I met a young man Daniel almost three years ago. He told me a story I found hard to believe. He assured me it was true. Since then I know it to be. I have met almost his entire family. Daniel put me in touch with others he learned of over the years. I don't know how, I asked, he didn't say.
I am not a writer, far from it. Except for the names and places, the stories you read are true for the most part. Still they are not biographies. Artistic license has been taken to enhance or in some cases minimize the events described. All sexual situations were between consensual adults within the framework of their story.
The stories are somewhat long. Most of these stories cover several years. I will try to keep the chapters short. I suggest you save one for reference. None of the stories are mine, any personal friend, or relative.
This story is about a brother's sense of duty to his sister and her family. Buck struggles to help his sister fight against her demons. The first chapters can be a tough read. It was even more difficult for Buck and Rey Ann to tell it.
This is the fourth chapter. Rey Ann is out to prove she is a woman. Is her new acquaintance to be trusted? Has Buck pushed her too far? Can Rey Ann be trusted? Does she trust Buck?
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Rey Ann
Shopping was wonderful. Mom and Joy helped me pick out an outfit for my interview tomorrow. Maria and I went to Victoria Secrets to buy something special for the boys at home. Buck gave me $200, so I paid for Maria's too as a gift for Luis.
Maria has fallen hard for Luis. I am happy for them both. I explained she needed to be careful with Luis. He can get a bit ahead of himself a times. I suggested she tell him that she would date him but Luis was not to expect any commitments from her until she graduated. It was then that she assured me she has been on birth control for years. I didn't tell her I was not.
Joy took Maria with her for a short time so mom and I could talk. I only call her mom out of what little respect I have for her in that regard, and to avoid conflict. We had always had this love hate relationship. Since Bobby died and she cleaned up her act, it has been mostly love. That said she is more of a friend than a mother. What Luis and I went through as kids I still blame her for. Sob stories aside, I wiped her slate clean and with Joy's help we have few reasons to not get along.
"Rey Ann, I know I have failed you as a mother..." She said sitting down on a bench. "...I am so happy for you and Buck. I think he is everything that a mother could want for her daughter."
"Thank you." I replied letting her finish.
"There is no easy way to say this. I feel like I am on a TV show!" Karen fussed with her hands. "You know about Buck and me. What am I saying? Everyone knows about Buck and me." She was getting flustered. "I am not in love with him. We both know he is not in love with me. But he brings something into my life ..."
"Mom, you don't have to do this." I grabbed her hands.
"Yes Rey I do. Buck makes me feel loved!" She gripped my hands hard. "You slept with him, you know how it feels!"
In a way I couldn't believe she was talking about this but in another it was exciting to know someone else knew how I felt. Just looking at her I knew she was remembering how he makes you feel when he is with you. When he is inside you.
"Darling, I want you to know, Buck and I will never be intimate again. Joy made me promise her I would stop if he ever found a woman he loved." Mom was emotional and now so was I. "We may be moving back closer someday. Joy may have another job offer. He will always be welcome in our house, but not our bed! I promise you!"
It felt good to hug her. Not just a quick hello or goodbye. But a woman to woman real hug. We let our emotions out.
"Thank you Karen. It means allot you telling me personally." I replied. I wasn't sure I trusted her but I knew Joy would not allow her to break the promise.
As much fun as we had shopping I couldn't wait to get back to see Buck. We all went out for an early dinner. Luis took Buck's truck and we took his car to take Karen and Joy to the airport. I was confused when we drove straight home with Luis's car.
"You're not stopping to get your truck?" I asked as we passed the road to Luis's.
"How would it look if you showed up for an interview in an old truck?" Buck asked looking at me.
"I was going to take the Mustang." I replied
"I have taken the week off. I will be taking you." Buck explained.
"I would like that." I smiled at him.
This was the busiest time of the year for Buck. Taking time off now was definitely something I would have never expected him to do. We talked about our separate days. Buck told me about his conversation with Luis. I told him about mine with Maria. I also told him about what Karen had said about the two of them. Buck got quiet after that. I was not sure what to make of it. It scared me there might be issues he could not tell me. Maybe he was in love with her? We pulled in the drive he turned off the engine but did not open the door. I had a sense it was something he wanted to clear up before we went in.
"Talk to me Buck, what are you thinking?" I used the same question on him he used on me.
"Rey you know I come into this relationship with allot of baggage?" Buck turned to face me. "I am not proud of everything I have done."
"Are you in love with her?" I knew what he was referring to.
It hurt to ask, but I needed to know. He seemed shocked by the question. He took my hands and looked me square in the eyes.
"Is there a place in my heart for her? Of course. Do I love her? It's not that simple. In some ways I do. In other ways I despise what she was and what she did to you kids." He struggled to explain. "I am not in love with Karen. I have never been in love with her."
