Jackson stomped out of the room after he had dressed himself. He quickly made his way through the house, grabbing his keys along the way, and out to his car. Amy followed him every step of the way, calling
"J"
trying to stop him from leaving her. Quickly Jackson got in his car and sped off, leaving a distraught Amy at the front door.
"J!"
she called one last time before he left her.
For the next two weeks Amy and Jackson never crossed paths. He'd be awake before her and leave before she came down. He'd come home much later, like 3 or 4am; knowing she would be asleep. Everyday he would think about what Amy told him. How he'd been tricked by her. Everyday he would mull over the situation thinking that maybe he overreacted or maybe he was wrong. But then the overwhelming sense that Amy had tricked him, had lied to him kept coming to the front of his mind. Normally when Amy had lied to him in the past as kids, it wasn't so bad. But now that they were lovers, Jackson had become disappointed by the fact that his new found love for his baby sister was all a ruse.
It was late the following Monday when Jackson finally saw his sister again. Amy had waited up until he came home late in the morning, so she could finally talk to him. Jackson arrived home at 4:30 expecting to go to bed. As soon as Amy heard the door begin to open, she turned off the TV and walked towards Jackson.
"J, please talk to me."
She pleaded.
"Why? So you can tell me another lie?"
Jackson replied with anger.
"No J, not so I can lie to you. So I can tell you the truth. Please, just hear me out?"
After a short silence, Jackson responded.
"Fine. Five minutes, that's all."
Amy, relieved, let out a heavy sigh.
They sat in the kitchen, away from one another.
"J, I'm sorry I lied to you. I wanted to be with you. I love you. When I saw you with Susie I thought it was wrong.
I
wanted to be with you.
I
wanted to be able to make you cum like that. I just..I just, didn't know how to make it happen. I couldn't just straight out tell you because you're my older brother, it's not right. I couldn't tell mom and dad how I felt about you because they'd probably kill me. I either had to live with the pain I was suffering, seeing you with different girls; or do something about my feelings. I did something about it and I couldn't find any other way to make it happen. So if you know of another way I could have, please tell me J."
"You could have just told me Am. I've always wanted the same things that you wanted. I wanted to be with you as well. But you didn't. You tricked me to get me into bed. I'm not hurt or angry Amy. I'm disappointed."
Jackson replied with a raised voice.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to disappoint you J. I should have just told you how I felt. But let me ask you this J, when did you start feeling the same way towards me?"
After a long pause Jackson replied truthfully...
"You've always been beautiful Am. I guess I didn't really realise that until a couple of weeks ago. But that was obviously part of your plan - to make me fall for you."
"I'm..I'm sorry J. I shouldn't have done what I did. But if I had told you how I felt about you a couple of months ago, when I saw you with her; you wouldn't have felt about me the way you do now. You just said it yourself, you only realised it a couple of weeks ago."
"I guess..I guess you're right. But it doesn't change the fact that you manipulated me Am. In the future, how am I to know whether or not you've tricked me into getting you pregnant? Into doing whatever you want? Huh?"
"Because J, I promise you I wont. I only lied to you to show you how much I loved you and how much you loved me. But I guess I messed that up now, haven't I? You hate me don't you?"
Replied Amy beginning to cry.
Jackson, for the first time in this conversation; felt sorry for his sister. He walked over to her, holding her tightly in his arms.
"Amy. Amy look at me,"
she did
"I don't hate you. I'm just disappointed that you couldn't tell me."
She looked away again, "
Hey. Hey, look at me. I still love you. Nothing is going to change that. I just want a honest relationship with you, not one built on lies and dishonesty. Deal?"
Amy, sniffling, replied
"Deal, J. I'm still really sorry."
"Look, fresh start. A honest start, yeah?"
"Yes. God yes J!"
He caressed his sister, holding her close to him. Then after a few minutes peace, he put a finger underneath her chin and tilted her head up towards his. Then slowly; he planted a kiss on her lips. A quick soft kiss, that let Amy know everything from then on would be just fine.
That night the pair stayed with one another. They slept on one of the sofas, falling asleep in each other's arms.
It was mid-day when they woke up. The sun was beaming in through the living-room windows, birds were singing and there was a slight dew on the grass. It seemed as though today was going to be a good day for Amy and Jackson.
Amy rolled over to face Jackson and whispered sweetly,
"Morning J."
With a yawn he replied
"Morning Am."
They just laid there for a few moments looking at one another. A stray strand of hair fell down in front of one of Amy's eyes, gently Jackson stroked it behind her ear; lightly tracing her jawline, causing her to shiver slightly.
"I love you."
She whispered to him.
"I love you too."
He whispered back, ever so softly. Then he kissed her.
His kiss was passionate and loving. He let his tongue float into Amy's mouth, reaching into her far corners. Amy returned his kiss. Gently she swirled her tongue around his. Slowly Jackson ran his hand down Amy's back, eliciting goosebumps to run all over her body. Then his hand slid down to her buttocks. He gave it a firm squeeze, feeling how strong and well toned her cheeks were. Amy placed her hand on Jacksons shoulder, then ran down to his well defined tricep giving it a gentle squeeze. Slowly, the kiss broke. Amy a mixture of happiness and love, let out an uncontrollable little giggle which made Jackson's heart skip a beat. She placed the tip of her finger in the centre of his chest and ran it over each muscle, bumping over each ab as she worked her way down. Her finger, inches above his waistband, stopped. Only momentarily. Before she dug it inside his shorts. But Jackson grabbed her hand, restricting her from going any further.
"What's the matter J?"
She asked confused.
"We shouldn't."