About two weeks have passed since the incident at the hotel with my nephew. I could not get it out of my head, but I kept avoiding him and ignoring his messages. I had to sort it out in my head, before I did anything I would really regret. Not that I regret what happened, really... just thinking about it made me break out in goosebumps, make my nipples hard, and start to get wet.
Just thinking about the hot tub and how he took advantage of the situation, and how he made me cum, made me want to do it again. On the other hand, he was my nephew and this was a taboo and I should be disgusted by it. He was less than half my age at 19, younger than both my sons, only a few months older than my daughter. I should feel disgust about what happened, but no... I feel lust. I feel wrong about that, not the actual acts we did.
After the hot tub, I tried to avoid being alone with him the next day, but he got me alone for a few minutes here and there. I was annoyed and turned on at the same time. He would only get some touches and gropes and some grinding in. Next evening, I was in bed with my husband, checking messages on the cam site to see if any fun could be had to get my nephew out of my head, when my husband came out of shower in a towel. I was in bed in a nightie with nothing under it, and he took notice.
He dropped his towel and I could see him grow a little as he came over to the bed. I thought it was about fucking time that he was in mood for some sex. I reached for his hand and pulled him down to kiss me, which turned into making out. We ended up side to side on bed, kissing and fondling. I was stroking his dick, fully hard now, as he was grabbing my ass. Then I pushed him on his back and moved, kissing down his chest and tummy, until the tip of his dick was on my lips. I closed my eyes and started to suck it slowly in through the lips, circling it with my tongue.
When he was half in my mouth I started thinking about my nephew's dick, and how it would be hot if I was sucking him off. I tried to not think about that, but it kept coming back. I moved my lips up and down over his head, stroking him with my hand slowly. I loved the taste of it. My tongue kept making circles around it, just as he loved it. I was kneeling on my legs, between his spread legs. I could feel my pussy being so wet against my calves. I took my time going down on him, bringing him twice near orgasm then stopping. It was too fun.
After the second time, he could not wait anymore, and he pulled me up, took off my nightie, and pushed me down on my back, pulling my legs up on his shoulders. He slid in slowly and it felt so good. Thought crossed my mind that he was so much thinner than my nephew, then I felt a little guilty about being fucked by him last night. He picked up the pace from slow to fast and a little bit rough, and we enjoyed it. He kept kissing me, telling me how wet I was. I looked into his eyes between kisses and kept coming so close to my peak, but my guilt kept getting in the way of cumming. In the end I faked the orgasm after a few close calls and let him finish inside me. I went to the bathroom to clean up, and had a little cry. By the time I got back, my husband was snoring.
I put on my nightgown, and lay next to him in bed. Half an hour later, I was still wide awake and horny. I quietly got out of my bed, took the laptop, and went to the bathroom. I loaded the cam site and went to look for some hard dick to masturbate to. I was looking for some nice piece of meat, when he messaged me what I'm doing. Then he initiated a cam chat with me, and showed me how hard he was because of me. I kept mine off, until he told me to show him what I was wearing. I am ashamed to admit that him commanding me to do it was a massive turn on.
I turned on the cam, and he asked if I was in the bathroom. I said yes, then he asked why I was hiding in there. I told him about sex with my husband, in detail, including no orgasm for me. He told me it was such a pity. Then he told me to wait, he had to reconnect. Two minutes later, he was back, and told me to come to the suit door or he will knock and wake up everyone. I had no choice. I closed the laptop and went to the door, ready to kill him.
He had the biggest shit eating grin as I opened the door. I wanted to strangle him. He pushed by me, entering the suit, and asked where my kids were. I told him out, only the husband in our room was asleep. He took me by hand and practically dragged me to the balcony, pulling the curtains to cover the view from inside and leaving lights off. That way, if someone walked into the suit they would not see us. I just stood there, afraid of what's going to happen next.
Next, he had me sit on a bench on the balcony and pull my nightgown up, and finger myself. He pulled out his dick and stood in front of me, stroking himself. I couldn't stop myself from doing it, I just wanted to do what he told me. It didn't take long, I was just rubbing my clit for a couple minutes when I came. After I came he pulled me up by the hand to stand, and he sat in my spot, then he pulled me over his lap to stand as he stroke himself. I had to spread my legs so I could stand like that, and that made me stand lower. I could feel the tip of his dick against my pussy lips and thighs as he moved it. I kept looking at the door and over the balcony if someone was watching or going to catch us.
Whole situation was too hot. He told me to lower myself a little more so he could feel my pussy on the tip as he stroke it, and I did it. It was such a teasing feel, his tip sliding against my lips, touching my clit, moving everywhere. I kept whispering to him to hurry up, we're going to get caught. He told me to kneel on him, I told him no - that he was not going to fuck me again. He told me he will, and pulled me down by my hips when the tip was at my entrance. I "resisted" a little but let him pull me down, complaining all the time he did it, telling him how he's a bad person, forcing me into this.
But it felt so good as he opened me up sliding inside me while he was pulling me down. I let him lower me all the way and then moved my legs so I was fully sitting on him. He was fully inside me, and I was sitting there with my nightgown coverwing us. I put my hands on his shoulders for stability, and I could feel his heartbeat inside me, as his dick was pulsating. I decided I won't move, and after ten or fifteen seconds he realized I'm not going to move, so he took me ass in his hand and started to move me. I was pressing against his pubic bone with my pussy, and of course that movement caused pressure on my clit. I shuddered.
