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I was feeling a bit 'unnecessary' -- having just watched a Netflix film with a fair few raunchy scenes, it just reminded me of what I didn't have any more. Jason's dad was long gone, another woman's fanny apparently was better than mine, and Jason now nearing twenty and in his second year of university was a boy no more. I was pretty sure that he probably did alright for himself with the ladies. I had caught glimpses of him naked upstairs and he certainly seemed to do okay in the bedroom equipment department. I pretty much assumed that he had seen me naked too, not that I engineered that to happen, but well, in a small one bathroom house, glimpses will occur.
I sighed. It had been a while since I had dallied with a man, actually several years and my Battery Operated Boy, or BOB for short, just didn't really work for me anymore. It had a suction cup on the base, and I had tried sticking it to the floor and crouching over it and sticking it to the tiles on the bathroom wall and backing onto it, and that cut no mustard either. It just did nothing, it was me that did it all, there were no unexpected manoeuvres in the fanny department.
Working from home didn't really help. I found myself at home six days a week, just a full working day in the office, one day per week. The office was mostly women and whilst it made caring for loved ones at home a lot easier, it didn't give me a lot of conversation options, and if I am honest, which I usually am, there wasn't really any good male totty in the office that I would even consider enticing to my boudoir. No, life was barren right now.
The house was new, Jason and I had moved into a new low-cost housing unit in Allerton last year, it was so much cheaper to heat than our old place being so well insulated. Accordingly, I tended to simply wear a full length slip at home. There are, dare I admit, days I wore nothing all day but my slip and a pair of knickers. I would spend hours sat on the settee with my company laptop on my lap, and often Jason would sit opposite, his headphones in as he either did university work or just played online games. Being warm in our new house, he often just wore boxer shorts. I did my best not to notice the prominent bulges and made sure that the most he would see of me was a glimpse of my knickers.
"Mum," Jason said as we sat in the lounge on our respective laptops.
"What baby," I replied taking my attention away from an especially tricky spreadsheet and looking at him.
"Let's go out."
"What, go for a walk?"
"No out, you know. Go up town, get the bus so we don't have to worry about parking or drinking, and then we can get a taxi back. Let's see what we can find, just get out and do something different."
"Oh. I suppose, but wouldn't you rather do that with a girlfriend, someone your own age, not your old mum?"
"No. They are all vapid and have no sensible ideas, it is all about simply getting pissed. Not interested in them, I prefer the company of a mature woman, not a stupid and silly girl."
"Oh. Okay then, when?"
"Tomorrow night, it's Friday Night and places should be open. It may be a disaster and we could just end up sitting alone in the corner of a pub drinking cider and then getting a kebab and going home."
"True, but it could be fun, let's do it. We can get the bus by the Health Centre."
"Good."
I turned my attention back to my spreadsheet and suddenly was a little more self-conscious about my clothes, could he see my knickers? God I hoped not, I hoped I was decent. This would be just going to town and trying to have some fun, I was his mum, this was not a date. Regardless, I would get some slap on when we went out.
That night my head was full of clubbing dreams, I woke up with Insomnia, the song by Faithless, banging through my brain. It used to be huge, I bet the kids of today won't even know it. I went down and put the kettle on, a simple robe covering my modesty. Jason was, of course, still in bed. I looked across at the clock, quarter past seven, oh well, might as well get the day started.
I had two Weetabix and a cup of tea. I don't know why but my throat was dry and my head ached, God, I hoped I wasn't coming down with something. At least it was the end of the week. I usually went into the office for a half day on Fridays, middle half of the day, after the traffic died down in the morning and before it started up in the afternoon.
I sat and drained the last of my tea and decided I ought to get the day started. I went up and turned the shower on. I was just standing there letting the water cascade down my back when the door opened and Jason burst in.
"Sorry mum, I just got to go," he said as he stood naked in front of the toilet. Well, at least it wasn't a poo.
The shower door is see through glass. I could see him clearly, his dick letting forth a stream of urine, his buttocks twitching as he peed. When he finished he wiggled his dick and then pulled and released his foreskin a few times to let out the last drops. He turned facing me, his dick was semi hard and not hanging down. He looked through the shower screen, his eyes taking in my boobs and then lingering on my fanny before he moved away, leaving the door open behind him.
The water was streaming over my head and I realised I hadn't moved since Jason came in. I tried to blink away the water and then shook my head, to both clear the water and to clear my mind. I hadn't really noticed his dick before. I had seen it, of course, impossible not to when you share a small house and only one bathroom, but I hadn't noticed it, if you know what I mean, and now I had. He was quite a man now, he would be able to give pleasure well enough, as long as he knew how to use what he had.
