Layla Firth sat in front of her laptop at the kitchen table poring over the household budget, a pile of bills beside the screen. Her eyes swept up from her labours to her son as he crossed the room towards the fridge. He had grease on his hands and on the white t-shirt he wore.
"How did you go Honey, fix it?" She asked.
His muscled arm reached out for the handle and had the door open before answering. "Nuh uh," he replied, pulling the carton of juice from the shelf. "Not even the few videos I watched on Youtube can solve this problem. I think you're gonna have to get someone out." Logan lifted the carton to his mouth and drank.
The unpaid bills were bad enough; the car breaking down was definitely something she could do without; her son drinking directly from the source was the straw that broke the camel's back and she lost her cool. "Oh for Christ's sake Logan, how many times have I told you not to drink from the carton?"
Incredulous, he looked at the drink and back to his mother. "You don't drink this! It's just you and me here."
"It's not the point. What if we have guests?"
Logan shrugged and tried to stop himself smirking. "And one of these so called guests only wants a drink of my cheap ass juice?"
"If you want an expensive brand, buy the bloody thing yourself!" Layla yelled.
"What's up your ass?" Logan asked and immediately regretted it.
"What's up my ass?" Layla repeated. Her hand swept up the pile of bills. "I'm behind on the house, the water is overdue, the power has gone up. Again. And you don't seem to give a shit or show me any respect. I ask you to not to do one little thing and..." She stopped herself when she saw the look on her son's face. The hurt.
Logan thrust the juice back into the fridge and slammed the door. "I don't need this shit!" He declared and quickly walked back the way he'd come, wiping his hands on his jeans and leaving her again alone.
"Ugh," Layla exclaimed, slumping back into her chair and hating herself for losing her temper. Her problems weren't his doing, he hadn't deserved it. In fact if it wasn't for Logan's income and the monthly rent he paid her, they would've been out on the street long before. She rose and went to the fridge, taking out a bottle of opened riesling. The thought of drinking directly from the bottle made her smile and went a long way to tempering her mood but she took a wine glass from the cupboard instead.
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Logan rinsed the soap from his hands under the garden tap as his mother came out onto the back lawn. Wearing blue denim cut offs and a white t-shirt she sidled over to her son and casually bumped her hip against his. "Great minds think alike," she offered as Logan rebalanced.
"What?" He asked, turning off the tap and again wiping his hands on his jeans.
"Our outfits. We match," she observed.
"Oh." Logan stated, unsure what it had to do with anything.
Layla took a sip from her glass and held it out, offering her son a taste. "It's a nice one!" To which Logan shook his head. "Hey look, I'm sorry Honey," Layla proffered. "I shouldn't have taken it out on you."
Logan looked at his mother in the eye. "Are the finances really that bad?"
"Ugh," Layla took another drink of wine. "We'll get by. I'm overdue a raise at work. Put it this way, I don't have to start walking the streets just yet!" She noticed the flippant comment caused her son to blush and she smiled. "But really, your money helps a lot. I shouldn't have yelled." She held out her arms in offer of a hug and was warmed by her son's embrace. Slightly taller than her, she rested her head against the side of his, his strong arms around her shoulders.
Logan fathomed she must have felt pretty ashamed at her behaviour to feel it necessary to offer a consolatory hug. They were close. Closer since his father died. Not overly touch feely though and hugs were rare between them, as her body pressed to his he was ashamed at noticing her breasts against his own torso. More than that, his groin against her belly.
"Anyway," Layla kissed him on the cheek and broke the embrace. "I just wanted to say sorry. Drink your bloody juice however you like, okay."
Logan smiled and as one they looked toward the car. "So is it really dead?" Layla asked.
"Afraid so," he replied. "I think it's the alternator, but I'm not sure."
Layla looked back blankly. "How much?"
"Not sure about that either, it won't be cheap."
"Ugh," Layla moaned. "More bills."
There was a moment of silence between them before Layla spoke again. "Ooh I have some news."
"Oh?" Logan asked.
"You'll never guess who I ran into at work the other day?" She proclaimed smiling.
Logan waited a moment for her to continue but when she didn't he asked. "Okay, who?"
"Willow Jessup!" Layla watched the name register on her son's face and noticed the blush.
"Oh yeah," Logan replied trying to play it cool. The name bringing back so many memories of his childhood. His first crush on a girl, his first kiss. And then the not so fond memories of being in the thrall of someone out of your league. The longing, the humiliation. All through school she'd been the unattainable object of his desire, his dream girl and she knew it, playing on it at every opportunity to her benefit. "What was she there for?" He asked.
"Visiting her father. She's back from Europe, to stay I think." Layla drowned the rest of her glass before dropping her bombshell. "She asked about you!"
For Logan it was too much. He'd tried to forget her after school and when he'd learnt of her living in Europe it seemed the temptation had been removed forever. To hear that she was back and not only that, was asking of him was possibly too good to be true. "What did you say?" He asked, hoping she hadn't said anything to embarrass him.
"I told her you were still working at the supermarket and still living at home!" Layla beamed.
"Oh Mom!"
"What? It's the truth!" Layla stated.
"You could've at least told her I was a manager," Logan proposed, his shoulders slumping.
"Oh, I guess I could've," Layla confessed. "I didn't think, sorry. But that's not all the news!"
"What? You told her I wet the bed as well?"
Layla laughed. "No, we've been invited to their house on the weekend. Duncan is having a sort of 'end of summer' party. Willow will be there."
It was the nest news Logan had heard all week and he wondered why his mother hadn't told him earlier. He'd changed so much since school, since he'd last seen her. Admittedly he'd been dorky back then. Uncoordinated and bookish, he realized he'd not given her much of a reason to respond to his affection but now things had changed. Yes, he was still at the same job and yes he was living at home but now he was a grown man. The body of an athlete. He was also aware of his attractiveness to women although a lack of self confidence usually sabotaged his amorous endeavours.
That his mother had ended up working for his childhood crush's father was now turning out to be a convenient coincidence and not only for Logan. Layla herself had eyes on a Jessup, and not the daughter. When news of Duncan's divorce passed around the office, there were many of the single women whose ears pricked up. In his late forties and infinitely wealthy, he was undoubtably a catch and Layla having known him outside work through her son's friendship with Willow was first to offer her condolences and a supportive shoulder if needs be. To this point, it hadn't but the offer of attending his party where so few workmates had been invited, to her mind hinted of something other than friendship.
"You know Mom, it's not a 'house,' it's an estate!" Logan finally replied. He recalled Willow's lavish parties as children. Hide and seek on the grounds; Willow locking him for an hour alone inside a cupboard. Swimming in their landscaped pool; Willow pushing him fully clothed into the pool after kissing him at a party. His relationship with her had been troubled but not without some happiness.
"That's a good point," Layla reflected on her son's comment. "It's in the hills. With the car out of action, how are we going to get there?"