I took me awhile to talk my Mom into what we did. I knew that she would be very happy with the outcome once she just gave in and did 'it'. She can be very stubborn at times though.
In the end it took begging and some hard bargaining to get her to agree. I know it was worth it. As I watch her step into the light, her body aglow, all I can think is how beautiful she is.
"So, how tall is your Mom?" Nick Canon asks me.
Watching my Mom step out onto the America's Got Talent stage I feel nervous, proud and not a little bit sick all at the same time.
"She's three foot seven."
"Wow." Nick watched for a second as she walked toward the center of the stage. "I would have said six foot."
I smile.
"Right now she is."
* * *
Standing next to Nick I watch as my mom faces down the judges. They make the odd comment, ask the predictable question. Then ask her what she's going to do.
"I'm going to sing."
"Oh. Alright and what will you be singing?" asks Sharon.
I see mom take a deep breath and set her shoulders. She's nervous.
" 'Tough lover' by Etta James."
I see Howie's eyes go wide, Piers Morgan kind of shows doubt and Sharon blinks in surprise.
"Really? Well give it a go."
Mom nods. I watch her take a deep breath. I smile as she starts to sing and the faces of the judges' change.
"Wow! Little moms got a set of lungs on her." Nick tells me as we listen.
Her voice strong and powerful fills the hall, the tones deep and sweet. When her time runs out she stands smiling waving to the crowd and trying too catch her breath.
"Vegas, Vegas, Vegas."
I listen to the crowd chanting and my heart soars!
Sharon and Howie both praise my mom but, Piers sits there looking skeptical. I hear Nick beside me whisper
"Here it comes."
"Well I wont deny you have a good voice." Piers shakes his head. His hand reaches forward and the buzzer sounds. It's hard to hear it over the booing of the crowd. Sharon whacks his shoulder. When the crowd quiets a little he finishes. "Given your height and look I'm afraid even as good as you are that you would never be more than a novelty act. Not a million-dollar Vegas act. Sorry"
The crowd boos him again but, I cringe when I see Mom lift her mic.
"Why Piers, given that you're the biggest prick with the smallest dick in all Hollywood I would never have taken you for a size queen."
I had to just close my eyes and snicker. My Mom, lord help us.
Sharon was about to hurt herself she was laughing so hard and Howie was crying and clutching his sides. I could hear Nick chuckling next to me.
"Vegas! Vegas! Vegas!"
They voted. Two yes, one no.
I knelt down and grabbed Mom as she came off stage. Her small arms tight around my neck. I was tempted too lift her off the ground and spin her around. But I know she hates it when tall people do that to her.
Her hair was damp from nerves and the hot lights. She smells of flowers and shampoo.
Nick steeped up beside us as I turned her lose.
"Well Terry I love what you said to Piers and girl you can sing!"
"Thank you." Mom shook her head. "I'm sorry for what I said but, I have a temper and a quick tongue to express it. Oh well done is done. Vegas, Wow!"
"Yep your going to Vegas." said Nick smiling.
"Woohoo!"
I hugged mom again and this time her feet did come off the floor. At least a few inches.
* * *
I had to stay home and finish out my senior year while mom went to Vegas by herself. It was late at night after the live show when she called. She tried to act all sad but, I could hear the excitement in her voice.
"Hollywood!" she screamed.
"Whoo!"
"It went real well. Even Piers gave me a good vote." I could hear mom taking a drink over the phone.
"That's a surprise. After what you told him I figured he would be on you the whole show."
"Well not so far. Maybe you have to stand up to him for him to like you? Anyway that's what's happening. How are you doing? Is your aunt there?"
"Yea she's here. You want to talk to her?" I ask getting ready to get up.
"Not yet. How was school? I remember my last days. Saying goodbye to everybody."
"Yea. Been a lot of that." I tell her nodding even though she can't see me. "Everybody's been telling me to wish you luck."
"Well tell them thank you for me. I'm doing my best. It's going to get tougher."
"Yea." I agreed. "Well, I'll be joining you in Hollywood. I should be able to be with you till you win."
"Danny, I don't really think I can win this. Some of the other acts are just amazing. There's one magician named Michel. I swear he could make an elephant disappear and reappear out Howie Mandel's pocket. Then there is this guy who does stuff with fire. My god he's crazy!"
"Mom, mom. Don't worry about them. We've been watching for years. It's always the singer who wins. You know that." I told her.
"I know. Some of the singers are good too. Very good. Damn it! I don't want to be what Piers said." I could hear the tears in her voice.
"Your not! You're a good singer with a strong voice. I've told you that for years. Your beautiful and you have a beautiful voice and your going to win!"
* * *
Wish I could say I was prophetic, but I'm not. Mom made it all the way to the finals. Only a handful of people was left when she got eliminated.
She didn't get the Vegas show, or the money.
What she did get was calls from dozens of people and in the end a manager. His name was Philip Dupre.
Mr. Dupre set mom up with an endless tour across the country. Nightclub after nightclub. Town to town. He got her a tour bus. It wasn't new but, it was nice.
She got to sing almost nightly and the money was good!
I became her roadie. Carrying her bags into places that had dressing rooms. I would check out the sound systems at the different clubs. When it sucked we had a full set up to replace it with. I put it up and tore it down so many times I got where I could do it in my sleep. None of our equipment was new but, it all worked well. When it didn't I fixed it. Three years working stage crew in high school dealing with crappy P. A. equipment was helping now.
It was at the clubs where problems could happen. I swear things could go from smooth to disaster and back on a nightly basis.
Seven months in we were both feeling more than a bit of strain. Philip told Mom on the phone one night that when she got done in California, i.e. two more months, forty-five more shows. We would have a month or so off.
***
As we pulled up in front of the next club I heard Mom start to cuss. Looking out the window I saw the marquee.
'Terry the midget Morgan.'
"Fucking ignorant pricks! Danny go check their sound system. I need to go have it out with this club owner."
"Ok Mom, give him hell." I told her as I got up.
Going into the club their bartender showed me where the sound equipment was stored. It was ok but, not great.
I could hear Mom storming!
I was in and out the club for the next hour bringing in boxes and mic stands. I saw Mom sitting in a chair in the manager's office. As I went by the door I saw her talking to him her voice simmering. He looked up at me as I passed the second time. He got up and closed the door.
I brought in the rest of our stuff and talked to the bartender for a bit about the acoustics of the room. He seamed to know more about that than most of his breed. I was just setting up Moms mic when the door opened. Mom went out the front of the club without a backward look. The manager called over to the bartender and told him to go change the sign.
When I went back out to the bus to get something I head her in the small bathroom.
"Mom you ok?"
"Yea Danny. I'm fine. We ready in there?" she opened the door and came out.
"Yea just about. You sure you're ok? You look a little out of sorts." I ask seeing the look on her face.
"I told you I'm fine." She said with a little heat. Then she shrugged. "I'm a little tired."
As she walked past me I could smell her toothpaste. I could see where she had dripped some of it on her shirt.
"I'm going to go lay down for a bit before I have to start getting ready. Let me know when seven o'clock rolls around."