copyright ©2010 by A_Satori. All rights reserved.
Author's note: This piece is a multi-sequel to three previous stories:
Aunt Jean
, and,
An Upside-down "Y"
, and,
Island
. I suggest at least the first two titles be read prior to this story.
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FRIDAY EVENING
Jean stared over the top edge of her menu at the man. She was trying to imagine his face with a beard. She was fairly certain it was him. He suddenly looked towards her and she quickly averted her eyes to the list of appetizers. She leaned towards Ron and spoke just above a whisper, "Ron?"
He continued searching the entrees. They had only been here once last summer, the day they had gone to Lincoln Park Zoo. Mrs. T had recommended it to Jean. He was trying to remember the name of the dish with the really wide, thick noodles. It had been very tasty. "Yeah?"
"Don't look now, but wh-"
"Huh?" His eyes went to her then he glanced around the room.
"
Don't
look around." Jean exhaled sharply and dipped her head behind her menu.
His heart fell a little when he saw Jean was hiding her face as she had that very first time they went out. He thought she was over all that. "Jean, what's wrong?"
"
Nothing
. Just
don't
look around."
He sighed. "Okay. I won't. Is some... What is it?"
Jean whispered, "There's a man sitting at a little table against the wall near the front window. Don't loo-"
Ron interrupted, "Jean, come on, if he's looking over here it's because you're beautiful, it's not becau-"
She broke in, "I'm
not
thinking about
that
." She blinked. Was she being as bad as some people use to be, actually still were at times, about her disfigurement? No, it wasn't the same thing, yet she had been staring and he did have a bad scar.
Ron was clueless. His brow pinched. "What about the guy?"
She continued whispering, "He's got a thick scar on his head. In a few minutes, will you look over at him, don't
stare
, just
casually
glance?"
Ron couldn't believe she was asking him to look at someone's scar. "Jean, this... doesn't this seem a bit like-"
She interrupted again, "I know... it's... it's
bad
of me, but it's
not
about his scar. I think it's that man who was marooned on that island. Remember? Last December? Maybe around Thanksgiving? He and a few girls were rescued. He had a beard though and longer hair in the pictures I saw of him." His scar had been seared into her memory.
Ron's abdomen tensed. "Has he been checking you out? Or, are... are you
attracted
to him?" He wasn't sure how serious he was about the latter question.
Jean rolled her eyes and shook her head. She smiled softly at Ron. "No. I'm sitting with the man I'm attracted to. You're right. I shouldn't have stared, but... I'm just curious. It was an interesting story, and I thought I heard on some morning news show that he was thinking of moving to Chicago. I-I was wondering if that was him. That's all. Nevermind. I'm being rude to him and to you."
"Is he looking this way?"
Jean whispered again, "I don't want to look. I don't want him to think I'm staring at his scar."
Ron smiled. Sometimes it was so difficult to believe she was twelve years older than him.
She whispered once more, "Why are you smiling like that?"
"You're just very cute sometimes. I wish I could kiss you right now."
"We can't do that in the open, you know that, and... you're just making fun of me now, aren't you?"
"Jean?"
"What?"
His smile turned into a grin. "Why are you whispering?" He chuckled, then felt Jean's foot give his calve a light slap.
Jean blushed. "Shut
up
. You
are
laughing at me." She half smiled. It had been silly to whisper, the man wouldn't be able to hear her normal voice.
Their waitress walked up to the table. She raised her pad and put her pen to it. "Hi. Are you ready to order?"
Ron looked at the pretty girl, the smile still on his face. "I think we need a few more minutes, but... there's this one dish, with really wide noodles. I can't remember the name of it. It was a stir fry with meat and...
broccoli
, I think." He showed her the menu.
The waitress bent at the waist and pointed out two entrees to the cute guy. "Um... this one, and this one have wide noodles."
Ron had been gazing at the man with the scar. "I'm sorry, which?"
The girl smiled. She guessed he thought she was cute too. "This one, and... this one."
"Great. We'll just need a few more minutes."
Jean was trying to control her surprisingly instant and growing sensation of jealousy. She sipped her water as Ron gave the girl a smile before she walked away. She set her glass down and stretched towards him. "Which two?"
Ron leaned towards her, showing her his menu and pointing with his finger. "This one and... ahhh...
this
one."
"I'm sorry, which two?" She grinned.
His eyes met Jean's. "Hey... I was looking at the guy you think is hot."
"I
don't
think that." She quickly glanced at the man. He actually was good-looking, trim, muscular, but he was too old to be described as an ideal guy. She tensed for a moment as the thought made her worries about her relationship with Ron surface.
He noticed a change in Jean's expression. "What?"
She smiled. "Nothing. So do you think that's him?"
Since the previous summer he always closely checked out people with scars or disfigurements he saw now, although he made sure not to stare and to be furtive about his glances if it was in person. His reason for doing it was to see how the person was reacting to and handling the people around him or her. He remembered seeing photos, news videos, and even some segment on one of those dumb TV "entertainment news" programs he happened to walk passed in the student union. He couldn't recall the guy's face except that he had a beard, but the scar looked exactly as he remembered it. "You're right. It might be him. Did you want to talk to him or... or get an
autograph
or something?"
His gut tightened again. She might say yes. He knew someday she might meet a guy she wanted to get to know, then might fall in love, get married, all of it. He took a slow breath and told himself not to think about it. The summer had just started. They were still months away from having to seriously talk about it again and decide whether or not to renew their relationship 'agreement.'
Jean shook her head slightly. "No. I mean, it would be great to hear the story first hand, but... it would be rude to just intrude on him. And he's probably sick of it, I mean people asking him about it. If it really
is
him." She noticed something odd in Ron's eyes. She wondered if he was momentarily jealous too. She smiled. "Ron?"
"Yeah?"
"You're really cute, and I wish I could give
you
a kiss right now." She felt a wave of sadness. After months of consideration, she finally had promised herself a week ago this had to be the last summer with him, her last summer of love. She had to let him go on with his life and leave her behind in the fall. There wasn't any other option. She
had
to let him go.
"I really do wish I could kiss you."
"Me too."
Ron smiled and sighed. "I guess we better figure out what to order. Huh?"
Her eyes moistened. She nodded. "Uh-huh. Yam nuea and pad thai?"
He chuckled. "Yeah, those for sure." He really wished he wasn't starting his summer job on Monday. He wanted to spend every hour of the next three months with her.
Ron kept looking at her as Jean's face turned to her menu. He felt his semi grow a bit more and suddenly also wished they would have returned home first after dropping Dad at O'Hare earlier. A couple weeks ago over the phone they had made plans to have dinner here though, see Dad off then drive straight into the city from the airport. He knew they would never have made it in for dinner if they had gone home first. They had been together for a day and a half and had only been able to sneak in a few lengthy, passionate, tongue dancing kisses, the last one before leaving the airport. He desperately wanted to make love with her and was glad Jean seemed nearly as eager as him. Waiting a few more hours would just make it all that much sweeter