This is the eleventh chapter; I would suggest you read the previous chapters before this. Thank you to everyone who has sent feedback and placed votes for this series. I am writing for my own enjoyment, but it is nice to know others enjoy this as well.
"Hi Mom I'm home." I shouted as I walked in unaided and without my crutches.
"Jane! Get in here quick." My Mother screamed as she ran to me from the kitchen.
She grabbed me so tightly I nearly lost my balance; tears were streaming down her face as she cuddled me.
"Thank god your home, I don't ever want to go through anything like this again. You scared me to death, I thought we were going to loose you." My Mother sobbed.
"What's all the fuss...? Dave! You're home." Jane shrieked and came over and hugged Mom and me. Feeling left out Clare joined in; we had a family group hug. The first time we had been together in nearly six months.
The next morning I woke up next to Clare for the first time in months. I felt fantastic; I was getting stronger everyday.
"Morning, gorgeous." Clare said as she woke up. She snuggled in closer to me and rested her head on my chest.
"You know, through all that time in hospital, one thing kept me going." I said.
Clare looked so beautiful lying there next to me.
"Oh yes, what was that then?" Clare asked.
"This." I said, leaning into her and kissing her lovingly on the lips.
"Hmm, I'd forgotten how good a kisser you are," Clare, responded.
We both got up and showered together, taking our time and exploring each other's bodies as if it were the first time again. Clare was stood with her back to me whilst I soaped all over her body. I started with a gentle neck massage and worked my way down her back, and then I slid my hands around her waist and worked my way to her breasts.
I held both breasts in my hands and caressed her nipples, god how I loved the way Clare's nipples grew. Gradually all this rubbing of bodies had an effect and I was hard as iron; I was rubbing my dick up and down Clare's arse cheeks pressing harder on each thrust.
All of a sudden, Clare pulled away and left the shower saying, "wait!"
I had no idea what was going on, I thought perhaps I had hurt her or something; however, she was soon back in the shower, with a bottle of lube!
"There's no way your fucking my arse without some lube mister!" Clare said with a mischievous grin.
"I hadn't realised I was going to?" I said as innocently as I could, knowing damn well there is nothing I would like to do more.
It didn't take Clare long to apply plenty of lube to my prick, she passed me the lube and asked me to make sure she was plenty lubed up before trying to enter her.
I did as she asked, applying loads of lube to my finger and working it slowly around her dark star. Gradually I worked first one then a second finger into Clare's arsehole, making sure not to move to quickly.
"OK I'm ready, please be gentle Dave." Clare said as she bent forward presenting her arse to me.
As Clare held her cheeks open, I lined up with her sphincter and applied some pressure. Nothing, this was going to be harder than I thought.
Clare started to push against me just as I thrust forward, to my surprise I entered Clare's arse right to the hilt in one go. Clare nearly screamed with both pain and shock.
"STOP! Don't you dare move till I tell you?" She shrieked, I was amazed at how hot and tight Clare's arse was. It took all my willpower not to start thrusting my prick in and out of her backside, but I did.
After a couple of minutes of very gentle movement, Clare started pulling away and then thrusting back at me. WOW what a sensation, so tight, so wrong, and so fucking amazing.
It didn't take long before I felt like I was going to cum; I had to slow things down a little. Clare had got over the initial pain; she was really enjoying the feeling of my cock up her arse whilst she furiously fingered her cunt. Clare started to shake, her breathing was very shallow and as her orgasm hit her she nearly lost her balance; I had to hold on to her.
My own release came very shortly after, I filled Clare's bowels with a copious supply of cum, and it seamed never ending and was certainly one of the best orgasm's I had ever experienced. Not surprising when you consider it was over six months since I last had sex!
At breakfast, my Mother said that she was going into the town with Jane. They had some shopping they wanted to do, but they might have a surprise for us later.
"I think I'll spend some time on the deck, I've a book I'd like to finish reading." Clare said. My morning was already mapped out, just as it would be for the next couple of months; I had physio exercises to do.
When my Mom and Jane had left, I got up and collected the dishes, taking them into the kitchen to be washed.
"Oh no you don't mister!" Clare said as she came up behind me, "Go get your exercises done; you'll never be fit and strong if you don't."