I took the shower head off its hook and ran it over my body, rinsing away the suds, finally I turned the shower upwards to clear my crotch, the fine needle spray hitting my clitoris causing me to gasp as pleasures shot through my body, enhanced perhaps by the sight of an engorging dick. I kept the water spraying at my clitoris, gasping, my knees felt weak and then my moment came, and I gasped out loudly and stumbled against the shower wall as an orgasm flowed through my body and momentarily took my strength from me.
Breathing heavily I stood upright and returned the shower head to its hook and turned the water off. Out of the shower I reached for a towel and realised that the door was open. Bloody hell Jason. I pushed the door to and dried myself before wrapping the towel around me and heading to my bedroom, firmly shutting the door behind me and sitting on the bed.
It was bad enough that Jason had seen me naked, but had he then watched me pleasure myself? Oh Lord, I hoped not. Some things need to be kept private. I brushed my hair, discarded the towel, rolled on antiperspirant and stepped into some clean knickers, settled my boobs into a bra and threw a dress on over the top.
Downstairs I put together a cheese and tomato sandwich, made a flask of cold squash and was about to leave for work when Jason appeared.
"Nice shower mum," he said, I hoped as a question not a statement.
"Well, it was until I got interrupted."
"Sorry, but I had to go."
"Maybe, but you didn't have to stay."
He just smiled all innocent, as if butter wouldn't melt and then had the cheek to wink.
"Don't forget tonight mum," he said as he rinsed and filled a glass with tap water.
"Oh, do you still want to do that?"
"Hell yes mum, definitely, it'll be brilliant."
I just smiled and tried to erase the image in my mind of him in the bathroom and headed off to work. I hated it in the office, I really struggled to concentrate. The girl at the desk behind me was talking to someone on her phone, presumably a friend.
"I have to go to the chemist and get a morning after."
There was a pause, and then she continued"
"No, he didn't use a bloody condom, and to make it worse he stuck it in my bum not my fanny."
I tried to tune out, why would she need a morning after pill if he hadn't shagged her in her fanny, and then my mind was distracted about being shagged in the bum. I never had, it never seemed normal to me, and then an image of Jason's hard dick sprang in my mind. I tried hard to get back into work and concentrate on the figures in front of me. I put my headphones on and tried to shut out the noises from the office. Time dragged. Eventually it was time to leave and get back home and get back to a semblance of what I called my normal life.
At home Jason was laying on the sofa wearing boxers, technically covering, but actually revealing, was that the same effect my knickers had? Hid but reveal. Perhaps I needed to be more careful around the house. But then I asked myself, if I can't wear what I want at home, where can I? I put the kettle on and made myself a mug of tea and went and sat on the single chair in the lounge, Jason seemed oblivious, his head lolling sideways facing me.
I opened my computer and started browsing the internet. I looked through the Shien website and there were few dresses I liked, but their idea of sizing was bizarre, very hit and miss as to whether clothes actually fitted. They were usually way too small. I am only a large 10 or a small 12, so the Chinese women must be miniscule. I saw nothing to tempt me and hit Reels instead, Lord there are some stupid people out there. Will humanity survive another hundred years I wondered, personally I doubted it.
Jason disturbed from his slumber, a hand rubbing his dick through his shorts, nice, not.
"Oh, hi mum, you're back, how was work?"
"Tolerable, some stupid girl talking about how she had to have unexpected anal sex last night and now needed a morning after pill."
"And you ask me why I don't go out with girls my own age."
"You have done though, and you have sex with them, you are surely not a virgin."
"No mum, I am not, but whilst it was physically satisfying, it certainly wasn't mentally satisfying. They are so dumb, not being funny but a sock and my hand gives me more satisfaction."
Well, that was an image I didn't want, and I would certainly be more careful with his socks in the laundry in future. I guess every mum knows that her son will masturbate, but we try not to think about it, and it a tad shocking for him to confirm it to your face.
"Oh, right, okay. Not any port in a storm then?"
"God no, I would rather ride the storm out."
"Shall we just have sandwiches for tea? We may eat later, but we will need something starchy in our stomachs if we are going drinking."
"Sounds good to me. What time bus are we catching?"
"The one just after six. They stop running around seven I think, so we will leave here about six and walk down to the Health Centre and get the next one that comes along. It is around forty minutes into town, so we will be in around seven, I hope that's not too early?"
"God no It's Friday, town will be full of people who go straight in from work, it'll be buzzing."