WARNING - THIS IS PART 3 OF A MULTI-PART SERIES. There, now I warned the commenters who were offended I didn't put that disclaimer in. Thank you to those who have liked and followed me, to those who don't, that's ok, please don't feel obligated to read this. My writing style is not for everyone, that's ok, you don't have to like it.
I opened my eyes, but the room was nearly pitch black, I looked at my watch - 3 hours of sleep but it was already 5:30 am. I could hear the water running in the bathroom, she must be in the shower I thought to myself. As I laid there I started reflecting on the night, how we got to this exact moment, and what was going to happen when she came out of the shower sober. I got up and opened the blinds just a little bit to let some light into the room, I wanted to see her - I wanted her to see me. I wanted to fuck her on that balcony as I instructed. I remembered I sat my phone up to record but fell asleep and didn't stop it. I grabbed it to see what I recorded, only to learn it died.
"Fuck," I said to myself.
I laid back down completely naked for what felt like an hour waiting for the water to shut off and for her to come out of the bathroom. Finally, I heard it shut off. I heard the shower curtain get pushed open and I could hear her soft feet as she stepped out of the shower drying herself off. 5 minutes and she was still in there...10 minutes...15 minutes.
"Mom, I need to pee," I said.
"I'm sorry hunny, I thought you were still sleeping." my mother said back.
With that, the door opened, me still laying on the bed with nervous anticipation, and out she came from the bathroom wrapped in a towel. I smiled at her, taking in the sight before me. She was beautiful, unintentionally sexy, just being herself. But now she had a look of concern on her face, one of remorse.
"Are you going to go?" she asked me.
"I'm just staring at you and thinking about how beautiful you are," I said to her.
"Jason, go the bathroom hunny. We have to talk about things." My mother said to me.
Fuck, that was the line that I did not want to hear, in my head that means that she is regretting it, it was a one-time thing, and it would never happen again. THIS is why I fucked her all night; THIS is why I recorded me fucking her for an hour. At least I have something to masturbate going forward...hopefully.
I came out of the bathroom and mom was wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt, it appeared at some point she put a bra on because I could not see her sexy little nipples pushing out of her shirt. She was sitting on the edge of the bed, just looking at me with a concerned look on her face.
"Jason, I'm sorry. I drank too much, and I should have never let myself get to that point," my mother started saying.
"Mom wait, this wasn't just you leading me on, we are two adults who enjoyed every second of last night. I know you did, I felt it...several times. I know you aren't getting satisfied by dad." I interrupted her to say.
"It's cheating Jason, and I haven't and won't cheat on your dad, well I guess I did, but I can't." she forced into the conversation.
"So did you not like it?" I asked her.
"Jason, I did, but I know we can't do that, it's incest. It's wrong. And it makes me a bad person," she said back to me.
"Why? Because someone at some point said that? At least you know I won't run and tell him or ever hold it over your head that we have sex. Mom give me the weekend. Let's see how we both feel after another night just having fun and enjoying ourselves." I said to her.
"Jason we can't...I won't," she started.
Just before she finished that sentence, I cut her off, "I'm going to fuck you on the balcony like I said."
"Jason, I can.." she started saying.
"You will, and now." I demanded.
With that, I stood up, naked, and opened the balcony door. The sun was just starting to show, but it was still pretty dark out. My mother didn't move, she just looked at me in my nakedness.
"Come here." I said sternly.
Slowly, she obliged. I could see the deep confliction in her face, the fact that her brain was telling her no, but her constant obedience was telling her not to do as she was told. She stood up, walked towards me fully dressed and stopped right at the threshold.
I leaned in and pushed my lips against hers, I placed my hand on the side of her face and lightly slid my tongue into her mouth. She kissed me back, pushing her tongue into mine, not resisting, but allowing herself the ability to explore my mouth again.
"It feels so perfect," I whispered.
I leaned back in and kept kissing her and dropped my hand to her side, on top of her sweats. I lightly squeezed her hip, caressed it, and then slid my hand up her shirt. She moaned. Lightly.
"You kiss me so passionately baby," she whispered.