"You're willing to do WHAT??"
Alyssa shouted more than asked in surprise, breaking the minute long silence as her emerald eyes glowed with both shock and disgust at what her mother, her MOTHER, had just offered.
"How long have you been thinking about this, Mom? And are you fucking nuts?? We're your daughters! You gave birth to us, and by all laws of social acceptability, incest is a big no, right next to murder! I mean, I don't mean to sound as rude as I am, but this is insane! Offering your body to your DAUGHTERS just so they don't have to worry about rejection? Mom, Maria and I are grown women. We can handle rejection." She continued. A surprising amount of conflicting emotions were running through Alyssa as she tried to figure out whether or not this was a joke.
"Speak for yourself, Alyssa. I've never gone out with anyone because of my dick. I've spent my whole life afraid of being rejected because I'm not a full woman or a full man. You should know how hard it's been for us, of all people! And don't get so upset at Mom, she's doing what she believes to be right by us. It's not like she's some twisted pervert who wants to fuck her daughters to get off. She's trying to help us because she loves us. Sure, it's not the most socially acceptable way to deal with the issue, but it's for a good reason. I can get past the fact that...we're mother and daughter because of her good intentions. I, for one, am okay with losing my virginity to my mother." Maria rebutted.
Alyssa was silent, and pondered Maria's point of view for a minute. They had spent many years alone because they weren't society's version of 'normal'. Maria had taken it harder than Alyssa had, and it finally sank in for Alyssa. Her sister was right. She had no right to be judging her mother for trying to do what she believed was the right thing for her daughters.
"I...I guess you're right, Maria. I hadn't thought about what you've gone through. I'd already come to terms with it by high school, and I didn't see that you hadn't. I'm sorry, Mom. I was out of line." Alyssa apologized as she looked to the ground.
"It's okay, sweetie, I didn't think you both would be okay with the idea, and I expected something like that. I know it's not the greatest way to deal with your case, but it's the best I can do as a mom. I'm glad that you are okay with it, Maria, and I understand if you don't want to do it, Alyssa." Cynthia said quietly as she looked to her daughters.
The room went quiet once more, the buzzing of the fan above them quite loud in the silence. Alyssa weighed her options. Deny her mother's offer and go blindly into the world to find someone to love, or accept her mother's offer and lose her virginity to someone she knew and trusted.
"I," Alyssa started, "I think I would feel safer losing my virginity to you, Mom. So, I would like to...have sex with you." The last few words she struggled to get out, as if they were going to come back to haunt her and torture her once they got out. Cynthia's eyes lit up as she smiled, happy that both of her daughters trusted her with something so precious, so sacred.
"I don't expect you two to go and brag about this, and I'm not going to mention a word about this either. This will be our little secret. Now, whenever you girls feel you're ready, just ask me and I'll help you out." Cynthia replied. The older woman smiled as Maria stood up, a mischievous smile on her face.