Tyler opened the door for me as we both walked out of the courtroom. Tears pouring out of my eyes like a waterfall. The divorce was now officially final. After a year and a half of battling back and forth, I am relieved but also saddened. I use to love Tyler's father more than anything but it slowly dwindled away over the years. It was one of those relationships when you could feel it coming to an end but neither wanted to admit it until it couldn't go on any longer. Lucky for me, I had the support of Tyler during the entire painful process as he walked me to my car giving me a hug and a kiss on my cheek.
"I guess congratulation is in order." He said reaching for the door handle on my car to open it for me.
"Thanks sweetie" I replied extending my arms around him pulling him as tight as I could into my body. Over the past few months, we have become closer than I had ever dreamed. Since the first night Tyler and I had sex, he and Brittany had since broken up. The reasoning is still unknown, but for the most part it was Brittany's doing. But their break up has allowed for us to spend more nights at home together making love almost on a daily basis. After the first time it happened, we haven't unglued our bodies from each other yet it seemed like. It was almost now as if we were dating with the amount of time we spend together.
I return a quick motherly kiss back to Tyler on his lips before we departed from each other. I had to take a long lunch away from work to attend court this last final time but in no way shape or form was I in a hurry to get back. I knew some of my co-workers would come up and start some kind of nosey chat with me and quite frankly I wasn't in the mood to hear it. I gave Kimberly a quick call and invited myself over to her work to see her for a few minutes. Since things took off in a flash with Tyler, she and I have become great friends and we both trust each other more than anyone else. I'd say I got very lucky meeting her.
The morning after Tyler and I had sex for the first time, I called out of work. There wasn't any way in the world I could focus on anything, so I claimed I had a fever and a sore throat. My boss was very adamant with people who came to work sick with the potential of spreading some deadly virus around the office so she gladly let me stay home without a fight. The truth was that I seriously didn't feel too great. More than anything I was nervous and scared because of what I let Tyler do to me what very few men have ever done. It was hard for me to get out of bed. I did indeed, have a little regret afterwards. I was fine when the two of us were together but as soon as he left that next morning, my doubts began to fly. "Would Tyler keep quiet?" That was the heaviest question on my mind.
Tyler had become only the third guy that I have let ejaculate inside of me. Of course, his father has done it many times and the only other guy was from high school, a boyfriend when I was a senior, however experiencing it with Tyler was very different. It is very hard to explain the exact emotion involved other than it being extremely intense. Tyler promised me that he would never tell a soul about anything and I want to believe him. However, he is still has a teenage mind underneath his manlier outer appearance and teenagers have a tendency to say things without thinking. I promised him that I would keep it a secret, but of course Kimberly knows everything.
I arrived at Kimberly's work. She is one of the Call Center Managers for Wyndham Hotels that had recently opened here in Nashville. Thus, being the reason for her move to this area. I waited in my car as she came out to greet me and gave me a big hug. As usual, she appeared very professional. She was dressed in a long skirt that brushed the tip of her high heels with a nice blouse that she let hang down to her hips. "So is everything all finished and done Tiffany?" she asked me.
"It is, and my emotions are so up and down right now." I answered back to her. "I guess it just comes with the divorce process."
"You are right, it does, but at least you still got Tyler. Speaking of which, when is he leaving for college again?" She asked.
"Two weeks!" I exclaimed "It sucks badly."
"Sweetie, it's going to be alright. " She said repeatedly as she wrapped her arms around me giving me a giant hug. Kimberly was a very passionate woman and underneath everything I found myself intrigued by her personality. She was very confident in her own ways and very reassuring to me given my recent actions. In a sense, I was attracted to her. But it wasn't a sexual attraction, it was mental. Over the past few months since I had met her, I became very observant on the ways she expressed her outlook on life. Given the whole Tyler situation, she supported everything about it giving me encouragement when I needed it along the way. Should would bring me back down to Earth when I would get to carried away and forget I was his mom sometimes leading to showing too much public affection with Tyler. She had my back and I was beginning to really love her for everything.
Later that evening, I was sitting on my back deck reading when Tyler walked out to sit beside me. I could tell by the look in his face that he was stressed over something, but he didn't care to talk about it. I put my arm around him for comfort and rested my head on his shoulder. Our fingers intertwined as he reached down taking my hand causing my book to fall from my lap onto the deck floor bringing us both to a laugh.
"What's wrong baby?" I asked him hoping his slight chuckle would bring him to talk about his troubles. Tyler was always in a good spirit so I definitely knew something was bothering him.