Hi Sarah
My name is Sadie. I'm a 45 year old, happily divorced mother. Between working and running the house in South Wales, I have little time for a social life. So I have been reading stories on the Literotica site for a while. Your interview stories have turned me to start viewing my 18 year old son in a different light. I was wondering if we could talk about it.
ME: Hi Sadie, Thanks for your message. It is a little different from the usual ones I get! Please tell me how I can be of help.
SADIE: Hi Sarah, Thank you for responding. I didn't know if you would. Like I said in my message, I don't have much of a social life and, well, I use the site quite often. I chanced upon your stories and they got me thinking. Its been a long spiral since then. I can't seem to get the idea of my son using me out of my head. I don't know what to do.
ME: Hi Sadie. So, I guess my stories of mom and son arouse your fantasies while you masturbate. As you probably know, they are all true apart from changes of names, of course. As far as your son is concerned, everything depends on your relationship together. How close you are, and how much you tell each other. Have you ever seen your son naked recently? Has he seen you naked? Do you kiss and embrace at all? Do you fool around?
The biggest concern I find, is the fear of loss of respect for both parties. Many young men would love to fuck their moms, and often fantasise about it while masturbating, but fear the emotional consequences of admitting it to them! And, of course, vice versa! Tell me what you would like to do.
SADIE: What I would like is really to have sex with him! Thinking about it is a real turn on. But he spends much of his time in his room browsing on his laptop. He has shown no interest in women that I know of.
ME: Hello again Sadie. It sounds like it could be a long haul! Somehow, you need to get him to engage in conversation about his feelings for women. Does he have a girl friend perhaps? Make it light hearted - teasing maybe. If you are feeling bold, you could ask if he had come across erotic stories on the internet whilst browsing. I would be surprised if he didn't get some kicks from porn sites or similar. At 18, all young men are interested in playing with their genitals and maybe having fun on-line with others. However, be careful not to alarm him! Take it gently.
Otherwise you might try letting him accidentally see you coming out of the bathroom scantily dressed and showing some surprise 'Oh well, it's nothing you haven't seen before' sort of thing.
If your bedroom are adjacent, you could try letting him hear you masturbating. It's just a question of putting ideas about you into his head really, to show that you are sexually alive.
I don't think I've made myself very clear have I? But I'm just exploring possible scenarios without knowing either of you!! Or how you relate.
SADIE: Oh wow Sarah, that is such a turn on to have him hear me orgasming. Just thinking about it makes me ummm not dry I guess ... ha ha. I'm sure you are used to people being more explicit. I'm sorry if I'm not. I know he likes porn ... lol ... I've seen the mags and his browser history. I think all mothers do at some point with teenagers in the house. To the best of my knowledge he does not have nor has ever had a girlfriend ... Am I some sort of a bad mother or person for wanting to fuck my son?
ME: Good heavens NO! You'd be surprised how many mothers want to have their sons fuck them. It's a rather common sexual fantasy - and happens a lot in reality! Well, you've read many of my conversations.
So he has a normal sexual appetite and might be delighted to know he could share it with you if he thought you wouldn't think him a nutter. Do you know from his browser history what kind of porn he likes to watch? I think you need to find a way of teasing him about it without embarrassing him! Not easy. Maybe admit to him that you yourself enjoy watching some porn vids. But, however, I think you need to get some form of chat going to lead him on.
On the other hand, perhaps your fantasy of having him use you sexually, is a bigger turn on than reality?!
Let me know what you think, and what you plan to do, Sadie. I have to admit that I don't have a family myself, so have no first hand experience - though many of the mums who have chatted to me certainly have!! Lol!
SADIE: I don't think its just the idea of him using me that's a turn on. I mean its not just the fantasy that works for me. I think I really need it. I've been trying to make sense of this for a few months now. Its maddening. I even did something I wouldn't normally do last week. I wanted to figure out if it's just sexual frustration and fantasy on my part. So I went to the mall and well, to put it bluntly, hooked up with a guy who was about my sons age and build, a virgin (like my son ... I know ... I asked him a few weeks ago) ... worst sex of my life. I was glad when it was over. Of course the guy I was with wasn't too experienced ... he told me he hadn't had sex before ... even so ... I couldn't get aroused. I did however let him exhaust himself on me. Later when I got home, I saw Danny (my son) and it was like my pussy sprung a leak ... lol. So its definitely not fantasy ... I want him for real. Please help!!
ME: So, Sadie, meantime, my stories help you to fantasise. What is your relationship with your son? Is he aware that you know of his interest in porn?? Do you have physical contact?
