Dear Reader: You are entering the third part of the longest piece of writing I have ever completed. Continue to enjoy it in good health. The novel (and yes, it is an 88,000 word novel) has been split into four sections, this being the third section. The entire book is already completed, the first two sections are already up, and I will be releasing the remaining section soon. So if you like this, keep your eyes open for conclusion.
With that said, this book is not for everyone. It will be too long for many people (no shame in that, it's a big time investment). It is also somewhat extreme, having some of the more intense and bizarre sexual scenes I have ever written (though for some of you faithful readers, that will be the appeal!). Further I warn you that not every section has incest content, though there is a lot of that in here, as well as other kinds of taboo. The first section was a bit of a slow but now the sections are wall to wall erotica. With that said, I think the whole is greater than the sum of its parts and, if you go back and read the whole thing, you will not be disappointed. Enjoy!
And please let me know what you think.
Recap: In section one, our hero Ellie (or Lizzie) Abood decided to pledge the same sorority as her older sister Lily. Lily was extremely upset, but Ellie couldn't figure out why. Eventually, the hazing started at the sorority and it had a definite sexual feel. All the pledges, like Ellie, are required to be naked at all times. Further, at the end of the first section, Ellie had a mutual masturbation session with one of the juniors (which she was a bit reluctant about). Last time, things got more intense, as Ellie had a shocking experience with Lily, performed an impromptu sex show for the sorority, and heard two very sexy stories from her roommate Lori. At the end of the section, Ellie and Lori (as well as the other freshman girls) were directed to make an erotic movie in a public place. If you want more, read the story.
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Chapter 5: Pledge Week Day 5 - Second Group Meeting
The next day was one of the strangest of my entire life. I won't get bogged down in the details (trust me, anything you want to know I will explain later). I went to class, I worked on my "homework" with Lori, and then I went back to the house. I know that sounds mundane. But trust me, it was absolutely not. I don't want to get into it right now, trust me, everything will become clear in time.
Anyway, around six-thirty an announcement was made that everyone was supposed to go to the dining room. Everything appeared just as it always did: a naked group of freshman girls in the middle of the room, a circle of older girls wearing their clothes, and a sense of ritual and arousal. But there were two differences. In the front of the room where Heather, Carrie, and my sister stood there was a computer and a projector sitting on top of a small table and, on the opposite side of the room, there was a screen.
As I was looking at the projector, my eyes sort of caught my sister's. I felt a little bit nervous about putting my "movie" up on the screen. I mean, I knew that my sister had seen me eating out Adrianna. Hell, she had eaten my asshole! But that didn't make any of this feel normal. Actually, I think what made me feel the weirdest was how little I'd thought about her since talking to Lori the previous morning. Even when she watched me with Adrianna, I wasn't really thinking too closely about her. It seemed like the deeper I got into the sorority, the more alienated I became from her. I wondered if my childish attempt to hone in on her sorority would be the thing that finally broke our bond. What if watching this video, seeing me in this way as exposed and adult as possible would break the very last bond connecting us. We would be in the sorority together, but as adult strangers, not sisters.
"Alright pledges," Heather said, breaking me out of my thoughts, "Welcome to movie night!" There was a lot of whooping and cheering from the surrounding girls. I felt butterflies rising up in my stomach.
"Everyone please had your memory cards to me," Carrie said. Lori had our camera and she quickly pushed out the memory card and handed it to the Vice President. The other girls followed suit. Carrie put them all in a hat and set them down next to the projector.
"Alright everyone. Our pledges this year have produced five (presumably short) films for our entertainment. Lily and Carrie will be walking around to hand out popcorn shortly. There are a few rules. Everyone must sit during the movie. Do not talk so loud that others cannot hear the movie. No mocking of the "actors" in any way. Most importantly, enjoy the movie. When screening is complete, these movies will be placed in the vault with all of our other films," Heather explained.
The more she talked, the more nervous I became. The previous night I had still be in the glow of my actions with Adrianna, still feeling (however strangely) that I was starting to belong here. Most of the day had been taken up with completing my homework with Lori. I had known while I was doing it that my actions were not normal and that, except for the pressure from the sorority, I would not be doing it. But I was also high on my own adrenaline; slightly excited and nervous that we wouldn't get it done. Now, I was exhausted and people were about to see...what I'd done. The absurdity of the whole situation was falling on my back and a big part of me wanted to run up, grab my memory stick, and run out of the house (naked if necessary) and never come back. Maybe my sister would love me again if I did. But Heather cut off my consideration.
"Any questions?" Heather asked.
"Uh, yeah," Lori said cautiously, "Is there going to be voting or anything? Is there a best picture awarded?" Heather smiled brightly.
I then remembered the other concern that I had. I looked at the girl with whom I had made my video and couldn't help but grin. It had been so unreal that day while we were...producing our movie. Lori and I had had some intimate moments. But not in any sort of overtly sexual way. And then we'd just been ordered to make a video. We had done what we had to do because we were ordered to that day. We had just acquiesced, we'd...had fun. There was more to what happened than just fulfilling our tasks.
I didn't know how I felt about Lori anymore. We had both felt ourselves growing closer in just a short period of time. My emotions for her felt so strong, so bonded. Even hearing her ask that question to Heather had made my heart beat faster. I didn't think that I had a romantic feeling for her, but I had some sort of attachment to her that went beyond being her roommate. Was it some kind of intense platonic love? What did that mean?
I know this makes no sense; I need to get into the details. There was so much sort of up in the air at that point. Part of me just wanted to sit back, ignore my confusing feelings, and just see what happened in the movies. I tried my best to do that.
"I had almost forgotten, thank you pledge," she said, "Yes there will be a vote at the end and a winner selected for the film. Only the upper class girls will be voting. We will select on the overall quality of the film with a heavy focus on originality." Despite my nerves, I had a relatively reasonable question.
"Is there a prize?" I asked. Heather looked over towards me, still smiling.
"Oh yes," she said, but nothing else on the issue, "Now, if there are no further questions, I will commence the viewing of the films." She looked around for further comment but got nothing. So the upper class girls sat down against the wall, and turned to look at the screen. The freshman (including me) took the hint and sat down. I heard Heather's hand rattling around in the hat full of memory cards. She was picking the videos at random.
Finally she selected one. I heard her loading it into her computer. There was no marking on any of the cards, so there was no way for her to announce who was coming first. All of the freshman girls sat in nervous anticipation. All of us wanted to get "our turns" over with but we were also desperate not to have it happen. I also suspected we all wanted the other girls in the sorority to see what we'd made. The sorority was a strange place, where what would normally feel wrong or uncomfortable could be made heroic or simple. Nonetheless, I let out a sigh of relief as the first video started. It wasn't me.
There was a title card (Lori and I had decided to have a cold open before the title card, so I knew already). It said "Allaya and Jacqueline present: Snack Time!" Everyone cheered. The tension in the room built to a fever pitch. I have to admit, I couldn't wait to see what happened next.
The title card faded and suddenly Allaya and Jacqueline were standing next to one another on the screen. Allaya was a 5'9 African-American girl with medium length black hair, big brown eyes (behind glasses) and a warm face. She always seemed to be smiling, and that was apparent in the video as well. She had a lithe body, with long thin limbs, small perky breasts, and a flat stomach. In the video she was wearing a white blouse and a long gray skirt, looking sort of like a school marm.