I immediately swung around; Clare's reaction shocked me. She flinched and backed away, only for a second but it happened. The look on Clare's face worried me; she was scared, scared of me!
"Clare, what's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing, just me being silly!" Clare said with a very weak smile.
"Nothing didn't look like nothing, what's going on Clare?" I asked trying not to sound worried.
"I told you... Nothing is wrong." Claire replied, as she did so she ran out of the kitchen and fled upstairs.
When I got to our bedroom door, I could hear Clare crying, I was concerned; I had no idea what was wrong.
"Clare, baby what's wrong; please don't cry I can't bear to see you unhappy." As soon as I had said that, it was like someone flicking a switch on my memory. I immediately saw what had happened in the car, the argument.
I HIT HER! Oh my god, I hit her. The memory hit me like a hammer blow; my memory was back; now I knew what had happened, why I had crashed.
I had hit the most important person in my life. What kind of an animal will do that to the woman he loves.
"Oh God Clare, I'm so sorry baby. I don't know what came over me." I said; the realisation that I had hit Clare was like someone pushing a red-hot poker through my heart.
"Dave, I know that you never meant to hit me. It's not the fact that you hit me, it's all the hurt and pain that was caused by it." Clare sobbed. I wasn't sure what she meant.
I held Clare tightly in my arms; she continued to sob her heart out, nothing I could say was making it any easier. After a while, I was becoming concerned, Clare just could not stop crying.
"Clare, I don't understand. The accident was my own fault, I was lucky and I have recovered. There wasn't anyone else hurt in the crash was there?" I suddenly realised that I had not been aware of this before.
Clare looked me in the eyes; I could see despair in her eyes, they were all puffy from the crying.
"Not in the crash no." Clare replied, with a look of great sadness on her face. Now I was really worried, this was not like Clare at all.
"Clare, you are scaring me, what's wrong?" I asked.
"I lost it." Clare managed to say before she completely broke down. I have never seen Clare so distressed.
Suddenly, I realised what Clare was saying, she had lost our baby. She had been pregnant!
"You lost our baby? Is that what you are trying to tell me Clare?" I asked, somehow I didn't want Clare to answer. The thought of her losing our baby was too much to bear, even though we should not have children.
"I'm sorry Dave; I wasn't going to say anything. I had a miscarriage, I think it was as a result of the shock and stress after your accident." Clare said, finally managing to stop crying.
Clare continued, "I know how much we both want children, but deep down I knew it was wrong to be carrying your child. There was no way that I would have aborted that baby though. That is why I was a little jealous of you and Stacy; you could have children with her."
I could hardly take in what Clare was saying to me, but one thing was for sure, Clare had not been taking enough care of herself over the last few months.
"Clare, I can't believe that you've kept this to yourself all this time. Here we are with everyone making a fuss over me, when you are the one who needs looking after. Did you let the doctors check you over?"
"No Dave, I'm fine. We were more concerned for you." Clare replied.
"Not good enough Clare. Get dressed we are going to the clinic." I said, not shouting but in a tone of voice that Clare knew, I meant business.
When we got to the clinic, I waited in reception whilst one of the doctors saw Clare. As I sat there thinking of all that had happened in the last twelve months, I started to realise that even with the all the risks involved I wanted Clare to have my children.
That realisation was like lifting a weight from my shoulders, before trying to see a way around Clare and I having children was a problem. Ok today's society would frown upon it, it may even be illegal, but I knew our family had always been fit and well.
Thing is will Clare want to try for a child after this, will she be able to have children after this? My mind was all over the place.
"Earth to Dave." Clare said with a smile. She had finished with the doctor and was stood in front of me.
"Sorry, miles away." I grinned.
"Let's go get some lunch, I'm starving." Clare said.
We found a lovely little restaurant overlooking the bay, the sun was shining and it was a beautiful day.
"So, what did the doc say?" I asked Clare whilst we waited for our lunch.
"The doc said everything was fine, most likely was the stress and the fact that I wasn't looking after myself that brought on the miscarriage." She replied.
"Good, so no problem having children then?" I asked; Clare looked at me a little strange.
"What difference does that make, you are not getting rid of me that easily mister." Clare said.