[The following story is fictional, and all characters are of legal age.]
Author's note:
This may be my only story posted here: in my entire life, this has been the only story of this particular kind that my brain has practically demanded me to write and publish.
In case I eventually stop checking for feedback or using this account altogether, I want to say that it has been a pleasure writing this story and publishing it here. The early feedback has been particularly gratifying.
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I enjoyed a passionate romance with my mother the spring and summer of my senior year of high school, after turning 18 earlier that year. Kissing led to sharing her bed, and soon we had all kinds of sex -- oral sex, anal sex, and the sixty-nine position. My mom had taken my virginity, and we shared our most secret fantasies.
Part of me thought this would never end, part of me suspected it couldn't last, but another part of me let me simply enjoy our time together.
I was slowly getting my things together for college as the end of summer approached, when my mom announced that we were going to the beach. It would be one last vacation before I left for school, making home a place I would just visit on occasion.
On the way, we stopped at a roadside restaurant for a late breakfast. It was clear that something was on my mother's mind, and noticing that we were in a nearly empty dining room, she took her opportunity to speak her mind.
"Sweetie," she began, hesitantly, as if she didn't know where to begin or didn't want to start this conversation. She took a breath and began again: "Sweetie, the last few months have been wonderful, but it really needs to end."
Part of me dreaded that this day would come, and I didn't want to make this harder on my mom than it had to be, but still I had to ask, "Why?"
"You should know why," she gently chided. "A mother and a son shouldn't have these sorts of feelings for each other, and we certainly shouldn't act on them. I realized I crossed a line with when we started kissing... you know, like lovers kiss... and I knew we would have to end this sort of behavior eventually."
"Why did you let things go so far?" I asked out of curiosity, not wanting to start an argument.
She sighed and smiled: "Because it was wonderful. You needed it, and maybe I needed it more. It had been so long since I had been with a man, and you're a handsome young man. I really do love you, and I know that you really love me, too.
"You really very sweet," she added, "making such a fuss over our first time: steaks and chocolate cake and my favorite movie. And that was wonderful, you taking me on the kitchen floor. I'm actually glad you took my anal virginity. I'll never do that kind of thing again, so you'll always be the one and only man to fuck me in the ass. And it's been incredible, watching you grow from a nervous virgin to a confident lover. But this can't go on forever."
"Does that mean we have to stop right now?" I asked, barely registering the compliments she was giving me.
"No, that's what this trip is for, sort of like a honeymoon in reverse. We'll have a few more nights together, and then things really do have to go back to normal."
"What if I don't want things to go back to normal? What if... What if I wanted to marry you?"
"Oh, sweetie," she replied, reaching out to touch my hand. "That really is a lovely thought, but it's not real life. We've been living out a fantasy, it's certainly more real than those dirty movies that you probably shouldn't have been watching, but it's still just a pretty daydream that has to come to an end.
"You have to go to college and start a life for yourself. You have to find a girl you love, who loves you as much as I do, and you have to start your own family: you have to give me grandchildren so I can dote on them as their Grandmomma."
My thoughts went back to high school and the miserable experience I had asking girls out and getting shot down.
"What if I don't find anybody?"
"You will," she insisted, and I felt her confidence that transcended any desire to console me with any happy fictions. "You're getting out from that tiny high school, and you're getting into the real world. You'll find somebody, you'll adore each other, and you'll probably break my heart a little by making me jealous."
Breakfast arrived, and we thanked the waitress as my mom waited for her to leave in order to continue.
"I'm sure you'll go out there with a lot more confidence, now that you know how to... how to make a woman happy. I expect you to wait until marriage, but whenever my future daughter-in-law finds out how good you are in bed, just tell her this: the summer after high school, you had a brief love affair with an older woman who taught you everything you know."
"What's the line from that song you like?" I asked with a grin.
"'Older women are beautiful lovers.'"
Happy enough but getting my head around what this trip would mean, I quietly ate my eggs and bacon, cheese grits, and toast.
And I digested everything she said. I really should stop watching that late-night porn, and I definitely shouldn't let any kind of fantasy distract me so much that I miss what may be right in front of me. I've heard it said, there's somebody out there for everybody...
Suddenly stopping both my breakfast and my train of thought, I lifted my head to ask, "What about you, Momma?"
"What about me?" she asked in return.