“How did it happen with you?”
Amy looked at the young man in her lap and slowly closed her eyes, her fingers drifting through his hair.
“I was eighteen,” she leaned her head back on the wall and sat in silence, letting her mind drift aimlessly in thought.
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Was I eighteen?
I don’t remember really. I remember it was the night before my birthday and they had a party for me. Beth, she kept handing me glasses of champagne and telling me, “Mom said it was okay,” and “Don’t worry, it’s your birthday.”
The champagne really hit me and I remember her pushing me towards the stairs, telling me to go to bed.
“It’s after midnight,” she held me up by my elbow, “everyone is going to go home.”
Why was she screaming?
I made it up the stairs. I remember that much. Somehow I had gotten undressed and into my bed, I don’t remember how exactly.
Then mommy came in and turned out the light and wished me happy birthday. She told me she’d have a special surprise for me when I woke up.
I fell asleep.
It was two-thirty and Beth came into my room. I remember that, because I looked at the clock and started to complain. She was lying in the bed next to me before I even woke up, under my covers.
“Are you okay?” she asked me, her hand gently soothing my face, “I feel somehow responsible.”
I remember telling her it was okay, and that I was feeling better.
Her hand was so soft against my cheek, I still think back to how it felt. She stayed with me for a few more minutes like that, slowly pulling my head to her chest, until it was on top of her arm.
I remember cuddling against her, against her breast. My head gently lodged over her arm. She kept running her fingers through my hair. I felt her other hand start to soothe my hip before sliding up and down my side.
She pulled me in closer, her hand rising higher and higher until I felt her slowly circling my breast.
I really didn’t realize what was happening, still in a daze from being woken up and not quite sober from the champagne earlier. I just stayed there and relaxed, her touch was so soothing, everything felt so good.
“Is this okay,” she whispered softly towards my ear.
I remember nodding yes almost immediately. Not really taking time to think about what was happening.
She slid down into the bed a little more until we were face to face. She looked into my face for a little while, her hand still soothing my bare hips and side.
“You are so sweet,” she whispered before gently placing her lips against mine.
I kissed back almost instinctively. Her mouth was so wet and soft. I felt her tugging at her night shirt as our tongues slid together in each other’s mouth.
I felt my body twitch with excitement when she pulled the shirt over her head and her soft breasts pressed against my bare chest. I reached my arm around her and caressed the small of her back, pulling her closer to me.
Something started to come over me. I felt a sexual energy start to build inside of me, even though I was still half asleep.
She slid her hand around to my back, slowly tracing her finger down to my bottom. I felt her legs spread open, using her hand to push my thigh between them.
I felt her moistness pressing against my leg as her kisses became more and more passionate. Her hips writhed against my thigh.
I hesitantly reached my hand down to touch her breast. They were so soft, so round. I let out an uncontrollable moan as I felt my hand drifting over her nipple.
I opened my eyes. It’s the first time I really remember opening them. She was so beautiful. Her blue eyes radiant even in the dim light, her blonde hair easily evident.
I looked into her eyes as I let my fingers tease and twist her nipple. She looked up at me smiling, her teeth barely biting her lower lip.
I felt her hand drift further and further down into my bottom. She slowly caressed me back and forth until her fingers brushed deep between my legs.
She lowered her body slowly, her fingers now reaching deeper and deeper inside of me.
I arched my back, pressing my moist lips out to her hand. It felt so good. I had never felt anything like it, her little fingers caressing deep within me.
I gasped as I felt her mouth start to surround my nipple, her hand squeezing and guiding my breast towards her mouth. My body shivered with excitement as her tongue rolled repeatedly over my nipple, her mouth suckling me in.
I reached my hands behind her head and pulled her tighter to my chest. Her mouth felt so good pressed against me.
She slowly parted my legs with one of hers as she shifted and suckled in my other breast. I felt my body tense and then quiver out of my control as I felt her thigh spreading me apart, pressing tightly between my legs.
“Oh god,” I remember moaning loudly.