Here I was a sophomore in college, still living at home and still a virgin. That's not to say I didn't have sexual thoughts, I did. I even pleasured myself, a lot. And it wasn't that I didn't want to have sex, I just couldn't find the right person. I wanted someone strong, loving, gentle, and experienced, just like my daddy. He was actually the center of my fantasies. It wasn't the boys who had chased me all through high school, it was my father. I had idolized him my whole life. I remember him carrying me when I was too tired to walk, I remember him protecting me from the things that went bump in the night, and I remember him comforting me after my mother died. He had lost his wife too, but he put me first. As far as I was concerned, my dad was the best. I was really surprised he never dated after mom died, he just wrapped himself up with me and my activities, his life revolved around mine it seemed, until I went to college.
I didn't know what had changed since I started college, but he was distancing himself from me it seemed. He was staying later at work, coming home long after I'd gone to bed sometimes. I thought he finally had found someone to help ease the pain of losing mom, but I wasn't sure and he wouldn't talk about it. But the one thing he always did was check in on me before he went to bed.
It was another Valentine's Day. I was home alone, again. Dad wasn't home from work and I had my annual date with popcorn and a movie in our living room. So I changed into my favorite jammies and wrapped in my bathrobe to watch a prime-time chick-flick. The movie ended at 10 and I went to bed. I found this great site online with some awesome stories, so I spent some time reading about fantasies like mine that other people had acted on. By the time I finished I had my hand in my panties and I was moaning.
The next thing I knew my bedroom door opened and in stepped my dad. I froze. He walked to the bed and sat on the edge and laid his hand on my leg. "Baby girl, whatcha doing?"
I didn't say anything, I just tried to slide my hand out of my panties, but he moved his hand and placed it on top of mine, stopping me.
"Do you do this a lot when daddy comes home so late?"
I shook my head no, I couldn't look at him I was so embarrassed.
He grabbed my face with his other hand, held my chin so I had to look at him. "Look at daddy!" he chastised, "Don't lie to me. Do you play with yourself every night, sweetie?"
"Sometimes, daddy," I stammered. "I try not to. I'm sorry daddy, don't be upset with me, please daddy."
"It's okay baby girl. You don't need to be upset. I understand. Everyone has needs, and I want to help you with yours." He pulled the covers off of me, and traced his fingers up the inside of my thigh, across my mound to the elastic of my panties. He slipped his fingers under the elastic and gently pulled it down so he had a full view of my naked pussy. He caressed the soft skin as he spoke, "You've never really had a boyfriend, have you?"
"No, daddy," I shake my head, looking at him the whole time, afraid to look away.
"And why is that? You're a beautiful young girl, young woman, any man would be lucky to date you," he asked.
"I don't know, daddy."
He took my hand and placed it firmly on the bulge in his pants. "You know this is what you do to boys. Go ahead, feel it. This is what you do to daddy. This is what you have done to daddy for a long time. Is this what you think about as you rub your pussy? Do you think about boys' cocks?"
I shook my head, afraid to speak as I tentatively felt the hardness.
"Answer me. You can talk. Is this what you think about when you rub yourself?"
"No," I whisper, squeezing my eyes shut.
"You like thinking about cocks, don't you baby girl," he whispered as he leaned down and kissed me.
I shook my head no, "I don't think about cocks. Only one, I only know about one," I whispered.
"And what cock is that, may I ask?" he said sternly.
"Only yours, only yours daddy," I felt his cock grow as I whispered the words.
"And what do you think about it?"
"How big it is," I looked up at him.