It's my parents anniversary. The whole family and half the street is here to celebrate, but god it's dull! The only saving grace is that it means I get to spend some time with my brother. I know you'll probably think I'm a twisted bitch, but after all this time, to be honest I just don't care, because sometimes... scratch that... all the time, when I'm around my brother I'm transported to a realm where societal norms dissipate, leaving only primal urges, and my thoughts become a canvas of unbridled fantasy. The idea of exploring my sexual desires with my own flesh and blood sibling sends shivers down my spine. I can't help it, my brother is hot! I love how he looks at me, looks after me, I always have -- it's like nothing else matters when I'm around him, I feel complete.
The truth is, I've had a crush on my brother for as long as I can remember. It started when we were kids and I figured I'd grow out of it, but as we grew older, so did the feelings. It wasn't until recently that he began to show signs that he felt the same -- subtle at first, but unmistakable nonetheless. The way he'd glance at me with an intensity that left me breathless, or the way his voice would drop to a low purr when speaking my name. We've been doing the same touchy feely, flirtatious dance for a long, long time now, mostly instigated by me to be fair, but we've never crossed the line. He's always been super respectful, keeping his distance despite my open flirting. Somehow, today feels different. Today, I think we might be able to take the leap. Nothing is really different you know, and Jesus, it's hardly the right time when we're surrounded by our entire family, but there's just something in the air.
Maybe it's the champagne talking, but every fibre of my being yearns to surrender to this forbidden pleasure, to float way in my brother's strong embrace. It's been boiling inside of me for years, but for the first time I get the feeling that just maybe my brother has always felt the same way. There's something about the way he keeps looking at me today.
Surrounded by friends and relatives who feel irrelevant in comparison, my is heart racing like a runaway train. I can't help but feel the magnetism between us, the weight of an unspoken connection between brother and sister who want more than society allows. Can we finally acknowledge the elephant in the room -- the undeniable attraction that's been buried for far too long? The air is electric with a tension only the two of us are aware of and I, for one, am not naive enough to think it'll dissipate anytime soon.
As I lock eyes with him, sat across from each other in the living room of our parent's home, in exactly the same places we used to trade jibes and faces growing up, I see the same unmistakable hunger reflected back at me -- we're both thinking the exact same thing: what if? What if we take this risk and let our desires guide us? The thrill of it all is almost too much to bear. My mind is consumed by the thought of his masculine features, the way his piercing gaze makes my insides quiver, and the unmistakable bulge in his pants that's been teasing me for years.
I've spent years dreaming of having him in my bed, exploring every inch of my body and claiming it as his own. I crave the sensation of his fat cock nestled deep within my tight asshole. Yes, I admit it, I'm an ass slut and dream of my brothers cock violating my tight hole nightly, feeling him move in and out of my guts with slow deliberation. The thought sends shivers down my spine as I imagine the way he'll make me feel -- like a queen, deserving of every ounce of pleasure he can deliver. It's delicious.
I plunge deeper into my fantastical incestuous abyss, the lines of reality blur, and I'm left questioning the very fabric of morality. What is deemed taboo seems such a tantalizing thrill, as I revel in the ecstasy of the possibility of this forbidden connection. Our sibling bond transcending societal boundaries; we could be free to indulge, unfettered by the constraints of decency.
My body trembles with excitement as internally I conjure up the most explicit, graphic scenes, unbeknownst to the friends and family surrounding me, who'd be horrified by my salacious thoughts -- the forbidden caress of a sibling's touch, the taboo thrill of shared kisses, the unbridled passion that drives us to abandon all inhibitions, our sibling bond strengthening, our connection an unbreakable force as we surrender to our desires.
I feel it deeply now, without a shadow of a doubt, that if I don't make my move today I'll be left with the regret of missing out on an opportunity that could have changed everything between us. So, I take a deep breath, summoning every ounce of courage I possess, cross the room to sit beside my brother and whisper in his ear that I know exactly what he's thinking and that I'm thinking it too, with bells on!