"Still you made love to her?" I said my emotions getting the best of me.
"I did what I thought was best to keep her alive. I wanted her know she was worth loving." He was searching to see if I understood. "She has Joy now."
"And if she needs you in the future?" It was the only question that needed answered. "She says she won't let you in her bed again."
"You don't believe her?" Buck asked.
"Do you?" I challenged him.
"No." He answered honestly.
"So you will you sleep with her again?" It was time to know if I had to share him.
"No Rey Ann, I won't. I would never do anything to hurt you." He replied. "Bobby is gone. It's time Karen stops using me as a crutch?"
"Buck, if she does need you though...what if I asked you too?" Buck looked at me in shock. "She is still my mother!" I added.
"Let's hope it never comes to that." He replied still taken back by my suggestion. "You are my love, my only love."
Buck kissed me letting me know there was nothing left to discuss. I heard everything I needed to know. We both knew Karen too well to know she was not strong enough even with Joy. Knowing I was the one he was in love with is all I needed to know. There was no looking back now, just forward.
"I love you too. Now let's go in I have something I want to show you!" I teased the mood suddenly lighter.
Buck opened my door and pulled me into his arms kissing me passionately.
"You are an amazing woman Rey Ann! I am lucky to have you?" He kissed me again.
"If you are good you could get luckier too!" I teased him pulling him in the house.
We went inside I sent him to take a shower as I went to my bedroom to do so as well. Being in the master bedroom I had my own bathroom. To my knowledge Buck has not set a foot in the room since Vicky passed. Even when I went to college nothing was touched. Maybe that is why he wants to sell the house? It's too bad. It is the biggest bedroom in the house. I finished showering and proceeded to dress in the new clothes I bought earlier. First was the presents I bought with the money Buck gave me. I picked each garment carefully and slipped it on. Next was the business suit Karen bought me. First the silk blouse. Then the pencil skirt hanging just below my knees. The matching blazer. Then the perfect shoes. The three inch heel accentuated my legs but did not say sex like a taller heel would. With the touch of makeup I put on earlier I admit I did look professional.
Buck was waiting for me in the living room. I could see by the gleam in his eye I had made the right choice. Buck's expression was priceless as I entered slowly. I stopped short and turned slowly for him. He reached out and palmed my ass cheek pulling me close so I faced him. His other hand gripped my other cheek he pulled me gently against himself.
"Don't want to wrinkle it today now do we?" His eyes still checked me out. "Rey you are beautiful!"
"So would you be seen in public if I was dressed like this?" I teased him, remembering last night.
"I am going to have to buy a new suit or they would think I was kidnapping you!" He teased back.
I kissed him taking his advice and carefully avoided too much contact. His hands gripped my ass letting me know he wanted more. So did my pussy. I stepped back and slipped off the blazer handing it to Buck. My nipples tented the silk blouse leaving no doubt to my arousal.
"Wait here." I tuned and gave him a good look at my ass as I sauntered away.
I returned with a hanger. Taking the blazer I hung it up near the front door. Buck watched my tits swim beneath the blouse as the sexy bra I wore for him gave little support and no padding. I stood near the door several feet from him and shimmied out of the skirt. He watched as I bent over giving him a nice look at my ass as I removed each foot still in my shoes. The matching frilly panties left him ogling my ass. I hung up the skirt and put it with the blazer. Standing in just the blouse I beckoned him to come closer.
Buck moved closer, his hands reached up to cup my tits. I stopped him.
"After the meeting!" I guided his hands to the buttons. "The rest is just for you!"
Buck took his time removing each button. My pussy grew wetter as the anticipation grew. I almost ripped it off I was so excited. When the last button cleared the hole he held the lapels together, teasing me further. My hands had gravitated to his crotch stroking his hard penis over the thin material.
"I need you now!" I hissed as he tormented me. "Please Buck! I have been a good girl!"
"That you have!" He gave me a wicked grin. "Stand here."
Buck moved behind me, he gently removed the blouse and hung it up with the skirt. He stepped closer, still behind me. He reached around and rubbed my stomach. Buck then moved to cup my tits in the lacy bra. My knees almost gave out. His hot breath on my neck sent chills up my back. He nibbled on the lobe of my ear. I let out a soft moan. One hand slipped over my panties where he found they were soaked. He slipped a finger between my lips and rubbed my clit gently. I started to collapse. Buck's strong hands caught me. Turning to the side he picked me up in his muscled arms.
"You didn't take the pill? Why?" His eyes searched my soul.
"I am not sure. I thought about it. I just couldn't do it." I tried to explain. "What do you think?"
"I trust you to decide when you are ready." He kissed me softly.