SADIE: Hello. Yes, the stories are incredibly arousing. Its why I wrote to you to try and make some sense of it. My relationship with my son is I guess what you could call normal. There have been occasional hugs and kisses but of course nothing sexual. He is a kind of nerdy 18 year old, always locked away on his computer and stuff. Lol. What I would very much like is to be his fuck toy. I don't want him to masturbate ( I'm certain he does although I've never caught him at it). I want to be his avenue for release.
I get very very excited at the thought of him fucking me, however, I'm very worried about the moral and emotional fallout not to mention that its illegal. I would appreciate any advise you have.
SADIE: Hello again, I hate to bother you but I'm desperate. I just checked his browser history. Most sites are definitely older women and younger guys!! No incest though!! I'm so turned on and confused about what I should do now!! Please help asap!!
SADIE: Hello again. It's me. Wet and desperate to get going ..lol..I'm a mess..
I have a couple of things id like to ask you..if that's alright by you... You said that you don't have a family, but let's say you did, would you let your son have you?
And can you please act as my guide on this ..I really want Danny to use my body for his needs. I don't know how to go about it...please help. I'm desperate and sorry to keep bothering you on this.
ME: Hey desperate Sadie! Sorry not to have eresponded earlier to your cries for help!! I've thought a lot about you over the past day or so, though, thinking about you listening to the bed squeaking in the next room as you son masturbates, while you rub your clit with the pads of you two middle fingers, lubricated with the juices oozing from your pussy! You are imagining that you are in the room with him, your face close to his erect cock, being stroked, hearing him pant as he nears cumming, his thighs and buttocks jerking around. You watch fascinated by his cock, the foreskin working up and down the head. He's moaning and breathing hard, until, with a loud grunt his cock explodes! OMG!! One, two, three... four ... five, six, seven spurts of cum all over your face - nose lips and cheeks. Then another! And another! Wow! it seems like gallons of cum cocvering your face. And the sight is so erotic that it triggers your own mighty orgasm! (Actually, it's MY fingers manipulating your clit and playing with your pussy. I can feel your thighs trembling with lust, murmurs of delight from your throat. Your body shaking with passion and sheer lust, until iy boils over with a loud cry of FUCK, as you explode. I love the feel of pussy juice oozing from a gorgeous pussy like yours. Makes me come as well!) OMG Sadie! Mmmmm...
Enough! Try this Sadie. Just ask your son, casually while making breakfast or something, if he's some across a site called Literotica during his browsing on the internet. 'There are some very interesting stories on it. I particularly like Sarahloveitt's conversations with others. Very true stories from people who chat to her on line.' If he says something like he didn't think you were into that sort of thing, remind him that a 40+ year old mum still has interest in sex. It's not just for teenagers.' That should start him thinking, and being a young man, with a big sexual appetite, his curiosity will overcome him and he'll go on to the site. Then, having read some of my conversations, I guess he'll send me a message asking my advice, if he fancies the idea of sex with his mum. Don't tell him you've already been in touch, by the way.
If he does respond, he's yours!! Play it cool. Take your time. Let the idea build up in his head. If, as I suspect, he's desperate for a fuck - a proper fuck - he'll want my advice. Try it, and let me know how you get on. Meantime, I'm feeling a bit rDanny myself again! Come and play with me darling!! I want to feel your lips and fingers on my pussy! Mmmmmmmmmmmm!
Sarah xx
SADIE: Hi. I have to confess, my god, your mail made me cum. So hard. : ) thank you. I've never really thought that the idea of a woman in bed with me could turn me on so much..or the thought of having cum on my face : ) thank you.
ME: Mmmmmm! Loved it! Making other women cum really turns me on! Let me know how you get on with your son!
SADIE: Well, it's unnerving ... do you think I should do it?
ME: Worth a try.
(The next day.)
SADIE: Okay! Here is what I just did. At breakfast, I told him my laptop is frozen..he usually fixes it for me. But I left it on the site with one of your conversations open. I'm so nervous.
ME: Ahhh! Well, we'll see what he does. Probably, he won't do anything. Of course, he'll read it I suppose, but I don't think he'll say anything. He'll need to digest the information, trying to make sense of it. He'll wonder, probably, if you left it there deliberately or not. Maybe he'll ask for my advice?? I do hope so. But whatever you do, let him take the next step. If he DOES mention it, ask you why you read such things, just go to plan A - sex isn't just for teenagers, 45 year-old mums enjoy sex as well. Or, he may get the message, and ask if you want sex with your son. Hmmm! Well, do let me know what transpires.
