A mother and son's forbidden incestuous affair ends in a lifelong loving relationship.
At 21 I've fantasized about making love with my mother in the past but never expected that it would ever come to be. Since puberty and even now I fantasize about making love with her but with it being such a taboo subject I kept it hid in my mind for fear being shamed. It all started when I was 22 years old and newly married, Mom was 38 years old and a recent widow. Looking at least 10 years younger than she was Mom was a very pretty woman. She was small and petite at 5 feet 2 inches tall weighing around 90-95 pounds. Being half native American her skin was dark and smooth as a baby's bottom, she wore long shoulder length auburn colored hair and had the most beautiful dark brown eyes, high cheek bones, pretty little narrow nose and plump pouty lips. Her small round 34b breasts were firm and pert with large dark nipples on top; her waist was small with the prettiest upside down heart shaped ass and perfect legs.
At 21 years old I married a very pretty brunette that very much resembled my mother and never in my wildest dreams did I ever think that a sexual relationship with my mother would ever be possible or come about, but as I was soon to find out it would end up being much more than anything I ever could imagine. I'll never forget our first intimate moments together, it was one of the most wonderful and memorable events in my life. It all began about month after my Dad had passed away after a yearlong battle with cancer, me being the only child I was all Mom had left. At that time I was serving in the military on leave and visiting Mom from out of state, staying with her for 5 days to help with some family matters.
After dinner on the second day of my visit we were relaxing together and drinking some wine. While we finished cleaning up after dinner we were on our 3rd or 4th glass of wine enjoying small talk and joking around with each other. Both us were also getting a pretty good buzz from the wine as well. To note, earlier in our conversations she mentioned how she missed the attentions of a man, this had almost slipped my mind till later. Standing at the kitchen sink I had just finished wiping it down and was putting up the dish cloth, Mom stood next to me putting up the last dry dish. After closing the cabinet door she turned to face me and I turned to her. She looked so beautiful to me and her scent drove me wild, at that moment all I wanted to do was take her in my arms and kiss her. But the thought made feel embarrassed and guilty so fought it back as I had so many times before.
Standing about a foot from away from me, Mom quietly stared up at me with her big beautiful brown eyes with a sad expression. Regaining my composure from my naughty thoughts I asked her why she looked so sad and she said "Just hug me son, please your mother needs a hug." Expecting nothing more than a hug, as has happen many times in the past, I pulled her into my arms and held her close to me. After a moment or so she stepped into me pressing our bodies together and wrapped her arms around my back and rested her head on my chest. I wrapped my arms around her shoulders then we just stood there silently and slowly swaying together. We were into this longer than usual when my hidden feelings for her began to show.
No matter how hard I tried to prevent it she was turning me on and I was getting an erection and it made me very uncomfortable down below as well as in my head and as our bodies pressed together I also realized she could feel the bulge in my pants too. Suddenly I felt very awkward and got really nervous. I start going through many mixed emotions about how I should act and actually froze not knowing what to do. I made a move to break the hug and give her an apology but Mom stopped me and made me continue hugging her while telling me to relax and rubbing my back with her hands.
Not moving and just holding each other Mom pulled me close and pressed her body against mine again. My mind raced with all sorts of conflicting thoughts as I stood there with her in my arms and our bodies pressed together. I loved the way Mom smelled and her intoxicating scent was turning me on and making me want her more, I could feel her firm little breasts pressing against me and her soft belly pressing against the bulge in my pants. I wanted her but was afraid of what she might do if I made any moves, she seemed like she was making a sexual advance towards me but I wasn't at all sure and very mixed up. Then after what seemed like forever, she pushed away to look up at me while leaning back and pressing her lower self against the stiffening bulge in my pants and stared into my eyes.
Suddenly I felt very ashamed and embarrassed, I could feel myself flushing. I loved my mother and respected her very much and felt the need to apologize to her. I certainly didn't want to hurt her and I definitely didn't want her angry with me. Feeling embarrassed as hell I tried to avoid eye contact and I so much wanted to apologize for my behavior. But just as I were about to open my mouth she stopped me by putting a finger to my lips and shushing me forcing me to look into her eyes. The both of us stood there for a moment eye to eye, silent with her finger on my lips. I wasn't sure what she was thinking and my mind was filled with all sorts of mixed thoughts but her big beautiful eyes started having an effect on me.
At this moment all I wanted was her but it also made me feel very guilty and ashamed knowing how taboo incest was, yet at the same time this was the most erotic feeling I've ever experienced! Man was I ever fucked up. I got lost in erotic thoughts while gazing into her eyes and then bringing me out of my mental stupor I heard her voice softly calling my name, telling me to kiss her. When I heard what she had just whispered I bent down to her and without another word she stood up on her tip toes closed her eyes and moved her lips towards mine. Cradling her head with one hand I wrapped the other around her waist and pulled her up to me. I bent forward and lowered my head to let our lips meet and kissed my mother just as I would an old girlfriend or my wife, for the very first time ever. Oh God it was wonderful, our lips met and immediately parted letting our tongues delight in tasting each other. Hers were the sweetest kisses I have ever known.
Her lips were so warm and supple yet firm and so silky soft. I just melted, it felt like I was in heaven. As we necked I was beginning to relax and could feel her doing the same as she relaxed and melted in my arms. I opened my eyes to look on her beautiful face and she glanced at me too then we closed them again and continued kissing. She looked so absolutely beautiful and tasted so sweet and sexy. I loved holding her in my arms, hugging and kissing her, it was absolutely wonderful. With our lips and mouths we tasted and teased each other, licking and gently nibbling on each other's lips, our tongues entwined as lovers would. It was the best thing I've ever felt, I loved making out with my mother nothing else has ever felt so good. That was it, when we kissed I let it all go and tossed all my inhibitions for her aside and decided to take the risk and push things further along.
In my mind, the woman in my arms was no longer just the mother I loved but a woman that I yearned for and have lusted for as far back as I could remember. I wanted so bad to make love with her, to be inside her, to be one with her. I yearned to be her lover. I no longer felt the need to hide anything from her. I loved her more now more than ever and wanted her more than anything I ever wanted. Slow, gentle and lovingly we went on necking and soon our kisses became passionate, long, deep and hot. While we kissed she positioned herself up on me so her pelvis met mine and began a slow soft grinding motion, I responded to her every move. Everything I ever dreamed about was coming true, I could hardly believe it and needless to say I was floating on a cloud.
Not moving from where we started we stood kissing and caressing each other and brazenly grinding our bottoms together. Cradling her head in my hand while kissing her I let my other drop onto her rear then one at a time I gently cupped, caressed and fondled each of her beautiful ass cheeks through her dress causing her to moan in pleasure. Daring to reach further I slid my hand under her skirt and caressed her firm little ass through her silky panties for the first time ever "it was wonderful" and she responded to my every touch as I pressed her hot little bottom against my bulge.