Disclaimers: As with most of my stories, THIS STORT IS FICTIONAL!! Let it be known, I describe some legal proceedings, and they pertain to the law ACCORDING TO ME. Be forewarned. This story could be in several categories. It could have been in interracial, or romance, but you see where it's being placed. Any sexual stuff is done by people over 18 years of age.
Do you resemble either of your parents? That should be an easy question. Either you do, or you don't
Oh, did I forget some information? Sorry about that. I'm Tameka Hawkins, a thirty-three year old lawyer. I've been practicing law for ten years, and after just over seven years in the corporate law section, have taken an interest in helping wrongfully convicted people get some semblance of justice.
Since some of you faithful readers are very good at math, yes, I graduated college at twenty, and Seattle University law school at twenty-three.
If you couldn't guess by my name, I'm a fairly large black woman. Not that my name denotes my size. I am just over 5'11", and I'm not a skinny minney. I've never been mistaken for a swimsuit model.
With the support of my parents, Randell and Rhonda Hawkins, I was fairly well adjusted for my age, considering my size..
It must have been the second or third grade, when some of my friends were noticing that I wasn't nearly as dark as either of my folks.
When I asked, one day, after they both came home from work, they decided that I was old enough to learn that I'd been adopted, at birth.
I knew a few kids in school who were adopted, so I didn't think any more about it. I always knew I was loved, and figured that might have been one of the reasons I was an only child.
Going through high school with a minimum of dates, did make me a bit weary of the boys brave enough to ask me out on dates. Most of the white guys just couldn't be bothered. A few of the black guys that did ask me out, thought they were doing me a favor by doing that.
I do admit there were just one or two guys I thought were OK, but they turned out to be so full of themselves it wasn't worth hearing how great they thought they were.
Going to Seattle U for my undergraduate studies, I did start to date, but was very selective. It didn't matter the color of his skin, or if he wasn't as tall as me, what mattered the most was if he was a caring
person, or not.
Being a year younger than most of my classmates, I went through the majority of my freshman year nearly dateless, and celibate.
Toward the end of my Freshman year, I did date the same guy a few times, and I almost thought he'd be the one I'd give my virginity to. On our third date, after a very hot and heavy makeout session, he started undressing me, but when I whispered about a condom, he made the statement that he didn't believe in them.
It was all I could do to roll away from him, jump up from the bed, grabbing my clothes and ordering him out of my dorm room.
"If you think I'm ready to raise a child, you're sadly mistaken!" I yelled.
"Jesus, Tameka, I'd have pulled out in time."
"If you think I believe that crock of shit, Charles, you're dumber than a stump."
I guess word got around campus, and my dating life nearly ground to a halt.
I would have been lost without my studies, plus my life-long love of music.
I'm guessing it didn't come from my parents, because neither of them were into music, the way I was.
Since I'd figured one of my biological parents could have been white, it got me thinking. I did some research, but only had the Hawkins name to go by, and that was my adopted parents name.
I learned there were two, white cousins, in the mid 50's to late 60's, with the last name of Hawkins, but but quickly ruled out both Ronnie and Dale Hawkins. Both sang hillbilly rock and roll.
I then found three black singers of note, with the last name of Hawkins.
First, the late Jay Hawkins, who was known as 'Screamin' Jay Hawkins, What I read about him let me know that on-stage, he was quite a character, with his wild clothes, and his near operatic voice.
Next, I found the late Edwin Hawkins, a gospel singer.
Last, and certainly not least, the late Jamesetta Hawkins, who sang under the name Etta James.
Both my parents assured me, that all of these fine singers were not related to me.
Back to my dating life. Just as my freshman year was ending, I started thinking about one of the guys I'd been studying with for about four months.
Fred Green, a year or two older than me, and about as quiet a young man as I'd ever known. We had been studying together for a few months, when he asked if we could go to dinner, or a movie together.
I thought about it, and told him that would be a great idea. When we got up from our table, he leaned over and gave me a very soft kiss. This brought a broad smile to my face, and started me thinking about our upcoming date.
Fred was a bit taller than me, on the thin side, and just about as light skinned black as I was.
