And I felt something I had never felt before, the soft kiss of air on my cervix and uterus.
"Relax now," he said, his voice carrying an urgency, "just relax, don't pull back."
"Oh God," I cried out, and jerked, involuntarily, pulling away from his touch where his fingertips had brushed against my uterus, my womb, and felt a sudden odd pressure as things retracted.
"What?" I started but a cough cut me short causing another sudden contraction deep in my belly and another odd twisting sensation.
"Jesus, Davey, what did you do to me?" I managed this time.
He was chuckling, a sound from deep in his throat. He kissed me a dozen times, my forehead and lips and eyelids and cheeks.
"Prolapse is such a harsh word for such a beautiful thing," he said, "for an instant, I could touch your very core, that thing that is the center of your sex."
I giggled as he went on, almost waxing poetic.
"Aunt Ann, the core of a woman isn't her boobs," and he kissed each nipple in turn, "although they are beautiful and fun, and it's not this little button," and he touched my clitoris, still hard and sensitive, making my hips jerk in response, "it's inside, where you can accept a man's gift and create a human being," and his finger penetrated where I was still slick and relaxed, and touched my cervix, "and if you push hard enough, I can hold it, hold your core, hold the very essence of your sex."
"Did I, well, did I hurt anything?" I asked although as I asked my mental inventory was telling me the answer was no, that far from hurting anything I had found a new sensation that I wanted to experience more.
He grinned and kissed me. "You tell me," he said, "did you hurt anything?"
"No," I said with a sigh.
His hand drifted down between my legs, covering where my labia were still swollen and tender.
He smiled and said, "push."
"Oh God," I moaned and looked for those muscles, but I couldn't find them.
"It's okay," he said, kissing me, "we'll explore later."
"That's good," I said, and just like that, I slipped into a deep, dreamless, restful sleep.
I woke and stretched and felt a twinge deep in my belly but when I reached for those muscles, wanting that sensation again, they weren't there.
I rolled out of bed, peed, and went looking for David. For the first time in my life, I just padded around the house nude, figuring I sure didn't have anything anymore that he hadn't seen and there was no way there'd be anyone else in the house.
I could smell the bacon as I started down the steps and when I got to the kitchen I had to giggle. He was wearing my apron. One of those old-fashioned things that loop over your neck and then tie in the back, moving around the kitchen as if he knew what he was doing. There were two cups of coffee on the table and so I sat at one of my hard wooden kitchen chairs, the cold paint feeling odd against my bare ass, and took a sip, just watching him.
He broke a half dozen eggs into a bowl and added a splash of milk before starting to beat them with a fork. He set the bowl aside and then four slices of bread into the toaster. He pushed down the little lever on the toaster, starting it, found the orange juice in the refrigerator, poured two glasses, and set them on the table. Then it was back to the skillet where he slowly poured the eggs in.
Five more minutes and he was setting loaded plates on the table, kissed me, and spoke for the first time.
"Good morning Aunt Ann," he said, "I thought you might need your energy."
"Plans?" I asked around a mouthful of fluffy eggs.
"I intend to burn a LOT of energy today," he said, making me smile.
This was a level of intimacy I had never imagined, eating breakfast cooked by a man, naked, and having a casual conversation. I liked it. I liked feeling my areolas and nipples tighten. I liked the sudden rush of pressure deep in my belly when I thought about what he had in mind to burn a "lot" of energy.
"What?" he asked, startling me.
"What, what?" I asked.
"You're somewhere in a galaxy far, far away," he said.
I giggled and tried, desperately, to change the subject.
"Are you sure I was your first?" I asked.
"Yes," he said, "nice deflection. Now, where were you?"
"Davey, my mind was just wandering," I said.
"Oh," he said, forking a bit of egg into his mouth, holding my eyes, and chewing contemplatively as he held my eyes.
"I'm not interesting enough to hold your attention?" he said, finally.
My bowels suddenly went hot and liquid. I was in a panic. I couldn't tell if he was joking and the thought that I had offended him absolutely terrified me.
"NO," I said, standing, pushing my chair back with a clatter, "no," I said again, moving to him, getting to my knees, and taking his hands in mine, "no, Davey, just the opposite."
He was looking down at me, frowning, and I was panicking.
"NO, Davey, no," I said again, turning his hands over and kissing his palms, "no, honey, I was just imagining what you had in mind to use that energy you promised."
When he said nothing I lost my control. I don't cry easily, but suddenly I was crying.
No, it was more than that, I was bawling. I was sobbing, kissing his hands, babbling, "it was you, I was thinking of you, Davey, please," stuff like that.
When he smiled my sphincter control almost failed I was so relieved.
"I'm sorry," I said, standing and walking to the bathroom. I couldn't run because I had to concentrate on squeezing, "I love you," I added as I turned the corner, hoping I could make the last dozen steps to the bathroom.
I made it, barely. The diarrhea was explosive and the stink was awful. I wasn't surprised, I guess I was beyond surprise, when he walked in and kissed me as I sat, still concentrating and pushing.
"Oh, God, Davey," I managed before another watery gusher splashed dirty water up onto my ass.
He did that two-fingers-under-the-chin thing all men seem to learn with puberty and lifted my chin, forcing me to face him.
When he kissed me I reached up and wrapped my arms around his neck, clinging like a lost baby monkey. When I relaxed I felt my bowels and bladder emptying and there was something so perfect about the physical release that I held the kiss and felt my nipples tighten even more.
I have no idea how long that lasted, him bent over in an awkward posture that had to be bothering his back, me sitting, relaxing, letting my body do what it needed to do.
He finally broke the kiss and, surprising me, got to his knees in front of me and took my hands in his.
"It was a joke," he said, smiling up at me, "I'm so sorry you didn't understand that."
Then he grinned, that well-practiced grin of his, and said, "but it did give us this interesting moment of intimacy."
That made me giggle and I waved my hand in front of my face as if I was trying to wave away the stink.
"Is that what you call this?" I asked, my composure back now.
"Good sex is often messy, but never dirty," he said.
"This ain't sex," I said, "and it IS dirty."