamed to admit this but I always wanted more. Your Dad (really my Step Dad) was the biggest and the best lover I've ever had and he was just a little over six inches and nowhere as thick as you..."
I needed to shut her up so I pulled her to me and kissed her. I wrapped my right arm around her trim waist and cupped the back of her head in my left. I kissed her long and deep, I worked my mouth on hers and she melted. I didn't give a shit about other men. I didn't care to know how many lovers she had taken (though honestly, I was surprised at the low number even discounting the two rapists) and I was afraid that she might talk herself out of this.
"I will be as gentle as I can possibly be." I whispered in her ear. "I will use plenty of lube, and if it hurts we will stop. But if I can do this for you, I will."
I took the tube of lube from the tray and lay on a chaise. Mom followed. I was excited but not really very rigid yet. I started stroking but Mom moved my hands away. She sat astride my legs and leaned forward. She placed both tits around my cock and rubbed them up and down. My first titty fuck! I watched her intently as she worked. She smiled at me, and then dropped her head and extended her tongue to lick at my glans each time it came close. Her fingers were pinching and rolling her nipples, and she spoke softly...
"You really are very nicely formed, Tommy. You have length and thickness in just the right proportions and you are very well formed and have a pleasing shape, no weird curves or bends..." My cock was swelling rapidly under her attention. "Give me the lube baby, I think we should start."
Mom lubed me up liberally and then added more to her pussy. I held my cock as she moved up to straddle my waist. She reached down and held her lips open and I pressed my cock against her opening. Slowly she lowered herself. Oh god she was tight! To keep my rod from bending or moving I had to hold it with both hands. Mom was wincing a bit... and then suddenly I was in! No not very far and it was really only the head of my cock, but I was in! Mom smiled at me.
"Take your time Mom." I cautioned, "You are so tight!"
She nodded and eased the pressure off and then slowly took a little more. For an eternity she held it and then she would take a little more. A half inch to an inch was all that she could manage at once. Then she would have to wait, relaxing, letting her vagina stretch... before taking another inch. Her eyes were closed in concentration and her breathing was slow and measured. She winced again and I felt a spasm squeeze my cock.
"Mom? Are you alright?" I asked.
She only nodded in answer and held steady. Finally she said, "I think I have enough of you to let me ride a bit, I need to spread that lube."
Mom rose up until only the head was still inside and then slowly eased back down. She did this several times and the feeling was awesome! I could not believe she wasn't screaming in pain. She was so tight that I thought I could feel the contours of her vaginal walls. I honestly considered several times that maybe I should call it off for now and try again later. But by now Mom had half of my length inside. I reached up with one hand and began to play with her left nipple. Mom sighed and took another inch and gasped.
"Easy Mom, easy...easy." I cautioned. "Oh god this is tight!"