The following Friday night, we walked to a nearby restaurant, and had a very nice dinner. I could tell he was nervous, all during dinner, so I finally whispered to him, "are you a virgin, too?"
This caused us both to laugh a bit, as he nodded his head.
"This could be interesting, Tameka," he said, softly.
"Will you come back to my dorm room, I don't have a roommate?"
"OK, I guess. I just want you to know that I'm very nervous."
Smiling, I told him this was for us just to get to know each other a bit better.
Walking back to my dorm, hand in hand, he seemed a bit more relaxed. Meanwhile, my heart was racing a mile a minute.
Getting to my room, we just stood inside the door for a few minutes, before I gently placed my hands on his face and kissed him as gently as I knew how.
He cautiously put his arms around me, with his hands holding my rounded butt cheeks. Giving them a little squeeze, as he kissed me again, I could start to feel his growing manhood pressing into me.
Moving towards my bed, we were taking each others clothes off. As we fell onto my bed, we just started hugging each other, and he started softly kissing both breasts. He was very gentle, licking each nipple. One of my hands found his growing manhood and started rubbing up and down, very slowly.
Just as I was about to say the word condom, one appeared, and he tore open the wrapper. Helping him getting where it would do the most good, he eased my legs open, and very gently pushed his solid six inches inside of me.
After just a minimal amount of pain, my body felt like I was inside a blast furnace. We just couldn't wait, and both started fucking like rabbits.
Needless to say, we both exploded like the hottest sunspots in history. He collapsed on top of me, then quickly rolled off, letting us both try to catch our breath.
"God damn, Fred, that was amazing!"
"Don't be mad, Tameka, but I brought more condoms," he said with a mile wide grin.
After a minimum of clean-up, he started kissing every inch of my body. With one major exception. When his kisses went down from my boobs, to my stomach, he stopped and came back up.
Mind you, his attention to my very excited nipples was amazing, but I did want to experience his tongue between my thighs.
With just a bit more kissing, with a bit of tongue, this time, another condom appeared, and we were fucking, again.
This time, it was slow and very sensual.
His cock seemed to have grown another inch, or two. At least that's what it felt like to me.
This time, we both were learning as we went along, touching most parts of my body, and me soft rubbing his growing manhood. When I bent down, putting the head of his cock in my mouth, he started to move my head off my intended target.
I looked up and asked what the problem was, and what he replied astonished me.
"My dad told me only whores did that sort of thing."
To say I was hurt didn't come close to how I felt.
Talk about a mood killer.
"Seriously, Fred? Just because I want to suck on your cock, you're going to label me a whore?"
After a very noticeable pause, I stood up, next to where he was still laying on my bed, and told him he'd better leave.
After he left, I just sat on my bed in a daze, wondering how I could have misjudged this young man so badly.
All throughout the rest of the school year, I'd see him around campus, with him just nodding, and we never said another word to each other.
At least he didn't use my 'failing' against me, by keeping his mouth shut.
During my sophomore year, I dated a little, and actually did wind up in either his or my bed. Nothing to shout about, but it gave me a wide range of choices.
Yes, I did sleep with a white guy, but that ended quickly, when I found out that he only wanted to brag to some of his buddies about fucking a black girl.
During my third and final year of college, and having my acceptance to law school, I did make the decision to go onto a very reliable birth control method.
Was it my imagination, or did this step cause my dating life to grind to a halt? I never let it be known about my birth control decision, but dating just seemed to disappear.
Not sure, but my final year of college did seem to be a bit dry, in the dating arena.
Oh, well, I didn't come to college to find lovers, or at least that's how I rationalized my status to myself.
During law school, I was kept so busy studying, that my dating life was secondary to becoming the best lawyer possible.
Yes, I did have a few second or even third dates, but even if they wound up in bed, I just couldn't find the chemistry that I thought I had with Fred Green.
After passing the State Bar Exam, I was hired by a mid-sized law firm in downtown Seattle. I seemed to find my early calling in the corporate division, and thrived there.
I guess it was all of those business classes I'd excelled in that gave me a leg up in this work.