I guess that everyone goes through phases in their life from childhood to puberty to adulthood. Even as an adult you change as your experience and age changes. Growing up my mother taught me to be very conservative and taught me to be a good daughter and a good wife. That worked out fine although unsatisfying in bed. Now at 38 I was divorced and wanting to experience more of my adult side.
Although I don't have major money problems I still have to work and I'm very good at what I do. I have 2 children, Todd who is 18 and a very handsome young man and Mandy who is also 18 is as smart as she is beautiful. My children are not twins but they were born 10 months apart. Oh, and by the way, my name is Elizabeth. Being alone for the past 2 years has made me anxious to explore adult options and not having been born with large breast (34 B is good but not great by any means) I decided to have a boob job. I also decided to let my children know what I was doing although I didn't necessarily want their opinion I felt it was good to inform them. So the night before my enhancement was to be done I sat down with both of them and explained my decision and hoped they would approve. What I didn't expect is a standing ovation. Mandy was the first to voice her approval. She had already developed beyond where I was (36C) and was all for it. Todd was a little shy but once the conversation got started he seemed to calm down and said he supported any decision I made and wanted to know how he could help. That, I thought, was very sweet and understanding of him.
Well, the day came and everything went fine. My doctor (a beautiful woman of 40) told me that I would experience some discomfort but that would pass with time. My only concern was the sensitivity of my nipples. Although my breasts were not overly sensitive (I could get aroused just rubbing them) I hoped that the operation didn't dull them too much. My second concern was I didn't want to be too big but my doctor convinced me that a 38D on my body would look just right. (By the way, I am a size 3 and have been since college.) So here I am several months later with my new 38D's and no one to share them with. As for the sensitivity I shouldn't have worried. Once the feeling started coming back it came back with a vengeance. My nipples became so sensitive that I found it difficult to find a material that didn't constantly make my nipples hard and sometime irritated. I found out by accident that a silk top with no bra was best to prevent the irritation so I started wearing only silk whenever I could especially at home and on the weekends. At first that startled my son and daughter but after I explained the situation in a couple of weeks they seemed to get use to it.
Another effect my super sensitive breast was having was that I was now in a constant state of arousal and my panties would be soaking wet by the end of the day. The longer the day the wetter I would be and the hotter I became. Not having experienced this before worried me but I though with time this too would calm down. Although my children became use to my hard nipples under my silk tops it didn't stop them from staring and smiling. This also brought much attention from men but it wasn't the kind of attention I was looking for. I wasn't into a quickie being a mother of 2 children.
It was Thursday and the coming weekend was to be hot. Usually both Todd and Mandy would be out with their friends but both said that most of their friends had gone away for the weekend and they would be staying home with me. I hoped that they would have plans so I have time to take care of my sexual dilemma since I had not had the opportunity during the past several weeks. But having the kids around for a long weekend didn't happen often so I thought that would be great so we decided to cook out and lay out at our pool. We have a lot of privacy and so Mandy and I could work on our tans by wearing our skimpiest swim suits. Todd always wore his Speedos that showed his athletic body to its best advantage. I took Friday off so we could get an early start on the weekend. Early Friday afternoon Mandy and I were lying in the sun when Todd came out to join us. I was working on my second strong drink of the day (what the hell, I wasn't going anywhere). Todd had a huge grin on his face as he looked at his sister and me in next to nothing swim suites with our eyes closed. This is how things got started.
Todd: "Mom, I think you absolutely made the right decision in getting your breast done. You look great. If I wasn't your son I would ask you out myself."
I was slightly embarrassed but said: "Thanks honey, I take that as your mark of approval and I must say that if you weren't my son I would take you up on your offer."
Mandy: "Mom, why haven't you started dating yet? I'm sure you attract a lot of men. You're beautiful, sexy and with your figure I am sure you could be dating every night."
"Thanks honey but my new breast have had one disadvantage that worries me and I hope you don't mind but I need to speak with someone about it. Actually you two have been so supportive that maybe you would understand. I have tried to talk to my doctor but I don't feel comfortable with her because she seems to think I worry too much as it is. I'll be blunt. My breasts have been attracting the wrong kind of man. It seems the only thing they want is to jump in bed with me. Don't get me wrong I have urges like anyone else but at least I want to know their names first! And, well, there are other reasons too."
I saw shock on my children's faces. I guess my being so open was a result of the drinks and the heat but what the hell. I felt it was about time the started seeing me as a woman and not just their mom.
Todd: "Uh Mom? Are you having problems....do you need to see another doctor?"
"No, nothing like that but I guess you have noticed that I rarely wear a bra anymore. That's because, well, Todd this is hard to say in front of you...."
Todd: "Mom, don't worry. Just tell us..."
"Thanks honey, well it's just that since I have had my breast done my nipples have gotten so sensitive that I am having a hard time controlling my emotions. I don't mean that I cry or anything but I have become so sensitive that I.....well I....hell, how do I put this...hell, we're family so I guess I can just say it...I am so sensitive that I stay sexually stimulated all the time. There, I got it out. I'm sorry for putting it that blunt but there's no other way to make the point. And the attention I am getting from men is not the kind I want for a relationship. I want tenderness and compassion, not just a one night stand. Do you understand?"
Mandy: "Mom, I understand and I don't blame you. Some men are just looking for what they can get but don't worry you will meet the right man some day."
"I know, but until then it looks like I'm screwed. Well, that's a bad choice of words I guess. I guess I'm un-screwed...." Suddenly it dawned on me what I said. "Kids, this isn't going very well. I shouldn't have said anything. But that's enough about me. Let's talk about you."
Todd: "Come on mom; is there anything we can do to help? Uh...what I'm trying to say is that if we can do anything like listen, talk this out with you....I mean.... uh.....well, you have been open with us about everything. We want to help you. We don't want you to feel that you don't have anyone to talk too. Mandy and I will always listen. And don't worry about what you say Mandy and I won't tell anyone. Maybe if I tell you something about us it will help you. I mean... I guess Mandy and I want be open with you too. We have talked about this and both of us agree. Oh hell, we think you are the sexist woman we know and I for one meant what I said a little while ago. I would not only ask you out but would make love to you if I could!"
I guess I should have been shocked but with the heat and the strong drinks I just let it slide. Besides I noticed that Todd was getting an erection and by the looks of it he was full grown. More than full grown. The strong drinks, the heat and now the site of a big cock growing only a foot away from my face had me wanting to get fucked in the worse way.
Mandy: "Mom, before you explode let me tell you, Todd and I have well, messed around a little bit. I don't mean we have gone all the way and yes Mom, I'm still a virgin, but we are not strangers with each other if you know what I mean...Besides, I have seen a couple of boys and we have had sex ed in school."
"Well, just when you think you know you children something like this happens. I guess I should be mad but I'm not and I'm not really surprised either. You two are beautiful people and now that you are grown, well almost grown..... and I guess you are old enough to make your own decisions."
