It had been six months since my dad and I had first crossed that 'invisible line', that hidden, covert line of incestuous desire and hunger, that line once crossed there's no going back from. It's a bell once rung that can never be truly silenced. We both crossed it knowingly, willingly and without hesitation.
Neither at that moment, nor since, have we had any regrets in our actions in taking advantage of the opportunity that presented itself. However, I don't believe we fully realized or were cognizant of the various ramifications we'd have to face having done so.
Having journeyed into the realm of incest, and I do mean full, loving, all-consuming incest, we fully realized the need for complete discretion. When out in public, a father and daughter strolling side by side with their arms interlocked wouldn't normally raise any eyebrows, but holding hands, caressing or displaying more intimate outward signs of affection had to be avoided at all costs. We both realized early-on, that discretion was truly the better part of valor.
So yes, we were well aware that our intimate relationship had to be kept 'under wraps', in the guise of just what we hoped our relationship appeared to be, a middle-aged father and his attractive, unmarried daughter living under the same roof, for nothing more than the sake of mutual convenience.
I found it exceedingly erotic and stimulating as our
special, no holds barred
, yet outwardly discrete relationship progressed. The added incestuous nature of our relationship caused my female juices to flow, making me want to jump my virile dad's bones in the most public of places, knowing full well that we could not engage in such acts without placing the true nature of our relationship in jeopardy of being detected.
Knowing the depth of the intimacy that my dad and I shared, I found it inconceivable that sexual relations between
consenting adults
was unlawful and even criminal in 48 of the 50 US states. Yes, I realized that families that had been inbred and engaged in incest for a number of generations had resulted in various birth abnormalities. I thought surely that one generation of family members having intimate relations, like that of my father and I, even though that coupling could 'conceivably' result in a birth, should not really be problematic.
We, as a matter of course, engaged in 'safe sex practices'. Except for our very first unplanned coupling, my dad would unceremoniously slip on a condom whenever I advised him that I was not in the vicinity of my 'safe period'.
Many times, as part of our foreplay routine, I would first pleasure him orally, or even better we would engage in mutual sixty-nine oral gratification. Then, once we were both fully aroused, we would reposition ourselves on 'our' non-marital bed and I would carefully open the condom wrapper with my teeth and then erotically slip the condom on his massive daddy dick, as I hummed my rendition of a striptease accompaniment.
We both enjoyed my riding him 'bareback' whenever possible, as neither of us were fans of his having to wear a condom. The feelings of skin-on-skin sexual contact was not only erotic, but the pleasure derived from it caused mind-blowing, cum filled climaxes. It wasn't long after our initial act of sexual bonding, that I requested that my gynecologist prescribe a birth control regimen.