Julianne stepped out of the bath. Wrapping a towel around her naked body, she glanced at her phone sitting on the bathroom counter. It was 11:52 pm.
In exactly eight minutes it would be midnight, marking the one month anniversary of when her beloved twin boys, Mark and Matthew, suffered the fatal accident claiming their lives.
One month ago, it was her thirty fifth birthday, the first one since her divorce, making her believe the boys would go all out to make her birthday special. She was not to be disappointed as they took her out to dinner at an expensive Italian restaurant where she drank copious amounts of wine.
After dinner, both boys took turns slow dancing with her on the intimate little dance floor the restaurant featured while praising her on how beautiful she looked.
Julianne went all out in making herself look attractive for her birthday dinner with the twins. She took pride in her appearance and to the boys their mother was simply the most beautiful, the most alluring creature on all of God's green earth.
Even at the age of thirty five she possessed a flawless, bronzed complexion complemented by a Slavic face that managed to be both pretty and serious all at once. Her hair was like a loom of golden blondish brown silk sweeping down just past her shoulders, but it was her body that was the real show stopped. Her statuesque figure, five seven, one hundred and thirty three pounds was all muscle and supple curves with the boy's favorite curves being a pair of perfectly sculpted 36D tits.
Their next favorite curve was the heartwarming one her mouth made when it smiled at them, showing off a set of pristine white teeth hidden behind a set of soft blossom pink lips. All these exquisite physical gifts were accompanied by a bubbly playful personality that she saved especially for her beloved twin boys. The triangle of love formed between the mother and her twin boys was, as she once described it, "the most powerful force in the universe."
Back at home, her perfect evening continued unabated as they presented her with a pair of lavish gifts: a huge teddy bear with the real gift being the luxurious diamond studded necklace wrapped around the bear's neck. She almost fainted with pure joy from the gifts.
It was just about eleven thirty when they retired to the den to enjoy the last half hour of her birthday. She was still dressed in her formal evening wear, reluctant to actually take it off after all the lovely compliments her adorable twin boys paid her in how she looked in her new dress.
She was sipping on yet another glass of wine, by now Julianne was happily intoxicated, as the three of them sat side by side, with her in the middle, on the sofa, enjoying a bit of small talk when Mark suggested a fitting conclusion to their evening: an official birthday back rub from the both of them.
It only took them a good minute or so after she first demurred about them giving her a back rub before she caved and agreed it sounded like a pretty good idea.
Excusing herself, she went upstairs to her bedroom to change out of her nice dress and into something a bit more comfortable.
Hurry Mom," they both admonished her as she started off upstairs. "We only got like twenty minutes left of your birthday."
"Sure boys. I'm just going to take my dress off and throw a robe on and then I will be right back down."
"OK we will be in the den waiting for you..." Mark told her before Matthew added, "With a nice fire going to keep you warm during your backrub."
"Sounds good boys. We don't use that old fireplace enough anyways," she told them, secretly thrilled they decided to give her the backrub in the cozy den with its old fashioned real wood burning fireplace.
Five minutes later, dressed in her nicest white satin robe, Julianne entered the den.
Up until this point, the boys had been getting along famously, which, in all honesty, was highly unusual. The norm for them, ever since they were little and continuing now even as they reached the ripe old age of eighteen, was for them to fight tooth and nail for her attention, but not tonight.
But that all changed when directly after Julianne entered the den, Matthew told her, "Look Mom we have been having a discussion. The bottom line is this... neither one of us is content anymore to share you. You need to pick one, and only one of us, to give you your birthday back rub."
"Really boys... you have been doing so good in sharing your mother all night so why only now is there suddenly a problem?"
Doubling down on what Matthew just told her, Mark added, "Look Mom, you have to make a decision because when it comes to back rubs, two, not three, is the ideal number... one person giving the back rub and one person receiving the back rub."
They both fell silent now, waiting for her to make an impossible choice by choosing one of them over the other.
Trying to dissuade them once more, Julianne said, "Oh come on guys, can't you share. I don't wanna have to choose. One of you will end up getting hurt."
"Well, how about the one you don't pick will get to give you next year's backrub on your birthday," Matthew suggested.