My whispers hang in the air like a challenge -- it's time to see if our desires will ignite our relationship forever, or destroy it forever. What the fuck am I doing?
My mind's eye paints vivid scenes of his tender touch, intimate caresses, the most explicit, primal, carnal acts between us, juxtaposed with the horror and shame of his rejection, hearing my words and announcing to the surrounding family what a wanton slut I am, shaming me in front of everyone. I tremble, awaiting his response
He remains silent and as I gaze into his eyes yearning for an answer, I am met with an initial reaction that I can't read, but it's far from outright disgust. Maybe there's hope? The air around us seems to vibrate with tension, as if the very fabric of reality has been warped by my taboo confession. I tremble with anticipation, Holy shit, this might actually be for real, or have I read him wrong? Have I fucked this up?
My mind is a jumble of wanton thoughts, every fibre of my being screaming for me to get up and leave, but the deep, inscrutable gaze of his hazel eyes keeps me rooted to the spot. I can almost taste the forbidden fruit I crave, all sense of propriety crumbling beneath the weight of unspoken desire. The thought of our innocent games as kids now seem like a distant memory, replaced by an unquenchable thirst for much more carnal pursuits.
I'm lost in his piercing stare, my breath caught in my throat as I await his response. Will he reciprocate my admission or shatter my world? He's my everything, he has been for as long as I can remember. Shit! I can't believe I did this. What was I thinking? Here, today, of all times and places, surrounded by the whole family. I must be fucking insane! But all day long my mind has been a maelstrom of explicit thoughts - the way his strong hands would cup my breasts, the soft rustle of our clothes hitting the floor as we strip each other naked, the primal urge to drive him wild, slurp on his fat cock and submit to his every whim. My panties are drenched, I can't live without him any longer.
The sound of the surrounding party is a distant hum now, replaced by the pounding of my heart. I'm trapped in this moment, torn between the thrill of what might be and the agony of rejection. His gaze never wavers, his eyes burning with an intensity that makes want to believe he'll finally admit to having the same forbidden desires.
I can almost see the wheels turning in his mind as he processes my whispered confession. A part of me wants to retreat into myself, to disappear from this awkward moment and forget it ever happened. But another, bolder, more primal part of me is screaming for him to take a step closer, to acknowledge the elephant in the room, to whisk me away and take me in all the worst ways, regardless of what the rest of the world thinks.
He still says nothing, but he gets up and takes my hand, beckoning me to follow him. Holy shit! Is this it? I'm sure I feel his hard cock pressing against my arse as we bunch up and make way for our mum and aunt bringing out yet more trays of nibbles from the kitchen. "Where are you two off too?" mum asks. I'm too far gone to answer, but I hear my brother respond "We're just going to do some catching up away from the rabble." Our mum smiles and carries on as he leads me away from the party and upstairs to my old bedroom. He still hasn't said a word to me, will he admonish me or ravish me? The anticipation is killing me.
He pushes me down onto the bed, still covered with the same sheets I used to lie in as a teenager, frigging myself over thoughts of my handsome big brother's stiff cock, and now I was finally going to get to feel it, hopefully. I soon realised my questions were answered, the look in his eyes was inscrutable no longer, they radiated pure lust as his body pressed up against mine. Still without a word spoken we sank into the mattress together, exactly as I'd always fantasised, tangled in each other's arms, kissing, but not like a brother and sister should kiss each other, tasting each other, teasing each other. Years of pent up passion unleashed in one ecstatic kiss. He breaks the kiss momentarily to finally whisper something in my ear, to confirm my long held hopes and fantasies -- "I've been wanting this for so long," and honestly... it sends shivers down my spine. I'm so turned on it's unreal. I can feel his cock throbbing against me, pulsing a rhythm that matches my own racing heart. The room around us dissolves into nothingness as our bodies entwine, our hearts pounding in tandem like a primitive drumbeat. I am lost in the vortex of our desire, unable to distinguish between right and wrong, but I know this feeling could never be wrong. Years of unrequited taboo desires finally flooding out and flooding my now sopping wet panties too.