Part 2 of the scene.
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GA - Da Nang, Vietnam - 21st of October 2017.
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I couldn't speak when I found her. My aunt was in her bedroom and, despite my enthusiasm and flaming desire, my nerve failed when I saw her.
When I arrived, holding my jeans up at my waist, Aunt Janet was dabbing at the mess on her skirt. She was busy and didn't notice my presence So I just stood there, staring, insides swirling like a washing machine until my aunt looked up.
Her eyes held my gaze and, while my aunt stared back at me, time seemed to lose all definition. Reality turned elastic, all of a sudden. Seconds or minutes. Days, weeks, or years. I have no idea how long we stayed that way. Both of us just looking across the surreal expanse of space-time between us. I wanted to look away, but couldn't.
Aunt Janet stood with a hand towel balled in her fist, cum on her skirt, the gloopy string drying in her hair.
After an eternity, I saw Janet's throat work as she swallowed heavily. Then she said, "Got a bit carried away, didn't we?"
I wasn't sure what she meant. To my ears it sounded ambiguous. Was she saying she regretted what had happened between us, or was she just making light of it out of embarrassment?
While I struggled to formulate some response, my aunt went on. She asked, "How do you feel?"
I didn't have an answer and, the end, I just shrugged and gave a shake of my head.
I saw fear in her eyes when Janet said, "Do you hate me?"
The question made me blink because amid all the surprise and confusion and other stuff going on, hate was the furthest emotion away from what I felt at that time.
It took some doing, but I got the words out after a bit of an effort. "No, Aunt Janet," I said.
It got awkward after that. I felt silly and self-conscious. I wanted more but didn't have the confidence to just go in and grab her. My aunt was in her late thirties, a year or two younger than my mother while I was nineteen. Experience on my part was a limited commodity, and that lack of worldly knowledge had a bearing on my response. I wasn't sure what Aunt Janet was thinking, how she might react if I did or said something wrong.
Eventually, my aunt gave me a half-smile, a rueful grin before she said, "Do you want to come in?" When I didn't move, she added, "You might as well, Mikey. You're making the place look untidy. And I suppose we're going to have to talk about it at some point." My aunt shrugged. "Might as well be now."
So I stepped into her bedroom, unsure, trepidation and lust a curious mix sloshing around.
***
We sat on her bed, side-by-side. Not as close as we'd been in my room, but close enough so that the same sensations welled inside me. I might have only just come, but my cock was thick and capable, pumped up with need.
"So, tell me, Mikey, did you ... uhm ... enjoy what went on?"
It was strange to see my aunt so unsure, but desire saw me through any uncertainty on my part.
"It was fantastic, Aunt Janet," I gasped.
My aunt pouted and said, "But don't you think it's a bit wrong? Well, a lot wrong," she went on with a wry chuckle. "You know, me being who I am. What just happened isn't what people are supposed to do. We're
family
, Mikey." Aunt Janet barked a laugh, the sound startling me. "I wouldn't have believed it myself," she told me. "I don't know, Mikey; I think I might be a little bit touched in the head. I got carried away. Went a bit crazy, I suppose."
"Are you sorry, Aunt Janet?"
She paused and looked to be thinking about it. "I wouldn't say I'm
sorry
about it, Mikey. Surprised at myself, yes. Worried about you talking about it to anyone else, too. If it got out-"
I blurted out, "I won't say anything," stopping her short.
My aunt pulled a face and looked doubtful. "I'm sure you mean it, but these things do have a tendency to trip us up. After a couple of drinks, when it doesn't seem to matter. You might be talking to one of your friends..."
"Aunt Janet, I won't," I said, emphatic. I remembered the look on her face, her focused enthusiasm and, on a rush of excitement, asked, "Did you enjoy it?"
I gulped and felt the dark urges rise up in a hot tide at the tone in her voice when, after a pause, she croaked, "It turned me on so much, Mikey. Your lovely cock ... All that spunk ... The noises you made."
To hear my aunt say "cock" and "spunk" caused yet another pulse of desire through my dick. Regardless of what had already passed between us, it was still weird to hear her use those bad words.
"I liked it, too," I said, need making me bold. "
Really
liked it, Aunt Janet."
"I saw," she said, her tone heavy with need.
The sentences gurgled out of me like filthy water down a drain. "I want more, Aunt Janet," I said. "I want to do things with you."
***
At first I thought I'd said something wrong. My aunt's focus flicked away from me. She chewed on her lower lip, expression distant and distracted, like she was thinking. She gulped, throat working, her attention going to the door.
Then she looked at me and asked, "Do you know how serious that would be, Mikey?"
"Serious? What do you mean?"
"The consequences, sweetheart. If anyone ever found out. Incest isn't something we want to be caught doing. It would be ruinous for both of us. If your mother knew, Mikey. God, there'd be ructions. There would be no recovery from a secret like that getting out."
"It would be bad if she found out about what's already happened, Aunt Janet," I reminded her.
My aunt's eyes narrowed. "Are you planning on blackmail, Mikey?"
The question took me by surprise. "Nuh-no," I stammered into the blue frost of her stare. "I wouldn't ... I'm not..."
Janet sighed and slowly shook her head. She relaxed, attention remaining fixed on my face. "God, you're right," she breathed. "Wanking you off is almost as bad as it gets. I can't imagine she'd be too pleased."
I had nothing to say. I was still reeling, still more than a little confused, not to mention the hot rush of desire and temptation I felt to lunge in and maul at her breasts.
"Oh, Mikey," Aunt Janet sighed. "It would be an insane thing to do. My
nephew
? The two of us...? Together?"
Sensing that my aunt was wavering, I blurted out an urgent, "I'll never tell anyone, Aunt Janet. I promise. I swear..."
"God," Janet said while she winced and shook her head side-to-side. "You better bloody not, Mikey."
And when she turned to face me square on, her boobs aimed right at me, I knew I had her.
Especially when my aunt mumbled, "I must be fucking crazy to even think about this," and moved in close for a tentative kiss.
***
Time did that stretchy thing again. Everything distorted, my universe shrinking to the four walls around us. Reality slewed like I'd swallowed a pill, a mind-bending drug. I heard the rustle and sigh of Aunt Janet's clothing as she broke away from that tender, almost shy kiss and rose to her feet. Her expression was unreadable as she tilted her face towards me, fingers going to the zip at the side of her skirt.
"I'm not as thin as I used to be," Aunt Janet said. "You'll be used to skinny, perfect girls, not old women," she added, her gaze locked on my face.
"I think you're lovely," I told her, willing Janet to unzip the skirt. "Please," I breathed.
Janet thrust her chin towards the window and the world beyond. "Do me a favour," she said. "Go and draw the curtains."
I got off the bed and did as she asked. I closed it all out, pulled the curtains together so that the sense of a condensed universe got even tighter. Then, when I turned to face my aunt, with enough daylight filtering in I could still see her quite clearly, I saw she'd removed her skirt and was standing there in her blouse and briefs and shoes, expression uncertain.
Janet confirmed her anxiety by whispering, "Are you sure I'll do?"
Which is when I went to her and grasped her around the waist, my eyes moving from the precipitous cleavage up to her face.
"You're fucking gorgeous," I said on a growl.
And then we were kissing, my hard-on pressed against my aunt's thigh.
***