"Sure, that sounds good to me," Mark agreed as they both turned to her.
"Yeah right, sounds good now to the both of you but I can guarantee whoever I don't choose they won't be happy about having to wait a year for their turn. Really guys I don't wanna be put on the spot between having to choose between the two of you."
"Well that will be just too bad for the loser. I'm game," Matthew told her.
Julianne thought about protesting some more but for one simple fact--she wanted her backrub. She was just thinking about how she might try and convince them to share, when she hit upon an idea allowing her not to make a choice.
"Look I have an idea. I think it perfect considering the way you two always are wanting to compete against each other."
"Sure, let's hear it," they sang out in unison.
"How about this... if I'm going to be truly comfortable getting my back rub stretched out on the rug in front of the fire, I am going to need a pillow. Also, I think my back rub would be better if whoever ends up giving it to me uses some of my coconut oil as it feels really good on the skin. Now I have an older bottle of coconut oil in one of my night stand drawers and a new, unopened bottle in the other nightstand so what propose is simple. I will count to three and then you will both go dashing off upstairs where you will both grab one of the two pillows off your mom's bed and one of the bottles of coconut oil out of each of her nightstands and then whoever can get down here to the den first wins the right to give me my back rub."
They both smiled; they always enjoyed competing against each other.
After they both agreed she added one thing. "I will only agree though if the winner is both gracious and humble in his victory and the loser does not pout and try to make his mother feel guilty. Agreed... and I am serious about this. You must agree to that or forget the whole thing totally."
They glanced at each other briefly before they both nodded their head in agreement.
The contest started out just fine with Julianne starting the race with the traditional ready, set, go. They both went dashing off upstairs, side by side. Upon reaching the bedroom, Mark enjoyed a slight lead.
Dashing over to nearest nightstand on the right side of her bed, he fairly ripped the drawer open before grabbing the new unopened bottle of coconut oil. Turning to the bed, he tore one of the pillows off from under the covers before streaking off out of her bedroom with Matthew, having done just about the exact same thing as his brother, hot on his heels.
As they reached the top of the stairs, Mark still had a slight lead on his brother and this was when the terrible tragedy happened. In a desperate attempt to pull even with his brother, Matthew reached out from behind, snagging his brother's arm tightly just as they reached the top of the stairs.
Mark cursed at his brother before trying to violently shake off his clutching hand but lost his balance. In a vain attempt to keep from tumbling down the stairs, Mark grabbed a hold of his brother. They both ended up plummeting down the steep stairs, still locked in mortal combat--to their death.
Julianne was beside herself with grief as she knew, ultimately, this tragic accident was her own stupid fault.
After her bath, Julianne entered the bedroom at nearly midnight, determined she must do something to honor their memories. Heading over to the small bar stuck in the far corner of her spacious bedroom, she poured herself a glass of wine while trying to figure out exactly what to do.
She stood there, dressed only in her towel, sipping on this first glass of wine, trying to figure out the best way to honor their memories when it hit her.
Holding the wine glass up, she whispered to the empty bedroom, "Maybe I should finish this off, quickly and then have about two or three more so I can get happily drunk like that night."
When the empty bedroom failed to respond, Julianne whispered an answer for them, "Sounds like a capital idea."
Bringing the glass of wine to her lips, she polished it off in two large gulps before refilling it.
Now what else can I do to honor their memory, Julianne mused to herself as she crossed the room to her dresser drawer meaning to replace her towel with one of her boring old nightshirts but just as she reached her dresser and was opening one of the drawers a fresh idea, maybe inspired by the wine, hit her. Slamming the drawer shut, she pulled open the next drawer just under it.
Her idea was simple. She would put on the exact same underwear she was wearing under her dress, and still had on under the robe after she took the dress off for the ill-fated birthday back rub she never received. It seemed only fitting.
She pawed through her panties and bras until she found the underwear in question. After slipping the tan long line bra on, and the matching tan panties, she donned the same white satin robe she was wearing on that night. To make the circle complete she also slipped on her nice pair of sexy black sandals with their four inch heels--the same ones she wore to dinner that night.
She had no real idea of why she was doing all of this other than it just seemed, somehow, the right thing to do.