Not long after my father passed my mother and I found ourselves moving in with her new husband's family. (That story is titled My Stepbrother's Cum.) My stepsister Rebecca helped me find my hidden girl within. Shortly thereafter I released that girl on her brother Jimmy. I will continue from there.
The morning after my first time with Jimmy was different. I woke up to him spooning with me in my bed. After the events the night prior I was still wearing a bra and panty set. I slipped away from his embrace and put on some boy clothes. At this time I realized Jimmy was awake. When I stepped out of the closet he was sitting on the edge of his bed.
"So I guess I'd better lay down some rules here" Jimmy seemed angry. I sort of stopped dead in my tracks. He looked up at me and said "I have a girlfriend. I ain't no fag. Last night was not alright you seduced me." I opened my mouth to say something and he just kept talking. "Don't talk just listen. This is a small town. People Know me and my girlfriend's parents are big shots. So I ain't no homo. What happens between us better stay between us!" At with that he just got up and went out to the kitchen.
I was confused because it sounded like he didn't want to be with me. The look in his eyes was more of a I hope you understand though. I did understand and I was just going to try to be me and let him be. I spent the weekend looking up information on how to make my male self more girly. Jimmy stayed at his girls house most weekends so I was alone and at night I was dressing up and doing my hair and makeup. My step sister Rebecca helped me with this. After all she was the reason I actually started to express my inner female voice. Of course during the day I'd slip back into my boy clothes and retreat into reality.
Monday morning was normal everyone left home to go to their jobs and I began my house chores. Laundry and cleaning. With everyone out of the house I usually get dolled up and girly before I start these chores. Then I pretend to be a house wife while I work. This makes me super horny. I usually find myself with a dildo in my ass most days before lunch. Today it only took minutes to find myself slamming a dildo in my ass.
Monday night as I was getting ready for bed I decided I would sleep in my panties and a tank top. I made it a point to not cover up and be in bed before I expected Jimmy to be home. I hoped he would notice. When I heard him coming down the hall I pretended to be asleep.
It was early so he did not expect me to be in bed. He flicked on the light as he entered our room. I herd him kind of chuckle then the light went out. I heard him slipping out of his clothes from work. Then head to the shower. I still lay there pretending to sleep. His 12 hour shifts at the salt mines are brutal, so his showers are longer than usual on work days. I lay there wondering did he notice my pink panties, did he see my white lace trimmed tank top, did he notice I had curled my hair?
I could hear him coming back to the room from his shower. When he came in he did not turn on the light. I peeked at him. The light of night was dim. He was only wearing gym shorts. I could see he was hard. I pretended to stir. I then got my answers. "I see you all dressed up!" I smiled but I know he could not see. "Even did your hair. I bet you're wearing makeup too." He was getting closer. I could smell him. I wanted him.